Surviving A Novel I Don't Remember: A Tutor's Guide To Staying Alive
Chapter 35: Of course I’ll be going too
- Chapter 354: Your world [18+]
- Chapter 353: The weight of him [18+]
- Chapter 352: His Hole Was Tight [18+]
- Chapter 351: Invade me with your love
- Chapter 350: You should just fly
- Chapter 349: We are having a long talk
- Chapter 348: I have Norx to thank
- Chapter 347: The fight is over
- Chapter 346: Obsession...
- Chapter 345: Norx Tried To Let Go Of His Resentment
- Chapter 344: Maya...
- Chapter 343: The Cursed Forest
- Chapter 342: Surge forward!
- Chapter 341: "I’ll be brave," the boy promised.
- Chapter 340: I will do my part
- Chapter 339: Julian wasn’t a fool
- Chapter 338: A Savior
- Chapter 337: I had to be strict and direct
- Chapter 336: "What is the source, Saint Julian?"
- Chapter 335: We have a bigger problem
- Chapter 334: You are Theo
- Chapter 333: Julian Tells Alaric About His Past
- Chapter 332: I must protect them this time
- Chapter 331: "This half will follow them into the dirt."
- Chapter 330: The Dark Side of Love
- Chapter 329: The mistake he made
- Chapter 328: This is not a betrayal
- Chapter 327: Right where I want them
- Chapter 326: He bestowed Divinity
- Chapter 325: The emergence of the demons
- Chapter 324: Then let me help you lift them
- Chapter 323: Norx held the power to breathe life into the dirt
- Chapter 322: They accepted him
- Chapter 321: Demons
- Chapter 320: The beginning of the doctrine
- Chapter 319: Oh, god of light
- Chapter 318: He had to be their savior
- Chapter 317: Theo! Please, stay awake!
- Chapter 316: The peace was officially broken
- Chapter 315: They say blood is thicker than water, Theo
- Chapter 314: He remained mute
- Chapter 313: “I… forgive you, Theo,” [18+]
- Chapter 312: Why did you stop? [18+]
- Chapter 311: Like the desert during an earthquake
- Chapter 310: Is that what happens next? Sex?
- Chapter 309: Beauty built on a hollow floor will eventually fall
- Chapter 308: Theo, you lied to me
- Chapter 307: Theo’s son
- Chapter 306: He wished Norx could share this bliss
- Chapter 305: Why does it have to be pretty?
- Chapter 304: T-Theo, you have to stop
- Chapter 303: Why would I touch myself?
- Chapter 302: I love Theo
- Chapter 301: I want to do it again
- Chapter 300: The first night
- Chapter 299: Making a home
- Chapter 298: Did I... interrupt something?
- Chapter 297: The walk at night
- Chapter 296: Hope and Trust
- Chapter 295: Why is my heart racing?
- Chapter 294: Sleeping together
- Chapter 293: Try not to get hurt anymore
- Chapter 292: There was no way to read his thoughts
- Chapter 291: Theo couldn’t let go
- Chapter 290: He’s at the old well.
- Chapter 289: "We’ll see about that,"
- Chapter 288: Wait for me
- Chapter 287: "I feel... grounded,"
- Chapter 286: He must learn to adapt
- Chapter 285: It’s time to sleep
- Chapter 284: Did you bring a ghost home?
- Chapter 283: "Is this... hunger?"
- Chapter 282: The boy named Theo
- Chapter 281: The Architect goes down to the world
- Chapter 280: They create infinite spaces,
- Chapter 279: “I didn’t start a fire!”
- Chapter 278: "I’m taking you back,"
- Chapter 277: The Light offered no further answer
- Chapter 276: The one who wrote this book was the fallen god
- Chapter 275: The meeting with the god of light
- Chapter 274: Where the god of light recides
- Chapter 273: The text is... incomplete
- Chapter 272: A Prophecy was a catastrophe
- Chapter 271: “Then I am glad you know better,”
- Chapter 270: Julian was not in danger?
- Chapter 269: So, we rely on them?
- Chapter 268: The reunion with Alaric
- Chapter 267: The World was in danger
- Chapter 266: The Duke is coming
- Chapter 265: The demon creator was a fallen god
- Chapter 264: What happened after the miracle?
