The Alpha's Forsaken Feisty Mate
Chapter 25: Supposed to be loved
- Chapter 196: The Final -
- Chapter 195: She’s changed you, Radulf
- Chapter 194: You’ve spoiled Alina
- Chapter 193: She’s so small
- Chapter 192: Center around his woman
- Chapter 191: Talking about kids
- Chapter 190: Never put his faith
- Chapter 189: Aria’s release from prison
- Chapter 188: Exceptional woman by your side
- Chapter 187: Golden Lunar Pack
- Chapter 186: You liked it, didn’t you?
- Chapter 185: Dying to see Zenna
- Chapter 184: Before we kissed
- Chapter 183: You won’t tell her
- Chapter 182: Ask my eldest brother
- Chapter 181: A man utterly in love
- Chapter 180: Don’t expect mercy from me
- Chapter 179: Offering you my friendship
- Chapter 178: Finally find peace
- Chapter 177: Remove him from the throne
- Chapter 176: Her true form
- Chapter 175: My silence and support
- Chapter 174: You’ve grown up so much
- Chapter 173: The Rescue (2)
- Chapter 172: The Rescue (1)
- Chapter 171: As mysterious as her birth
- Chapter 170: Cursed her in my heart
- Chapter 169: Last of our kind
- Chapter 168: Growls, snarls and blood
- Chapter 167: Can even bring death
- Chapter 166: At my daughter’s feet
- Chapter 165: Excuse to eliminate you!
- Chapter 164: Challenging the authority (2)
- Chapter 163: Challenging the authority (1)
- Chapter 162: Eyes started burning
- Chapter 161: Not a noble wolf
- Chapter 160: Express his feelings
- Chapter 159: Your unofficial guard
- Chapter 158: Weaklings are always crushed
- Chapter 157: Defying an Alpha
- Chapter 156: A husband you always desired
- Chapter 155: Encasing his warmth
- Chapter 154: Need to plan my escape
- Chapter 153: Hate me one day
- Chapter 152: Wish to be alone
- Chapter 151: Fulfill them without complaints
- Chapter 150: What are you, Zenna?
- Chapter 149: A strange growl
- Chapter 148: Certain of my feelings
- Chapter 147: Proof of his love
- Chapter 146: Never dare to betray
- Chapter 145: Trusted the wrong witch
- Chapter 144: You are too late
- Chapter 143: Finding your home
- Chapter 142: Survive in his game
- Chapter 141: Letting the kiss speak
- Chapter 140: Richest woman in Herah
- Chapter 139: A den of indulgence
- Chapter 138: Ru doesn’t suit you
- Chapter 137: Without my permission
- Chapter 136: Want to sit on my lap?
- Chapter 135: Live freely for once
- Chapter 134: Own a gem like you
- Chapter 133: If anyone sees us
- Chapter 132: Radulf is a war hero
- Chapter 131: Her last present
- Chapter 130: Edge of insanity
- Chapter 129: Contours of her body
- Chapter 128: Took his everything
- Chapter 127: No one even begged
- Chapter 126: A Beta she-wolf
- Chapter 125: Pamper and spoil you
- Chapter 124: Chasing someone you wish
- Chapter 123: Some wounds aren’t meant to heal
- Chapter 122: Fake promises
- Chapter 121: That was intense
- Chapter 120: Not going to stop
- Chapter 119: Makes me want you
- Chapter 118: Through your letters
- Chapter 117: Ten cotton candies
- Chapter 116: A fortune teller?
- Chapter 115: Your mouth crying my name
- Chapter 114: Admire him, respect him
- Chapter 113: Making your life miserable
- Chapter 112: Don’t fall in love with him
- Chapter 111: Speak the truth
- Chapter 110: No one in my heart
- Chapter 109: Stop holding back
- Chapter 108: First Moon Festival
- Chapter 107: You do bother me
- Chapter 106: Stay five miles away
- Chapter 105: Heat radiating between them
- Chapter 104: Never stop loving
- Chapter 103: Know your body well
- Chapter 102: Not like my mother
- Chapter 101: To betray Radulf
- Chapter 100: Down to her thigh
- Chapter 99: To touch me
- Chapter 98: Be a gentleman
- Chapter 97: Visiting Strawberry Farmland (3)
- Chapter 96: Visiting Strawberry Farmland (2)
- Chapter 95: Visiting Strawberry Farmland (1)
- Chapter 94: Provoke them to hurt you
- Chapter 93: Grant me the wish
- Chapter 92: A dominant omega
- Chapter 91: Grazing her skin
- Chapter 90: Farm Fresh Strawberries
- Chapter 89: Most desirable student
- Chapter 88: Are you excited?
