Chasing And Claiming My Rejected Omega Mate:Alpha's Severe Regret [BL]

Jason

"But grandma, why didn’t you just call Jenna? You should have done that instead of crossing the road knowing you’re very short sighted." I breathed out while massaging my forehead with my fingers because a headache was pounding from the inside of my head.

A headache was second nature to me at this point.

I had just finished a four hour meeting with a bunch of people who I wanted to get into a new deal with. The duration of that meeting was a normal thing for the old me. But the present me? That meeting felt like it took twenty years out of my life. 𝑓𝘳𝑒𝑒𝓌𝘦𝘣𝘯ℴ𝑣𝘦𝑙.𝘤𝑜𝑚

My grandma let out a small sound, she hates it when I scold her, but I wanted her to understand that she needs to stop putting herself in danger every time.

If I didn’t know better, I’d even say that she was doing this just to get me to come down and pay her a visit. I haven’t gone to see her in twenty years, and I haven’t let her come see me either.

"Stop worrying about me, Jason. I told you I was fine! A kind omega managed to save me before any harm happened to me." She continued and I let out another sigh, still massaging my forehead.

"That’s a good thing then, I hope you thanked the omega very well." I responded as I walked over to my seat here in the office and sank into it.

"Of course! I even offered him some money but he refused to accept it. He’s so sweet and kind hearted." She gushed out fondly and something lurched in my chest. I hated speaking about omegas, because all it does is to remind me of the one I managed to lose when I had acted without thinking.

"Have you been well? Are you eating and sleeping well?" She asked, worried as ever.

"Yes, grandma. I’m doing great." I responded and she hummed thoughtfully like she didn’t believe me.

"What about a partner? Have you settled down with someone you’re serious with yet?" She asked and I pinched the top of my nose in frustration. I hated when she brought this topic up.

"I’m working on it." I bit out and I could imagine her rolling her eyes right now.

"I know you’re lying to me, Jason. You’re making your poor grandma worried. Do you want me to die from worrying about my only grandson?" She asked and a little guilt stabbed at my chest.

"I’m sorry, grandma. I’m trying, okay? Things have just been a little rough." I breathed out as I let my eyes wander around the interior of my office.

A little rough was a large understatement. Things have been nothing but chaos and madness, and finding someone to settle down with was the last thing I cared about right now.

"Why won’t you come see me?" Her voice was softer this time and I squeezed my eyes tight, wishing she wouldn’t bring this up right now.

I had refrained from visiting her or letting her visit because she was a carbon copy of my mother. Seeing her in person is gonna break me because even though it’s been two decades since I lost my mother, I still miss her every day.

"I’ll come in a few months after I wrap up some projects." I told her, but I knew she didn’t believe me because I’ve said that about a hundred times at this point.

"The kind omega who saved my life, he’s single, did I mention that?" She began and I let out a frustrated breath.

"I asked him if he’d like to meet up with you, but..." she was still speaking when I cut her off.

"Of course he’d agree after seeing that you’re loaded with money. Typical of all gold diggers. I think you should distance yourself from him." I informed her at once.

"He didn’t agree to meet up with you! He said he wasn’t interested. He isn’t like other omegas." She argued and I pursed my lips, choosing to remain silent. It’s a good thing the omega rejected my grandma’s offer because I sure as hell wouldn’t agree to any blind date she chose to set up.

Apart from the fact that I’ve got better things to do, my alpha wasn’t interested in anyone that wasn’t the exact omega I rejected about four months ago.

That’s how long it has been.

Four months.

I ended up coming up with an excuse to get off the call, and then I flung the phone across the clustered table before exhaling a harsh breath.

In the past four months, I’ve experienced a lot of changes. My patience now ran thin, I’ve been diagnosed with anger issues, depression and a bunch of other things. In those four months, I’ve transformed from an enigma wolf into a regular alpha.

The doctor claimed he wasn’t sure if my wolf would ever choose to wake up from its dormant state again since it has taken so long yet the omega still wasn’t found, and that my wolf had probably lost all hopes.

At this point, I’ve begun to lose hope too.

There was nowhere I was yet to search, but they all didn’t amount to anything. I didn’t even have a picture to present, only a name, which was probably what made the search harder.

The memories from that night were the only thing I had left with me, and I’ve replayed every moment from the entire exchange I had with him about a million times now.

I didn’t even know any actual thing about him apart from the things he revealed that day while pleading for me to keep him in hiding on his wedding day. Yet, it felt like a part of me got lost along with his disappearance.

I sometimes found myself wondering if he was actually dead like his sister had claimed.

But who could have done that? Who could have killed him and why?

When I later exited my office, I headed over to one of my clubs and drowned myself in alcohol.

At one point when I was drunk enough, I summoned my manager to find me a willing omega to fuck, while hoping it would be enough to mute out my thoughts for the time being.

However, when the omega began to eagerly unbutton my pants in order to suck my cock, his scent hit me squarely and sent a wave of nausea through me and I ended up sending him away. This was how it had always been throughout the last four months. I’ve been unable to fuck anyone because my stomach kept turning at their scents.

I hated to admit but after trying to fuck in the last four months, I’ve come to the conclusion that my wolf albeit dormant, was still powerful enough to be in control. And it dosent want me to fuck anyone that wasn’t Rory.

My wolf only wanted Rory.

Which means I’m completely done for.