- Chapter 263: If you die... I’ll never forgive them
- Chapter 262: The demons have surged
- Chapter 261: Castor’s feelings
- Chapter 260: Locked in a gilded cage once again
- Chapter 259: Castor was the Pope’s Successor
- Chapter 258: A letter from Alaric
- Chapter 257: I have a lover
- Chapter 256: The Secrets Of the Church
- Chapter 255: Remember what we discussed,
- Chapter 254: Assumption was a dangerous path
- Chapter 253: I hope the air was refreshing
- Chapter 252: What exactly is your role here?
- Chapter 251: Your Hair is amazing
- Chapter 250: Regret for a life that could not be reached
- Chapter 249: Meeting with the Pope and the High Council
- Chapter 248: No, I… I will hit them back!
- Chapter 247: An assassin?
- Chapter 246: A priest named Castor
- Chapter 245: The White City with no Dark Corner
- Chapter 244: The Departure
- Chapter 243: We’re leaving tomorrow
- Chapter 242: I Promise To Come Back
- Chapter 241: On your trip to the Holy Empire, take Lucius with you
- Chapter 240: Lucius spoke
- Chapter 239: I will help them
- Chapter 238: You… why did you not heal that child?
- Chapter 237: I will give them an alternative
- Chapter 236: You’re too good for this world
- Chapter 235: What were the priests doing?
- Chapter 234: You can’t do everything alone, Lucien
- Chapter 233: He’s baiting the blood
- Chapter 232: Stop imposing your fairytales on my home
- Chapter 231: A miracle
- Chapter 230: He wanted to taste him
- Chapter 229: The disaster at the banquet
- Chapter 228: Faith in all things
- Chapter 227: The Holy Delegation Arrives
- Chapter 226: A letter from the Church
- Chapter 225: A light to guide, and a shadow to protect
- Chapter 224: Julian opens up to his insecurites
- Chapter 223: Why would you put your hand on him?
- Chapter 222: And you… You can teach me that
- Chapter 221: I’m a failure
- Chapter 220: I can’t do anything right
- Chapter 219: Asking Nanny Martha for advise
- Chapter 218: Prince Zane wants to teach Julian how to express his feelings
- Chapter 217: I’ll make sure to chase the new sun
- Chapter 216: The Prince was a peacock
- Chapter 215: Company from the south
- Chapter 214: I Love You Lucien
- Chapter 213: He could only decode the word REVENGE
- Chapter 212: Does father love you more than the North?
- Chapter 211: Playing in the snow
- Chapter 210: Lessons on foreign delegation
- Chapter 209: In the North
- Chapter 208: Saying goodbye
- Chapter 207: The feeling of winning
- Chapter 206: The link with the system was severed
- Chapter 205: Open your eyes and look into the mirror
- Chapter 204: The inquisitors have arrived in the Empire
- Chapter 203: And trigger a civil war over a tutor?
- Chapter 202: Are you happy now, master Astrea?
- Chapter 201: ...have you ever harboured ill thoughts towards the Emperor
- Chapter 200: I submit
- Chapter 199: The trial starts in an hour
- Chapter 198: Alaric plans to Rebel against the Emperor
- Chapter 197: I don’t think I can move even if I wanted to
- Chapter 196: Julian’s confession
- Chapter 195: Julian finally figures it out
- Chapter 194: The other soul vanishes
- Chapter 193: Seraphina shall be executed immediately
- Chapter 192: Seraphina killed the Empress
- Chapter 191: The Emperor’s crimes
- Chapter 190: "You shall meet your end tonight."
- Chapter 189: The scheme of the ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 188: Waking up in a celler
- Chapter 187: Pulled into an illusionary space
- Chapter 186: [MISSION: CREATE CHAOS IN THE CAPITAL]
- Chapter 185: A positive sign
- Chapter 184: Sharing body heat to get him warm
- Chapter 183: I said GET OUT!