- Chapter 87: How devastated you were
- Chapter 86: Verge of losing control
- Chapter 85: Your mother’s dirty secrets
- Chapter 84: Breathtaking and unimaginably pretty
- Chapter 83: Your dress... it’s torn
- Chapter 82: A sloppy kiss
- Chapter 81: Discipline me later in the bed
- Chapter 80: Not to ravish you
- Chapter 79: Without his consent
- Chapter 78: Till he was satisfied
- Chapter 77: He hates roses
- Chapter 76: Town of Herah
- Chapter 75: Life you led
- Chapter 74: Was with my mate
- Chapter 73: Every brush of his lips
- Chapter 72: Teach you how to kill
- Chapter 71: To grow your family
- Chapter 70: Tried to remove them
- Chapter 69: Dealt with enemies
- Chapter 68: Outline of her lips
- Chapter 67: Zenna’s wolf is special
- Chapter 66: Breathtaking Red Gown
- Chapter 65: A strong alpha lineage
- Chapter 64: Reminder to stay alive
- Chapter 63: Mourn for their deaths
- Chapter 62: A little wolf
- Chapter 61: Zenna likes red
- Chapter 60: Scaring her again
- Chapter 59: Listing my qualities
- Chapter 58: Own lustful desires
- Chapter 57: An old score
- Chapter 56: Save Julian’s mother
- Chapter 55: Bully and liar
- Chapter 54: Like the spring flowers
- Chapter 53: Have feelings for her
- Chapter 52: Don’t accuse my husband
- Chapter 51: Nothing but a cold heart
- Chapter 50: The Eastern Wing
- Chapter 49: Want the evidence
- Chapter 48: But not rejection
- Chapter 47: Please, Alpha, spare us
- Chapter 46: Hate me with all your heart
- Chapter 45: Worse than the loneliness
- Chapter 44: Bound by her father
- Chapter 43: The 44th Letter
- Chapter 42: Will face my wrath
- Chapter 41: Burning with rage
- Chapter 40: Give me a son
- Chapter 39: Give me the robe
- Chapter 38: Use my name
- Chapter 37: Make me feel suffocated
- Chapter 36: Don’t come crying
- Chapter 35: When she smiles
- Chapter 34: Make a great pair
- Chapter 33: Did Father set a trap?
- Chapter 32: She’s brilliant
- Chapter 31: Make up for that time
- Chapter 30: Don’t bite me
- Chapter 29: Leave her or embrace her
- Chapter 28: Watch you suffer
- Chapter 27: Burning with envy
- Chapter 26: Hold you like this?
- Chapter 25: Supposed to be loved
- Chapter 24: Take my life
- Chapter 23: I’m exhausted, Radulf
- Chapter 22: Your second wife
- Chapter 21: You were the curse
- Chapter 20: Into my territory
- Chapter 19: To play with Zenna
- Chapter 18: Kiss me, Zenna
- Chapter 17: To discipline my wife
- Chapter 16: You won’t talk to Gregor
- Chapter 15: Take you to my grave
- Chapter 14: In the cold palace
- Chapter 13: Flaunt that mark
- Chapter 12: To mark you
- Chapter 11: Radulf is in rut
- Chapter 10: Keep Melissa away
- Chapter 9: Never marked me
- Chapter 8: A Dominant Alpha
- Chapter 7: Consummate my marriage
- Chapter 6: I’m still your Luna
- Chapter 5: Don’t use your princess authority
- Chapter 4: Dominate you, break you and hurt you
- Chapter 3: Our Fated Mate
- Chapter 2: Give me a divorce
- Chapter 1: Alpha Radulf Has Returned
Radulf took a step back from Gregor. "I need to be with Zenna at this time. You should go home," he said, turning on his heels.
"I want to see Zenna," Gregor said.
"You can’t ask me to let you see my wife," Radulf stated.
Gregor’s fists clenched at his sides, his silvery eyes blazing with anger. "Your wife? The same wife you don’t even respect an ounce?" he shouted, his voice echoing through the corridor as he took a step forward.
