Chasing And Claiming My Rejected Omega Mate:Alpha's Severe Regret [BL]

Jason

It felt like I was going to an interview for the first time. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. After receiving a text from Rory last night that Niko was willing to meet up with me the next day, I had been too nervous and worked up to sleep. I chose to spend the night at my grandma’s last night, and Since my grandma had been awake at that moment, I went to her room and asked her to tell me about Niko.

Of course she had been surprised by that question but she did tell me about him, and by the time she was done, I was more eager and more nervous to meet him. Of course grandma ended up asking why I was curious about Niko and I told her it was because I wanted to get him a present. She instantly assumed it was because I was now hanging out with Kenny and Rory after that night she urged us to hang out and get to know each other, so she was very pleased as she went ahead to exclaim her happiness over the fact that I was finally working towards having friends.

It didn’t take long for the door to get opened after I knocked on it. It instantly reminded me of the last time I was here, whereby Rory refused to let me in and practically threw me out. At least we’ve progressed a lot from that moment.

Kenny was the one who got the door for me and we stared at each other for a few seconds before he stepped aside, face giving nothing away. His blue eyes glowed prettily when it caught the sun and I tried not to dwell on the fact that he looked so pretty right now, nor on the fact that his tee was tight against his slender frame and it made him look very pretty, or on the fact that as I stepped inside, his scent flooded my lungs at once before filling me with the urge to lean down and take in a deep inhale. But of course I didn’t do that, because I was better than that, and because even though I want him, I wasn’t barbaric and also wasn’t ready to traumatize him because it seemed like he judged people a lot, and heavens forbid he finds out that an alpha is suddenly attracted to him.

"This way, please." He called out politely as he began to walk down a hallway and I couldn’t help the way my eyes dug into his back and trailed down his long legs.

Fuck, he’s hot alright, and I was suddenly into him. There’s no use denying that anymore. Right now, what I can picture is myself bending him over, or making him get on his knees and take my cock.

Fuck, Jason. Get yourself together! Is that why we’re here??!

"You smell good." I suddenly blurted out before I could stop myself and it was clear Kenny hadn’t been expecting it with the way he stumbled to a stop.

Oh shit.

He whirled around and I wanted to hurriedly apologize and lie that I meant something else, but something in my chest prevented me from doing that.

"What?" He finally muttered and I stared at his face, eyes dragging over the way his blond hair framed his face and the way his upper lips were slightly fuller than the bottom one, making him appear very— very pretty. He was pretty, yes, that’s the word. Are alphas supposed to see other alphas as pretty? Probably not.

"I said you smell good." I repeated the words slowly, closely watching his face. He swallowed emptily and I noticed a little color fill up his cheeks before his eyes narrowed and sharpened towards me.

"Stop messing around with me." He bit out before whirling around and continuing the walk. I fell into step beside him, staring down at the scrunch of his nose.

"I wasn’t though. You do smell nice." I affirmed. ’Nice’ being a tame word for what I actually wanted to say.

He huffed but remained silent, making me roll my eyes. He’s such an asshole, a pretty one though. Just like I guess, he clearly had a thing against alphas being attracted to alphas, because I only complimented his scent and it got him this mad.

In all of this, I blame my wolf for finding him attractive.

~~~

Rory glanced at me for a silent confirmation if I was okay. We all had a little talk before heading over to Niko’s bedroom, where Rory believed it’s best for this conversation to be held. My heart was racing hard and I felt naseois but I nodded and exhaled sharply. We were currently standing before Niko’s door, and Rory knocked twice till a young voice gave permission for us to come in.

As soon as we stepped into the room, my eyes instantly darted around till it landed on a figure seated before an opened laptop, headphones over his ears, one which he slowly pulled off as his eyes locked with mine.

I felt the breath get knocked out of me at once. I could see myself in his face, we looked alike except for a few features like his eyes. The rest of him was all me, and almost immediately, his enigma scent hit me, warm and young.

Oh gods.

I have a child.

I really do have a child, and he’s staring at me right now!

Rory and Kenny walked towards the child and I stood awkwardly, watching as Kenny crouched and said something to him while Rory combed his hair back with his fingers, and then the boy was was glancing at me again. He didn’t look like a three year old, and I didn’t expect him to, because I remember having a rapid growth as well.

Would he like me? Does he already hate me?

So many panicked thoughts ran through my head right now as the boy got off the chair and walked towards me. My heartbeat raced and I panicked, glancing over at Rory and Kenny for help but they remained silent. Once Niko stood in front of me, a deep feeling of love swamped my entire life at once and I crouched in front of him, throat suddenly feeling stuffy.

"I don’t like you." The boy said flatly and I instantly deflated, croaking out a small, "oh."

"You hurt daddy, didn’t you? He said you didn’t but I knew he was lying." He continued, folding his arm and I spluttered just as Rory called out Niko’s name and was already making his way forward, but Kenny held him in place and prevented that from happening. It was clear that I was supposed to navigate this on my own, meanwhile I’ve never dealt with kids in my entire life.

I cleared my throat awkwardly, feeling out of my depth, but reminding myself that was a situation I can run from at the slightest discomfort. This is a situation I have to fix and live through, because it’s now a part of my life.

I finally nodded once, eyes locked with Niko’s judgement filled ones.

"You’re right, man. I did. I hurt him in the past... but I regretted it immediately, and I- I tried to find him in order to apologize, but I couldn’t." I responded quietly, ears burning at the sound reminder that I was doing this with an audience.

"Why did it take you this long to come back? Do you not want me? Was that why you stayed away?" He continued and my eyed widened, and I distantly heard Rory let out a gasp.

"What? Of course not, man. I have wanted you since the moment I knew of your existence, I swear it. I find myself always wishing I could go back in time, then I wouldn’t have had to spend time away from Rory while you grew inside of him. I know it’s pretty late, and I’m also pretty lame, but I want this to work between you and I, I want it so bad. I already love you and I want to be given the opportunity to love you more and get to know you and be in your life as you grow up." I spoke softly, completely baring myself to him.

Once I was done, he regarded me closely for a moment before finally nodding.

"Okay. I believe you because you sound honest." He explained and I wanted to hoot for joy.

"Can I hug you?" I asked and he pursed his lips, appearing unsure.

"I don’t let strangers hug me." He responded and his words ripped at my heart but I didn’t let it show.

"I only hug people I trust, and I don’t trust you yet, because you might hurt Dad again, or make Kenny leave us." He continued and I bit on my bottom lip, eyes darting towards Kenny and Rory for a moment, and they clearly appeared as shocked as I am.

"I won’t, I promise! I have no intention of doing that." I explained and dwelled on those words for a bit before nodding.

"Okay." He finally responded, and then he flashed me a pleased grin, and nothing had ever felt right to me like it did in this very moment.