- Chapter 182: Julian had gone cold
- Chapter 181: The system’s forced protocol
- Chapter 180: Quickwitted Julian
- Chapter 179: One more trap set by the Emperor
- Chapter 178: At The Masquerade Ball
- Chapter 177: The Morning fitting
- Chapter 176: The Duke’s letter
- Chapter 175: A foolish mistake to mistake the Emperor for the Duke
- Chapter 174: There is no need to apologize
- Chapter 173: A beautiful ruined mess
- Chapter 172: The Portrait sitting
- Chapter 171: The Duchess’s Amethyst Teardrop
- Chapter 170: Princess Seraphina’s haunting image
- Chapter 169: Emotional Exhaustion
- Chapter 168: Bellanora’s letters
- Chapter 167: I survived once again
- Chapter 166: Aurelian’s questionable ’kindness’
- Chapter 165: The Emperor’s ’invitation’ to lunch
- Chapter 164: Spending time with the Imperial Twins
- Chapter 163: Away from the tea party and into the Greenhouse
- Chapter 162: The noble women’s hatred towards Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 161: The Noble Ladies Love For Gossip
- Chapter 160: Meeting the Empress
- Chapter 159: A painful morning
- Chapter 158: Erasing the marks
- Chapter 157: I hate you, Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 156: A humilating encounter in the bathhouse
- Chapter 155: Meeting the Emperor in the Imperial Bathhouse
- Chapter 154: The Golden Cage
- Chapter 153: Julian shall be responsible for his pupils crime
- Chapter 152: Aurelian would hold Julian accountable
- Chapter 151: The Duke’s rage
- Chapter 150: A message for you
- Chapter 149: Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 148: Becoming an Imperial Prisoner
- Chapter 147: The Emperor saw the hickey
- Chapter 146: Arriving and seeing a reception
- Chapter 145: Getting ready for the Palace
- Chapter 144: Trying to tell the truth
- Chapter 143: I can’t breathe
- Chapter 142: The ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 141: The best sedative had been secured
- Chapter 140: I need a sedative
- Chapter 139: The Black haired thief is back
- Chapter 138: Morning did not come with warmth
- Chapter 137: The Madness Was Back
- Chapter 136: Making out in the Library
- Chapter 135: Lucius’s relationship with his cousins
- Chapter 134: The Duke joins the class
- Chapter 133: Uncle, Master got bitten by a mosquito
- Chapter 132: Unexpected students
- Chapter 131: Breakfast Attack
- Chapter 130: The Next Morning...
- Chapter 129: I feel the same way, Julian [18+]
- Chapter 128: It was somewhat fulfilling…[18+]
- Chapter 127: You’re intense, Lucien [18+]
- Chapter 126: A man with no regrets asks for forgiveness
- Chapter 125: It’s not my fault
- Chapter 124: Playing in the Garden
- Chapter 123: How could he make Lucius cry?
- Chapter 122: The Duke was Upset
- Chapter 121: My love is not a gentle thing, Julian
- Chapter 120: How Can You Yearn For Your Son’s Tutor?
- Chapter 119: A man who doesn’t know how to love…
- Chapter 118: I... I am not used to this
- Chapter 117: A Display Of Affection For All To See
- Chapter 116: The Final Verdict
- Chapter 115: Who sent the assassin?
- Chapter 114: Take Responsibility
- Chapter 113: The Marquis is right about one thing
- Chapter 112: He was Healed
- Chapter 111: Accident or not
- Chapter 110: The Assassin died
- Chapter 109: Julian Von Astrea is resting at my estate
- Chapter 108: Julian Did Not Wake Up
- Chapter 107: Faith...
- Chapter 106: The Priest Arrives
- Chapter 105: The Question ’HOW’
- Chapter 104: Caught The Assassin
- Chapter 103: “Do you know when they will come?”
- Chapter 102: The Assassin Quest
- Chapter 101: The Emperor’s Mandate
- Chapter 100: The Peace Before The Storm,
- Chapter 99: The Headlines
- Chapter 98: Call Me By My Name
- Chapter 97: A confession with no words but lips
- Chapter 96: I’ve Known All Along
- Chapter 95: You Need To Get Healed
- Chapter 94: A Message From The Emperor
- Chapter 93: He Broke The Eldest Son’s arm
- Chapter 92: A shoulder for a shoulder
- Chapter 91: His Heart Is Unsteady
- Chapter 90: Lucius’s Bruised Shoulder
- Chapter 89: The Duke comes back to see guests
- Chapter 88: The Children at work
- Chapter 87: Ah, that is your business
- Chapter 86: The Marquis’ defeat
- Chapter 85: “You’re confident in your title, aren’t you, little man?”
- Chapter 84: Why didn’t he just die in that pit and save us the trouble of this... unpleasantness?
- Chapter 83: Confronting the Emperor
- Chapter 82: See Yourselves Out of My Estate
- Chapter 81: The Imperial Sanctum Visits
- Chapter 80: The Marquis’s Interruption
- Chapter 79: The Brave Boy
- Chapter 78: "I... I need to..."