Before he could get closer, Savio moved between them. He raised a hand to stop Gregor and said calmly, "Mind your boundaries, Gregor. This is not your place to demand anything."
"I’ll stay here until the morning," Gregor said.
Radulf didn’t respond to him and walked inside the chamber. Savio understood what Radulf wanted and showed Gregor a guest room.
Once inside, Radulf’s eyes fell on Pia, who was placing a tray on the bedside table.
"It’s a tonic, My Lord. Doctor Josiah said I should give it to the Luna," Pia explained, her tone tinged with worry for Zenna.
"I’ll feed her the tonic," Radulf said firmly as he moved toward the bed. He carefully lifted Zenna’s head, cradling it against his chest as he settled on the edge of the bed. Reaching for the bowl of tonic, while ensuring Zenna’s comfort.
Radulf didn’t look at her but spoke, "Do you have something to say to me?" He paused, stirring the tonic with a spoon. "Speak your mind, Pia. Even if it’s harsh, I won’t punish you for it."
Pia hesitated for a moment. "Alpha Radulf was never unkind. Did the past change him this much? I’ve been in this pack long enough to know how much the Luna has endured—for you and for us all." 𝚏𝗿𝗲𝐞𝚠𝕖𝐛𝗻𝗼𝐯𝕖𝚕.𝚌𝗼𝗺
Radulf’s hand froze, but he didn’t interrupt her as he listened to her.
"She was ridiculed every day," Pia continued, turning heavy slightly, "not because she failed, but because she wasn’t acknowledged by her own husband while her family had abandoned her long ago. She swallowed every drop of that humiliation and kept working tirelessly for the Shadow Hunter Pack. For you, Alpha. For us. She wanted to restore this pack to its former glory, and she did it with her blood, sweat, and tears."
Radulf’s grip on the spoon tightened, guilt rising like a tide as he realized how blind he had been to Zenna’s struggles. He had never stopped to ask, never bothered to understand the life she led while he was absent.
"Did Leone ever come to see Zenna?" Radulf suddenly asked, switching the topic of their conversation.
Pia blinked at the unexpected question but answered quickly, "Yes, My Lord. A few months back Prince Leone summoned the Luna to see him."
"And he hit her?" Radulf asked.
"When she returned, she had a deep wound on her wrist. Luna Zenna didn’t say much, but she said it was to remind her place," Pia replied.
"I see," Radulf murmured as he gently spooned the tonic to Zenna. Though unconscious, her body reacted instinctively; she flinched slightly in her sleep, her brows furrowing deeply with each bitter dose that passed her lips. Yet, even in this vulnerable state, she swallowed it without resistance.
Radulf set the spoon down for a moment and turned his gaze to Pia. "You can leave now," he said.
Pia hesitated, wringing her hands before speaking again. "I have one more thing to say to the Alpha. If he allows me, may I speak?"
Radulf leaned back slightly, his green eyes studying her for a moment. "Hmm. Go ahead," he stated, placing the bowl on the bedside table.
"Luna Zenna has lived a tough life, My Lord. She endured 18 years in the cold palace, waiting for the day she’d meet her mate and finally live the life she dreamed of. But when that day came... it wasn’t the life she imagined. Still, she stayed strong—for you in the hope you would see her with a deep affection and respect."
Pia lowered her gaze but continued, "I hope Alpha can heal the heart of our Luna. She deserves that much after everything she’s endured. And... I hope, in doing so, the Alpha heals his own heart too."
With that, Pia bowed respectfully and turned to leave. She closed the chamber doors behind her, leaving Radulf alone with Zenna.
Radulf lay beside Zenna, his hand gently brushing her hair back from her forehead. He couldn’t tear his gaze away from her pale face. He thought about Pia’s words, about everything Zenna had suffered in silence.
Suddenly, Black’s voice pierced his thoughts, soft but laden with emotion. ’Did you hear what kind of life Zenna has led?’
’I will not help you if you treat Zenna like trash. She could have died today, Radulf. If we were one minute late, we would have lost her forever. Is this what you desired? You think only you suffered after the loss of your family. But there was someone else too, who is still suffering. Look at her. She is supposed to be loved for what she did for us, for you.’
Radulf closed his eyes, his breath catching in his throat as Black’s words echoed in his mind. He had never stopped to think about the burden Zenna carried. Never once had he considered the years of torment, the loneliness, the humiliation she endured, all for the sake of a mate who was blind to her pain.
