Knotting His Rejected Breeder

SONIA’S POV

My eyes remained glued to Alpha Ramon and Lorena, as they made love in the most primal way possible. I had never seen anything like the scene before me.

Ramon had one hand wrapped around her neck while her head was thrown back. Her mouth hung open, releasing strange, desperate sounds—the same sounds that had slipped from my own mouth whenever Ramon got too close. Sounds of raw want and need.

It was a sound of want and need, and mostly desire. Saliva drooled out of her open mouth, and her hair kept falling in front of her face, due to the force in which Ramon was going in and out of her.

My eyes returned to Ramon and he had his eyes closed and his head thrown back. I could see the veins at both sides of his head popping.

He was obviously deep in the clutches of ecstasy. Journeying a little lower, I see his buttocks. He had not taken any of his clothes off. He only lowered his pants a little. But I could see his bum, and they were perhaps the most fascinating thing to witness in all of this experience.

It was hard, and bouncy. Like something that would be solid to touch.

The lewdness of my thoughts shamed me. But I couldn’t quite help it, could I? It wasn’t exactly my fault that their pleasure filled voices invaded my ears, and made me inquisitive.

My first time had not been the least bit pleasurable. It hurt more than any pain I’ve ever felt in my life. Imagine my surprise to see them enjoying themselves. It meant I suffered for nothing. I could have found pleasure too, but it was purposefully withdrawn from me.

The same thing could have also happened just before Lorena knocked. I couldn’t begin to thank the moon goddess enough even if I desired to. She had saved me from an experience that was way different from what I observed in front of me.

Curiosity lit up my gaze as the sound coming out from Lorena’s mouth became more short and uneven. That of Ramon was laborious and haunting.

Suddenly, he stiffened and I could see his veins as he squeezed her neck tighter. Her eyes rolled to the back. I wasn’t sure if it was due to pleasure, or because he was really hurting her.

My piqued interest exploded when a loud grunt like a wolf in pain escaped his throat.

Could this be what they refer to as climax? I thought to myself when he finally pulled away.

He drew his pants up, and turned around before I could withdraw my gaze. Lorena before him had crumpled to the ground. Perhaps too excited to stand in all two’s. At least, judging by her heavy breaths.

"Tell me, Sonia. Did we put on a good show? Did you enjoy the show?"

I don’t know how exactly I was supposed to answer that question. Should I have told him that I found it a little insightful? Insightful enough to know he was just being cruel by forcing his Beta to take me through force and not pleasure like I had just witnessed.

"Why are you silent?" He poked when I didn’t respond immediately.

"No–nothing," I stuttered because I sincerely did not know how to answer his question.

He smiled, and turned around. Without saying another word, or even giving me some sort of instruction, he made his way down to a door I was just noticing was in the room.

He opened it, and disappeared inside. I was left alone with Lorena who was still yet to rise up on her feet.

Every time I looked at her, my wolf wheezed with jealousy.

Truth was, it envied her. Maybe because she had everything it wanted. Everything being Alpha Ramon.

"What are you staring at?" She chuckled, as she finally began to rise to her feet.

"Nothing." I quickly lowered my gaze.

If I had learnt anything from today, it was that she could be pretty nasty. She had the privilege to be that way too.

She was my mate’s mistress. The one he probably loved.

The thought hurt my wolf, and for a moment, I couldn’t feel her.

"I wonder why Ramon still insists on keeping you around. What you just saw is something a prude like you could never recreate. It’s fire, and passion. Two words I’m quite certain you’ve never had to use in your life," she chuckled mockingly.

Well she was right in a way. I knew about the mate thing, and all of that. I knew that one day I’d find my mate. I had dreamed it would be something romantic.

I mean in my fantasy, my mate actually loved me. They adored me, and put me above everyone else. Just like my father had done for my mother.

What I didn’t think about was the mating that came with having a mate.

Unfortunately, no one told me about it. The closest I got to an idea of what it was like was from Freya.

She didn’t go into an in-depth discussion, but I had learnt quite a bit from her.

"Are you some mute? Why are you not saying anything?" She scoffed when I remained silent.

I couldn’t keep up with her requests. I thought she wanted me to remain silent in her presence? My feet were starting to hurt from standing a little too much.

I can’t believe I preferred returning to my bleak room, with the covers for bed.It would be my entire body being put in pain, and not just my poor feet.

"Are you trying to get me mad?" She took purposeful steps towards me.

I knew I was supposed to say something at least, but I wasn’t sure what to say.

"I—"

"You’re a slut, that’s what you are! You’re stupid, and useless, and that’s why even your father wants nothing to do with you! You know what? I’m going to enjoy seeing you suffer. I’m going to watch you crawl in pain, and enjoy every moment of it!" She spat passionately.

I flinched a little, amazed by how strongly she felt about me.Maybe Ramon had not done a very good job in calming her.

She was still so hostile for no reason at all.

I didn’t know if I was supposed to fear or be amused by her.

I couldn’t entirely fault her for her boldness. Back in my pack, she would probably be kissing the ground I walked on.

But I was in her pack, and she was in the good graces of its Alpha.

She could insult me all she liked, and all I could do was nod, and accept it.

"I’m sorry," I said, and somehow, it managed to infuriate her even more.

She drew even closer to me now, and raised her hand to strike me.

"That’s enough, Lorena!" Ramon surprised me by coming out at that moment.

She brought her hand down, seething in the process.

"Ugh! I can’t stand her!" she turned, and walked over to him. "I want her out."

"You know it’s not that easy, my Rena."

"But I can’t stand her!" She pouted.

"I know. Soon, you’ll not have to deal with her anymore. Her father is going to be defeated, and I’d kill her in celebration of his defeat. How does that sound to you?"

"It turns me on," she purred.

I almost rolled my eyes, but held myself back miraculously.

It was nauseating, watching them rub my predicament in my face. Sadly, I couldn’t do shit about it.

"That’s all for tonight, Sonia. Make your way back to your room."

It took me a minute to realize he was talking to me. When it finally stuck, I quickly turned around and ran away before he could change his mind..

I was halfway through the corridors when I realized I was lost.

Kill me now! I thought, almost breaking down..