- Chapter 77: Thank you…Your Grace
- Chapter 76: You’re saying he just stood there while you bled... and smiled?
- Chapter 75: An Increase In Affection level
- Chapter 74: He saved me
- Chapter 73: Julian Died And The Duke Blamed Himself
- Chapter 72: The Emperor rode away
- Chapter 71: Poisoned and Stuck in the Pit
- Chapter 70: Lost In The Woods
- Chapter 69: The Hunt Begins
- Chapter 68: The Imperial Hunt
- Chapter 67: Become The Royal Tutor
- Chapter 66: An Audience With The Emperor... Again
- Chapter 65: A good night’s sleep
- Chapter 64: I am a guest, not a porcelain doll
- Chapter 63: Time to concoct the potion
- Chapter 62: Lucius had waited at the door
- Chapter 61: Do you have more gifts to give?
- Chapter 60: A Lesson Wrapped As A Gift
- Chapter 59: Meeting the Emperor’s children
- Chapter 58: Running to a place with no one
- Chapter 57: The Thief Had Black Hair
- Chapter 56: Breakfast with the Emperor
- Chapter 55: There was a thief in the Palace
- Chapter 54: ’Their’ Unholy Act
- Chapter 53: The Duke’s intentions are... Unholy
- Chapter 52: It was definitely the pollen
- Chapter 51: Emotional Spike Detected
- Chapter 50: "Do I make you uncomfortable?"
- Chapter 49: A Walk In the Forbidden Garden
- Chapter 48: The Emperor’s Questioning
- Chapter 47: The Emperor’s infatuation with Lucius
- Chapter 46: The Imperial Palace
- Chapter 45: [Quest Completed]
- Chapter 44: The Duke is Busy
- Chapter 43: The Duke’s reaction...
- Chapter 42: Have a drink with me, Astrea
- Chapter 41: Please, accept my apologies, young master
- Chapter 40: Trouble sleeping in places I’m not familiar with
- Chapter 39: Be careful, Astrea
- Chapter 38: What was the Duke interested in?
- Chapter 37: Did I turn from a tutor to a caregiver?
- Chapter 36: A walk in the garden
- Chapter 35: Of course I’ll be going too
- Chapter 34: Classes with the Duke
- Chapter 33: Where is the nanny?
- Chapter 32: Why was the Duke in class?
- Chapter 31: The weight of his neglect
- Chapter 30: The Duke’s tragic past
- Chapter 29: A glimpse at the Duke’s past
- Chapter 28: The child did not take my life
- Chapter 27: Is that also magic?
- Chapter 26: Your Grace, let me take the Young Lord
- Chapter 25: I cannot promise you warmth
- Chapter 24: Lucius clung to his father
- Chapter 23: He remembered him as the man who threw himself in his arms
- Chapter 22: Do you resent that child?
- Chapter 21: ...no use crying over spilt milk
- Chapter 20: Good boys get gifts like this
- Chapter 19: He wanted to help the boy
- Chapter 18: A birthday?
- Chapter 17: Nightmares that don’t appear
- Chapter 16: What in the world happened there?
- Chapter 15: This... Was the Duke insane?
- Chapter 14: Duke Alaric is observing you
- Chapter 13: Conquer the map...
- Chapter 12: The leap of faith
- Chapter 11: I got a little excited
- Chapter 10: I’m not fond of boring lesson, Lord Lucius
- Chapter 9: Julian seldom had Peaceful sleeps
- Chapter 8: A ’warm’ welcome to the North
- Chapter 7: I won’t be coming back
- Chapter 6: Father, you wanted to see me?
- Chapter 5: I’ll go somewhere the plot doesn’t exist
- Chapter 4: Becoming Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 3: The Status Window
- Chapter 2: I don’t remember the plot
- Chapter 1: Who is this Tutor?
Julian looked at the Duke, confused. He could understand the Duke taking Lucius since he was his son, but him?
Why was he being dragged along?
He was just a tutor. What exactly could he do on their journey to the south to make up for his debt?
After trying his hardest to get away from the Capital, now he was being dragged back?
No, no, he didn’t want to get involved with the plot... Not even by accident. And more than that, he was worried that he’d have to travel in the same carriage as the Duke, even at night.
If they were in the same carriage even when the sun came up, he would wake up every morning with the Duke in front of him and that meant... He gulped... He couldn’t even begin to imagine their reactions.
