Chasing And Claiming My Rejected Omega Mate:Alpha's Severe Regret [BL]

Jason

Kenny’s eyes were still locked with mine and I was trying to figure out what was currently across his mind, if he was deep in thoughts, or what it was that he was thinking about.

Was he thinking about what had just happened? Is he angry and feeling jealous? Or was he feeling something else entirely? I tried to see if he was also aroused but I ended up with nothing. Damn, does this mean I was the only one attracted to him all of a sudden? How would he react if he realized that there’s a urge within me that’s pressing me to lean forward and kiss him.

I let out a long sigh, and then I scrubbed my arm over Mr face before averting it. There was no use thinking about things like that. It doesn’t matter to me if he’s also attracted to me or not, it was none of my business.

But why do I suddenly feel like my chest hurts?

Fuck, this was starting to mess with my head.

I let out another sigh before rising up with the intention of heading over to the bar to get a drink. However on getting to my feet, I realized how aroused I was and I let out another sigh because I had forgotten about that. My eyes darted towards Kenny just as he averted his gaze. I didn’t know what to make of that? Was he angry to see the evidence of my arousal tenting my pants because of the person who responsible for it? Or was it something else?

Fuck, I didn’t have the strength for this right now. I thought within myself as I walked over to the bar, but on my way was when Rory was just returning from the restroom. He stopped beside me and awkwardly cleared his throat, staring pointedly at my chest before walking past me and heading towards the couch. I bit on my bottom lip, still in the same spot. It had been on my tongue to ask him how his throat was fairing, however what almost slipped out was a different question entirely, like if he got himself off in the restroom or something very similar to this.

Fuck. I’m going crazy.

No questions about that.

I didn’t end up walking to the bar again. Instead, I spinned around till I was staring over at the cough where kenny and Rory were already on their feet. Rory’s cheeks were flushed when I approached and Kenny was staring down at him in an adorable way. It made me feel sick, but it also made me feel something I wasn’t ready to acknowledge yet.

On closing the distance between us, Rory cleared his throat and announced that they were leaving. The first thing that came to mind was that I wanted to ask them not to. I wanted to ask them to stay back. It wouldn’t be bad if we all watch a movie together, would it? We could watch a movie well into the night, id order us some food and we’d eat, I’d banter with kenny, and later if they’re both into it, we could fuck, then we could go to sleep together in the same bed, while strongly smelling of each other.

Right?

That thought actually scared me because this was the first time something like that was crossing my mind. Usually, I couldn’t wait to get rid of people. And in this thought of mine, Kenny was present throughout. Perhaps some loose nuts were rolling around the inside of my brain.

"That’s cool. When can I get to see Niko?" Was what I finally said in response. Rory huffed out a sigh and pushed his hair out of his face and automatically, my eyes dropped over his lips once again.

"We’ll talk to him about it tonight and see. I’ll keep you updated." He responded and I reached forward to take his hand in mine.

"Thank you. I mean it." I said sincerely and he nodded almost tensely before politely pulling out of my grip. Kenny had his hands in his pockets when I turned towards him, and not knowing what to say, I nodded once before stepping backwards and watching as they turned around to leave. As they left, my mind kept protesting and urging me to call them back and I had to remind them countless times that it was impossible because they were in a happy relationship together and that’s something I’d never get to experience.

~~~

Rory

I’m so stupid.

So stupid and a fucking whore.

I couldn’t bear to look at Kenny right now. He was currently driving and hadn’t smelt or looked angry, but I still couldn’t help it. I hadn’t expected to get so turned on from that scenting in all honesty. I had been convinced my anger for him would prevent anything like that happening. Oh how wrong I was.

I wasn’t sure it was just his scent. I think something had to do with his aggressiveness and sheer commanding aura as well. It’s fucked up. I like consent, I like when people are gentle with me, I shouldn’t have liked the way Jason had just suddenly gotten intense and commanding and... and... so fucking hot.

And lord, I had gotten so wet, it was a miracle that I didn’t end up soaking through my underwear. So I had been extremely embarrassed and I still am. Kenny was humming along to the music from the radio when I glanced towards him again.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked quietly. It would be understandable if he was and I wouldn’t blame him. This feels like grounds for a breakup.

He glanced at me and shook his head. "No, doll. I’m not." He responded but I didn’t believe him.

"Are you sure?" I pressed and he hummed along with a nod.

"Is this because you got aroused?" He asked after a few minutes and my face flamed up as I nodded.

"It would be hypocritical if I feel angry considering I also got aroused." He revealed and my mouth dropped open as I stared at him. When he noticed my facial expression, he chuckled softly and rolled his eyes.

"Don’t look so shocked. Remember the night of that party which we left early because of me?" He began. "He was the one I had an encounter with at the restroom." He revealed and my eyes widened even more.

"Oh." I whispered, feeling very speechless.

"We didn’t do anything, he just shoved me against the wall and almost punched me, but my body and my wolf reacted to him, and that unnerved me so much. It ended making sense to me on realizing he was an enigma. I didn’t tell you about it because well, it’s very embarrassing that my wolf chose to easily give up control like that, and because I thought that was one time fluke. So I kept it to myself, which I’m sorry about."

"But, I understand why your body reacted to him today. Your body remembers him from the past, and your wolf clearly still wants him, so I’m not mad at all." He explained and I let out a shocked sound before finally sucking in a deep breath.

I let my mind dwell on all that he had just explained and it made sense in a way, but it still made me feel weird. My body still remembers him?! So this means I’d let him fuck me if he asks?

Absolutely not!

When I turned towards Kenny, he was focused on the road.

"So, that thing with Jason, did it end up being once?" I asked and Kenny pursed his lips before shaking his head.

"Sadly, no. I got the urge to submit to him again the night he realized you had a child in his absence." He revealed and I nodded, taking the words in.

"So this means... you’d like to get fucked by him?" I inquired and Kenny appeared appalled.

"What? Of course not! He’s a cocky asshole, why would I ever want that?" He demanded with an eye roll and this time, I hummed.

It suddenly made sense why he and Jason argue so much. What didn’t make sense to me was if Jason also felt this way about kenny, like he was attracted to kenny but also couldn’t stand him?

And why was I even thinking of this right now?

I let out a deep sigh and massaged my forehead, shoving those thoughts over to the back of my mind so I could focus on them later.

As I tried to relax, my mind wandered over to that embarrassment and mortifying feeling I was previously experiencing and I realized that they were long gone.

~~~

As the car neared the gate to our apartment, a familiar figure caught my eyes and I blinked a couple of times to ensure I wasn’t seeing things.

As the car neared the figure even more, my mouth fell open in shock.

It was my sister. Anna.

My sister Anna who betrayed me in the past.

What. The. Fuck.