Mark of Sin: Bound to the Cruel Alpha

Chapter 19: Hope

Magnus was leaning casually against the hood of his black SUV, flanked by his inner circle—three massive, heavily built Gammas. They were his pack elite: wealthy, high-status, and utterly lethal.


They leaned in close, exhaling lazy plumes of cigarette smoke as they muttered amongst themselves. Hovering at their periphery were several senior higher wolves—girls from ancient, aristocratic lineages, wearing tailored designer coats and sporting blowouts that cost more than my entire monthly wage at the cafe.


Magnus didn’t look my way. He was listening to one of his guard dogs, his face an unreadable mask of cold marble. I couldn’t tell if he had actually been waiting for me to fail his ultimatum or if he was just passing the time, but I wasn’t about to lose my job for his amusement. In a city where students fought tooth and nail for decent wages, I couldn’t afford a single slip-up.


I caught the cross-town bus, collapsing onto a cracked vinyl seat and pressing my forehead against the cool, vibrating window pane. The exhaustion hit me like a physical weight, pressing down on my chest until I wanted to dissolve into the air.


But stepping into the rabbit cafe always acted as a balm for my frayed nerves.


This place was the absolute antithesis of the predatory lounge where I’d worked the night before. Here, we weren’t put on display like exotic pets. The uniform was incredibly comfortable: soft, baggy sweatpants and a pastel pink polo shirt. No miniskirts, no plunging necklines, no exposed skin.


I burst into the locker room, shouting a breathless apology for my lateness, quickly threw on my uniform, and stepped out onto the floor.


The first thing I did was visit the enclosures. Being wolfless meant my second nature could never have a killing desire, and strangely, I was grateful for that.


"Hey, babies," I whispered, gently stroking the soft backs of the rabbits.


They nudged my fingers trustingly, their little heart-shaped noses twitching in greeting. All except one.


Peach.


The massive white albino rabbit sat huddled in the corner of his wooden hutch, looking like a thoroughly displeased snowdrift with ruby-red eyes. He was easily the most tragic soul in the entire cafe. He had been brought to us from a breeding facility after his previous owners—a young, wealthy couple—dumped him the second they had a baby. Too time-consuming, too expensive to feed, they had claimed.


Peach had severe allergies that required a strict, specialized diet, and he absolutely loathed humans. Honestly, I couldn’t blame him. I felt a strong kinship with his cynicism.


"How are you holding up, Peach?" I murmured, cautiously extending a hand but stopping short of making contact. He twitched one long ear and turned his back on me.


His story broke my heart. He refused to let anyone hold him, and he wasn’t above delivering a nasty nip or a powerful kick from his heavy hind legs to anyone who tried. No one could get through to him, so we simply respected his boundaries and let him be.


The shift went surprisingly well. I delivered orders, made sure overexcited children didn’t pull the rabbits’ ears, and kept the tables wiped down. By the end of the day, my mood had actually improved a little.


Until I remembered Professor Graves and his impossible ultimatum.


"Roland, would it be alright if I slipped out half an hour early?" I asked my boss once the evening rush finally quieted down. "I have... a massive academic issue. I need to rewrite an entire semester’s worth of lectures."


Roland, a saint of a man and my absolute hero, waved his hand dismissively. "Go on, Jane. You’ve worked hard today. Get to it."


I sprinted back to the dormitory as dusk settled over the city. Annie was out, but the thick, familiar philosophy notebook I needed was sitting right on her desk. I grabbed it, silently praying she wouldn’t be angry with me for taking her things without asking.


Hour after hour, page after page, I wrote. My hand grew stiff and cramped, my eyelids heavy, and the letters began to blur into a chaotic dance. I kept writing past midnight, forcing my hand to move even when the lines started swimming before my eyes.


A quiet, desperate hope burned deep inside me. This isn’t forever. It can’t be. I had already survived six months of this program; I only had a year and a half left before I was free.


I would have a degree. It might not be the most prestigious, but it would allow me to work full-time and, hopefully, afford a tiny place of my own.


Judging by Magnus’ sheer contempt for me, maybe he didn’t actually want a low-born Omega Breeder dragging down his pristine reputation. Maybe he would simply ignore my existence and let me fade into the background.


The only real trap was the biological reality of our bond. Neither of us would ever be able to sire or bear children with anyone else—the fated thread was absolute, locking our fertility to each other. It was a massive, terrifying obstacle. But maybe a ruthless Alpha like him didn’t even want an heir from a broken line. I desperately hoped that was the case.


Lost in a haze of exhausting hope and cramped handwriting, I didn’t even realize when my body finally gave out, my head dropping softly onto the open pages of my stolen notes.


***


"G-good evening. What can I get started for you tonight?"


The scripted words tumbled out on pure autopilot, and despite the paralyzing terror seizing my throat, I felt a desperate surge of pride that I had managed to vocalize them at all. But my voice betrayed me anyway—trembling at the end, a dead giveaway of the absolute chaos roaring beneath the surface.


Inside, a deluge was raging. Calling it a simple storm would have been far too romantic for the sheer, unadulterated horror drowning my lungs. This was a flood. A biblical, merciless tide sweeping away every ounce of my composure.


Panic pulsed through my veins instead of blood, thick and suffocating. Fear spiked along every nerve ending, igniting them one by one like a match dropped on dry kindling.


The cheap order pad in my hands was the only tether I had to reality. I gripped it so fiercely that my fingers went completely numb, the skin beneath my fingernails turning a bruised, bloodless white.


Under the brute force of my hold, the cardboard backing began to buckle and warp. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I realized I was about to crush it into a shapeless pulp—a perfect mirror to the suffocating lump wedged in my throat, which made even the shallowest breath impossible under the burning glare of his eyes.

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