He wanted to make an excuse, a valid one, just so he could get out of it, but just as he opened his mouth to speak, the system chimed,
[MANDATORY QUEST UNLOCKED]
’You’ve got to be kidding me.’
Julian stared at the flickering purple screen with a look of pure betrayal.
> [MANDATORY QUEST: The Trip To The South]
> Goal: Accompany the Grand Duke and the Young Lord to the Capital and the Southern Provinces.
> Condition: Ensure the Young Lord’s safety and maintain the Duke’s emotional stability (Affection must not drop below 10%).
> Penalty for Failure: Permanent loss of "Teacher" status and immediate [Execution] by the Imperial Guards.
> Reward: 300 SP, ’Imperial Favor’ Rank 1, and the recipe for the [High-Tier Soul-Stabilizing Potion].
Julian’s mouth hung open. The system wasn’t just nudging him; it was holding a knife to his throat. ’Immediate execution’ was a very effective way to ruin his morning.
"Is there a problem, Astrea?" Alaric asked, his eyes narrowing as he watched Julian’s face go through several stages of existential dread. "You look as though I just sentenced you to the gallows rather than a trip to the most scenic part of the Empire."
"Not at all, Your Grace," Julian squeaked, quickly closing the system window before the Duke could wonder why he was staring at thin air. "I was merely... overwhelmed by the honor. It’s quite a long journey, and I’ll need to prepare the Young Lord’s curriculum for the road."
Alaric let out a huff that sounded suspiciously like a laugh. "Curriculum? We’ll be on horseback and in carriages. Leave the books for a while. Let him see the world."
Julian had a feeling this triple was the Duke’s way of trying to make up to Lucius for the amount of time he had wasted during the years.
But then... Why did he have to involve him?
The Duke turned back to Lucius, who was looking at Julian with eyes so wide they were practically sparkling. The boy reached out and tugged on Julian’s sleeve, his face glowing with a silent, desperate question: ’You’re coming too, right?’
Julian looked down at the child. He saw the ’55% Affection’ hovering over Lucius’s head and felt a pang of guilt. If he stayed behind, the ’Lingering Peace’ he had fought so hard to build in this house might evaporate the moment they crossed the border.
"Of course I’ll be going too, Lucius," He whispered, patting the boy’s hand.
Lucius gave a small, sharp nod and a grin that finally reached his eyes.
> [Target: Young Lord Lucius — Affection: 60%]
> [Milestone Reached: ’Trusted Guardian’]
The Duke watched the interaction, his expression unreadable, though Julian’s ’Empathic Resonance’ picked up a strange, low-frequency hum of satisfaction mixed with wariness.
"Three days," the Duke repeated, standing up and towering over the table. "The Butler will provide you with whatever funds you need for traveling gear. Don’t pack too much because we’ll be moving fast."
As Duke Alaric strode out of the room, his mantle billowing behind him, Julian collapsed back into his chair. He felt like he had just survived a whirlwind, only to realize he was being sucked into a hurricane.
Julian thought that his trouble at the time was just going South to the Capital and getting sucked back into an unknown plot.
However, he failed to realize that there were bigger troubles to pay attention to.
Duke Alaric was the Emperor’s brother. And for the Duke to head to the Capital, of course he would have to meet with the Emperor—Aurelian, the brother who ’devoured everything he set his mind to.’
If Julian was lucky, he’d remain a nameless tutor in the background. If he was unlucky... He might meet the Emperor.
’I need better gear,’ Julian thought, his eyes darting to his SP balance.
He had 225 SP.
He planned to save, but how could he save when he was being dragged into a danger zone? He had to use his points if he wanted to have a higher chance of survival.
Julian stared at the shimmering shop interface, his finger hovering over the screen with a tremor of pure anxiety.
There were two items he had his eyes on.
The [Veil of the Commoner] was a necessity.
If he had the veil, he could hide himself without really hiding himself. Those nobles who liked to sniff out gossip and engage in fake chatter wouldn’t walk up to him.
He wasn’t there for any of them, so he had no reason to reveal his identity if they didn’t recognize him, and he would be far from their drama.
But 150 SP was a massive dent in his savings. 𝘧𝘳𝘦ℯ𝓌𝘦𝒷𝘯𝑜𝑣𝘦𝓁.𝒸𝘰𝓂
Then there was the [Advanced Alchemy Set].
Without it, the recipe he was about to earn from the mandatory quest was just useless ink on parchment.