’If you truly cared for her, you would have seen it. You would have known she was suffering, but you ignored her. You let her fight for you, for the pack, and you stood by and watched. Is that what you wanted, Radulf?’
’She deserves more than this. She deserves love, care, everything no one ever gave her.’ Black’s voice softened now. ’You need to fix this, Radulf. You need to fight for her. Don’t let her slip away from us like this. Don’t let her think she was never worth anything to you.’
Radulf gazed back to Zenna, watching her chest rise and fall with each shallow breath. For the first time in years, he felt truly small, humbled by the enormity of the mistake he had made while silently listening to wolf’s lecture.
- Chapter 196: The Final -
- Chapter 195: She’s changed you, Radulf
- Chapter 194: You’ve spoiled Alina
- Chapter 193: She’s so small
- Chapter 192: Center around his woman
- Chapter 191: Talking about kids
- Chapter 190: Never put his faith
- Chapter 189: Aria’s release from prison
- Chapter 188: Exceptional woman by your side
- Chapter 187: Golden Lunar Pack
- Chapter 186: You liked it, didn’t you?
- Chapter 185: Dying to see Zenna
- Chapter 184: Before we kissed
- Chapter 183: You won’t tell her
- Chapter 182: Ask my eldest brother
- Chapter 181: A man utterly in love
- Chapter 180: Don’t expect mercy from me
- Chapter 179: Offering you my friendship
- Chapter 178: Finally find peace
- Chapter 177: Remove him from the throne
- Chapter 176: Her true form
- Chapter 175: My silence and support
- Chapter 174: You’ve grown up so much
- Chapter 173: The Rescue (2)
- Chapter 172: The Rescue (1)
- Chapter 171: As mysterious as her birth
- Chapter 170: Cursed her in my heart
- Chapter 169: Last of our kind
- Chapter 168: Growls, snarls and blood
- Chapter 167: Can even bring death
- Chapter 166: At my daughter’s feet
- Chapter 165: Excuse to eliminate you!
- Chapter 164: Challenging the authority (2)
- Chapter 163: Challenging the authority (1)
- Chapter 162: Eyes started burning
- Chapter 161: Not a noble wolf
- Chapter 160: Express his feelings
- Chapter 159: Your unofficial guard
- Chapter 158: Weaklings are always crushed
- Chapter 157: Defying an Alpha
- Chapter 156: A husband you always desired
- Chapter 155: Encasing his warmth
- Chapter 154: Need to plan my escape
- Chapter 153: Hate me one day
- Chapter 152: Wish to be alone
- Chapter 151: Fulfill them without complaints
- Chapter 150: What are you, Zenna?
- Chapter 149: A strange growl
- Chapter 148: Certain of my feelings
- Chapter 147: Proof of his love
- Chapter 146: Never dare to betray
- Chapter 145: Trusted the wrong witch
- Chapter 144: You are too late
- Chapter 143: Finding your home
- Chapter 142: Survive in his game
- Chapter 141: Letting the kiss speak
- Chapter 140: Richest woman in Herah
- Chapter 139: A den of indulgence
- Chapter 138: Ru doesn’t suit you
- Chapter 137: Without my permission
- Chapter 136: Want to sit on my lap?
- Chapter 135: Live freely for once
- Chapter 134: Own a gem like you
- Chapter 133: If anyone sees us
- Chapter 132: Radulf is a war hero
- Chapter 131: Her last present
- Chapter 130: Edge of insanity
- Chapter 129: Contours of her body
- Chapter 128: Took his everything
- Chapter 127: No one even begged
- Chapter 126: A Beta she-wolf
- Chapter 125: Pamper and spoil you
- Chapter 124: Chasing someone you wish
- Chapter 123: Some wounds aren’t meant to heal
- Chapter 122: Fake promises
- Chapter 121: That was intense
- Chapter 120: Not going to stop
- Chapter 119: Makes me want you
- Chapter 118: Through your letters
- Chapter 117: Ten cotton candies
- Chapter 116: A fortune teller?