Every morning he woke up drenched in cold sweat, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. He needed that Soul-Stabilizing Potion to keep his own mind from fracturing under the weight of this world.
But it cost 100 SP.
Since he couldn’t afford the potion itself, he would have to make it, but... What if he failed at making it at all?
He was no alchemist and his points were suffering too. If he went ahead to squander 100 SPs now, then...
He looked at his points again.
[Current Survival Points: 255]
[Option 1: Veil of the Commoner - 150 SP]
[Option 2: Advanced Alchemy Set - 100 SP]
He shut his eyes, thinking.
’This is for the greater good.’
He had to at least try since he did not have any other options to help him settle his problem—not like this would settle his problem right away either.
’If I buy both, I’ll have exactly 5 SP left,’ Julian thought, biting his lip so hard he tasted copper. ’I’ll be bankrupt. One emergency, and I’m dead because I couldn’t afford a basic survival item.’
He looked over at Lucius, who was busily drawing a more detailed version of the ’Ice-breaker’ ship, completely unaware that his tutor was currently negotiating with a cosmic system for his life.
"Fine," Julian hissed under his breath. "Survival first, sanity second. But I’m definitely going to regret this."
He tapped the screen twice.
[PURCHASE COMPLETE]
>[Items Acquired: Veil of the Commoner and Advanced Alchemy Set (Stored in Inventory)]
>[Remaining SP: 5]
He wasn’t going to equip the veil yet until it was time to leave.
He looked at his remaining survival points and felt that if he didn’t get any hidden quest reward in the three days before they departed, he was going to be in very big trouble if he came across a situation he could not navigate without the system’s help.
- Chapter 354: Your world [18+]
- Chapter 353: The weight of him [18+]
- Chapter 352: His Hole Was Tight [18+]
- Chapter 351: Invade me with your love
- Chapter 350: You should just fly
- Chapter 349: We are having a long talk
- Chapter 348: I have Norx to thank
- Chapter 347: The fight is over
- Chapter 346: Obsession...
- Chapter 345: Norx Tried To Let Go Of His Resentment
- Chapter 344: Maya...
- Chapter 343: The Cursed Forest
- Chapter 342: Surge forward!
- Chapter 341: "I’ll be brave," the boy promised.
- Chapter 340: I will do my part
- Chapter 339: Julian wasn’t a fool
- Chapter 338: A Savior
- Chapter 337: I had to be strict and direct
- Chapter 336: "What is the source, Saint Julian?"
- Chapter 335: We have a bigger problem
- Chapter 334: You are Theo
- Chapter 333: Julian Tells Alaric About His Past
- Chapter 332: I must protect them this time
- Chapter 331: "This half will follow them into the dirt."
- Chapter 330: The Dark Side of Love
- Chapter 329: The mistake he made
- Chapter 328: This is not a betrayal
- Chapter 327: Right where I want them
- Chapter 326: He bestowed Divinity
- Chapter 325: The emergence of the demons
- Chapter 324: Then let me help you lift them
- Chapter 323: Norx held the power to breathe life into the dirt
- Chapter 322: They accepted him
- Chapter 321: Demons
- Chapter 320: The beginning of the doctrine
- Chapter 319: Oh, god of light
- Chapter 318: He had to be their savior
- Chapter 317: Theo! Please, stay awake!
- Chapter 316: The peace was officially broken
- Chapter 315: They say blood is thicker than water, Theo
- Chapter 314: He remained mute
- Chapter 313: “I… forgive you, Theo,” [18+]
- Chapter 312: Why did you stop? [18+]
- Chapter 311: Like the desert during an earthquake
- Chapter 310: Is that what happens next? Sex?
- Chapter 309: Beauty built on a hollow floor will eventually fall
- Chapter 308: Theo, you lied to me
- Chapter 307: Theo’s son
- Chapter 306: He wished Norx could share this bliss
- Chapter 305: Why does it have to be pretty?
- Chapter 304: T-Theo, you have to stop
- Chapter 303: Why would I touch myself?
- Chapter 302: I love Theo
- Chapter 301: I want to do it again
- Chapter 300: The first night
- Chapter 299: Making a home
- Chapter 298: Did I... interrupt something?
- Chapter 297: The walk at night
- Chapter 296: Hope and Trust
- Chapter 295: Why is my heart racing?
- Chapter 294: Sleeping together
- Chapter 293: Try not to get hurt anymore
- Chapter 292: There was no way to read his thoughts
- Chapter 291: Theo couldn’t let go
- Chapter 290: He’s at the old well.
- Chapter 289: "We’ll see about that,"
- Chapter 288: Wait for me
- Chapter 287: "I feel... grounded,"
- Chapter 286: He must learn to adapt
- Chapter 285: It’s time to sleep
- Chapter 284: Did you bring a ghost home?
- Chapter 283: "Is this... hunger?"
- Chapter 282: The boy named Theo
- Chapter 281: The Architect goes down to the world
- Chapter 280: They create infinite spaces,
- Chapter 279: “I didn’t start a fire!”
- Chapter 278: "I’m taking you back,"
- Chapter 277: The Light offered no further answer
- Chapter 276: The one who wrote this book was the fallen god
- Chapter 275: The meeting with the god of light
- Chapter 274: Where the god of light recides
- Chapter 273: The text is... incomplete
- Chapter 272: A Prophecy was a catastrophe
- Chapter 271: “Then I am glad you know better,”
- Chapter 270: Julian was not in danger?
- Chapter 269: So, we rely on them?
- Chapter 268: The reunion with Alaric
- Chapter 267: The World was in danger
- Chapter 266: The Duke is coming
- Chapter 265: The demon creator was a fallen god
- Chapter 264: What happened after the miracle?
- Chapter 263: If you die... I’ll never forgive them
- Chapter 262: The demons have surged
- Chapter 261: Castor’s feelings
- Chapter 260: Locked in a gilded cage once again
- Chapter 259: Castor was the Pope’s Successor
- Chapter 258: A letter from Alaric
- Chapter 257: I have a lover
- Chapter 256: The Secrets Of the Church
- Chapter 255: Remember what we discussed,
- Chapter 254: Assumption was a dangerous path
- Chapter 253: I hope the air was refreshing
- Chapter 252: What exactly is your role here?
- Chapter 251: Your Hair is amazing
- Chapter 250: Regret for a life that could not be reached
- Chapter 249: Meeting with the Pope and the High Council
- Chapter 248: No, I… I will hit them back!
- Chapter 247: An assassin?
- Chapter 246: A priest named Castor
- Chapter 245: The White City with no Dark Corner
- Chapter 244: The Departure
- Chapter 243: We’re leaving tomorrow
- Chapter 242: I Promise To Come Back
- Chapter 241: On your trip to the Holy Empire, take Lucius with you
- Chapter 240: Lucius spoke
- Chapter 239: I will help them
- Chapter 238: You… why did you not heal that child?
- Chapter 237: I will give them an alternative
- Chapter 236: You’re too good for this world
- Chapter 235: What were the priests doing?
- Chapter 234: You can’t do everything alone, Lucien
- Chapter 233: He’s baiting the blood
- Chapter 232: Stop imposing your fairytales on my home
- Chapter 231: A miracle
- Chapter 230: He wanted to taste him
- Chapter 229: The disaster at the banquet
- Chapter 228: Faith in all things
- Chapter 227: The Holy Delegation Arrives
- Chapter 226: A letter from the Church
- Chapter 225: A light to guide, and a shadow to protect
- Chapter 224: Julian opens up to his insecurites
- Chapter 223: Why would you put your hand on him?
- Chapter 222: And you… You can teach me that
- Chapter 221: I’m a failure
- Chapter 220: I can’t do anything right
- Chapter 219: Asking Nanny Martha for advise
- Chapter 218: Prince Zane wants to teach Julian how to express his feelings
- Chapter 217: I’ll make sure to chase the new sun
- Chapter 216: The Prince was a peacock
- Chapter 215: Company from the south
- Chapter 214: I Love You Lucien
- Chapter 213: He could only decode the word REVENGE
- Chapter 212: Does father love you more than the North?
- Chapter 211: Playing in the snow
- Chapter 210: Lessons on foreign delegation
- Chapter 209: In the North
- Chapter 208: Saying goodbye
- Chapter 207: The feeling of winning
- Chapter 206: The link with the system was severed
- Chapter 205: Open your eyes and look into the mirror
- Chapter 204: The inquisitors have arrived in the Empire
- Chapter 203: And trigger a civil war over a tutor?
- Chapter 202: Are you happy now, master Astrea?