- Chapter 115: Your mouth crying my name
- Chapter 114: Admire him, respect him
- Chapter 113: Making your life miserable
- Chapter 112: Don’t fall in love with him
- Chapter 111: Speak the truth
- Chapter 110: No one in my heart
- Chapter 109: Stop holding back
- Chapter 108: First Moon Festival
- Chapter 107: You do bother me
- Chapter 106: Stay five miles away
- Chapter 105: Heat radiating between them
- Chapter 104: Never stop loving
- Chapter 103: Know your body well
- Chapter 102: Not like my mother
- Chapter 101: To betray Radulf
- Chapter 100: Down to her thigh
- Chapter 99: To touch me
- Chapter 98: Be a gentleman
- Chapter 97: Visiting Strawberry Farmland (3)
- Chapter 96: Visiting Strawberry Farmland (2)
- Chapter 95: Visiting Strawberry Farmland (1)
- Chapter 94: Provoke them to hurt you
- Chapter 93: Grant me the wish
- Chapter 92: A dominant omega
- Chapter 91: Grazing her skin
- Chapter 90: Farm Fresh Strawberries
- Chapter 89: Most desirable student
- Chapter 88: Are you excited?
- Chapter 87: How devastated you were
- Chapter 86: Verge of losing control
- Chapter 85: Your mother’s dirty secrets
- Chapter 84: Breathtaking and unimaginably pretty
- Chapter 83: Your dress... it’s torn
- Chapter 82: A sloppy kiss
- Chapter 81: Discipline me later in the bed
- Chapter 80: Not to ravish you
- Chapter 79: Without his consent
- Chapter 78: Till he was satisfied
- Chapter 77: He hates roses
- Chapter 76: Town of Herah
- Chapter 75: Life you led
- Chapter 74: Was with my mate
- Chapter 73: Every brush of his lips
- Chapter 72: Teach you how to kill
- Chapter 71: To grow your family
- Chapter 70: Tried to remove them
- Chapter 69: Dealt with enemies
- Chapter 68: Outline of her lips
- Chapter 67: Zenna’s wolf is special
- Chapter 66: Breathtaking Red Gown
- Chapter 65: A strong alpha lineage
- Chapter 64: Reminder to stay alive
- Chapter 63: Mourn for their deaths
- Chapter 62: A little wolf
- Chapter 61: Zenna likes red
- Chapter 60: Scaring her again
- Chapter 59: Listing my qualities
- Chapter 58: Own lustful desires
- Chapter 57: An old score
- Chapter 56: Save Julian’s mother
- Chapter 55: Bully and liar
- Chapter 54: Like the spring flowers
- Chapter 53: Have feelings for her
- Chapter 52: Don’t accuse my husband
- Chapter 51: Nothing but a cold heart
- Chapter 50: The Eastern Wing
- Chapter 49: Want the evidence
- Chapter 48: But not rejection
- Chapter 47: Please, Alpha, spare us
- Chapter 46: Hate me with all your heart
- Chapter 45: Worse than the loneliness
- Chapter 44: Bound by her father
- Chapter 43: The 44th Letter
- Chapter 42: Will face my wrath
- Chapter 41: Burning with rage
- Chapter 40: Give me a son
- Chapter 39: Give me the robe
- Chapter 38: Use my name
- Chapter 37: Make me feel suffocated
- Chapter 36: Don’t come crying
- Chapter 35: When she smiles
- Chapter 34: Make a great pair
- Chapter 33: Did Father set a trap?
- Chapter 32: She’s brilliant
- Chapter 31: Make up for that time
- Chapter 30: Don’t bite me
- Chapter 29: Leave her or embrace her
- Chapter 28: Watch you suffer
- Chapter 27: Burning with envy
- Chapter 26: Hold you like this?
- Chapter 25: Supposed to be loved
- Chapter 24: Take my life
- Chapter 23: I’m exhausted, Radulf
- Chapter 22: Your second wife
- Chapter 21: You were the curse
- Chapter 20: Into my territory
- Chapter 19: To play with Zenna
- Chapter 18: Kiss me, Zenna
- Chapter 17: To discipline my wife
- Chapter 16: You won’t talk to Gregor
- Chapter 15: Take you to my grave
- Chapter 14: In the cold palace
- Chapter 13: Flaunt that mark
- Chapter 12: To mark you
- Chapter 11: Radulf is in rut
- Chapter 10: Keep Melissa away
- Chapter 9: Never marked me
- Chapter 8: A Dominant Alpha
- Chapter 7: Consummate my marriage
- Chapter 6: I’m still your Luna
- Chapter 5: Don’t use your princess authority
- Chapter 4: Dominate you, break you and hurt you
- Chapter 3: Our Fated Mate
- Chapter 2: Give me a divorce
- Chapter 1: Alpha Radulf Has Returned
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