- Chapter 201: ...have you ever harboured ill thoughts towards the Emperor
- Chapter 200: I submit
- Chapter 199: The trial starts in an hour
- Chapter 198: Alaric plans to Rebel against the Emperor
- Chapter 197: I don’t think I can move even if I wanted to
- Chapter 196: Julian’s confession
- Chapter 195: Julian finally figures it out
- Chapter 194: The other soul vanishes
- Chapter 193: Seraphina shall be executed immediately
- Chapter 192: Seraphina killed the Empress
- Chapter 191: The Emperor’s crimes
- Chapter 190: "You shall meet your end tonight."
- Chapter 189: The scheme of the ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 188: Waking up in a celler
- Chapter 187: Pulled into an illusionary space
- Chapter 186: [MISSION: CREATE CHAOS IN THE CAPITAL]
- Chapter 185: A positive sign
- Chapter 184: Sharing body heat to get him warm
- Chapter 183: I said GET OUT!
- Chapter 182: Julian had gone cold
- Chapter 181: The system’s forced protocol
- Chapter 180: Quickwitted Julian
- Chapter 179: One more trap set by the Emperor
- Chapter 178: At The Masquerade Ball
- Chapter 177: The Morning fitting
- Chapter 176: The Duke’s letter
- Chapter 175: A foolish mistake to mistake the Emperor for the Duke
- Chapter 174: There is no need to apologize
- Chapter 173: A beautiful ruined mess
- Chapter 172: The Portrait sitting
- Chapter 171: The Duchess’s Amethyst Teardrop
- Chapter 170: Princess Seraphina’s haunting image
- Chapter 169: Emotional Exhaustion
- Chapter 168: Bellanora’s letters
- Chapter 167: I survived once again
- Chapter 166: Aurelian’s questionable ’kindness’
- Chapter 165: The Emperor’s ’invitation’ to lunch
- Chapter 164: Spending time with the Imperial Twins
- Chapter 163: Away from the tea party and into the Greenhouse
- Chapter 162: The noble women’s hatred towards Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 161: The Noble Ladies Love For Gossip
- Chapter 160: Meeting the Empress
- Chapter 159: A painful morning
- Chapter 158: Erasing the marks
- Chapter 157: I hate you, Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 156: A humilating encounter in the bathhouse
- Chapter 155: Meeting the Emperor in the Imperial Bathhouse
- Chapter 154: The Golden Cage
- Chapter 153: Julian shall be responsible for his pupils crime
- Chapter 152: Aurelian would hold Julian accountable
- Chapter 151: The Duke’s rage
- Chapter 150: A message for you
- Chapter 149: Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 148: Becoming an Imperial Prisoner
- Chapter 147: The Emperor saw the hickey
- Chapter 146: Arriving and seeing a reception
- Chapter 145: Getting ready for the Palace
- Chapter 144: Trying to tell the truth
- Chapter 143: I can’t breathe
- Chapter 142: The ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 141: The best sedative had been secured
- Chapter 140: I need a sedative
- Chapter 139: The Black haired thief is back
- Chapter 138: Morning did not come with warmth
- Chapter 137: The Madness Was Back
- Chapter 136: Making out in the Library
- Chapter 135: Lucius’s relationship with his cousins
- Chapter 134: The Duke joins the class
- Chapter 133: Uncle, Master got bitten by a mosquito
- Chapter 132: Unexpected students
- Chapter 131: Breakfast Attack
- Chapter 130: The Next Morning...
- Chapter 129: I feel the same way, Julian [18+]
- Chapter 128: It was somewhat fulfilling…[18+]
- Chapter 127: You’re intense, Lucien [18+]
- Chapter 126: A man with no regrets asks for forgiveness
- Chapter 125: It’s not my fault
- Chapter 124: Playing in the Garden
- Chapter 123: How could he make Lucius cry?
- Chapter 122: The Duke was Upset
- Chapter 121: My love is not a gentle thing, Julian
- Chapter 120: How Can You Yearn For Your Son’s Tutor?
- Chapter 119: A man who doesn’t know how to love…
- Chapter 118: I... I am not used to this
- Chapter 117: A Display Of Affection For All To See
- Chapter 116: The Final Verdict
- Chapter 115: Who sent the assassin?
- Chapter 114: Take Responsibility
- Chapter 113: The Marquis is right about one thing
- Chapter 112: He was Healed
- Chapter 111: Accident or not
- Chapter 110: The Assassin died
- Chapter 109: Julian Von Astrea is resting at my estate
- Chapter 108: Julian Did Not Wake Up
- Chapter 107: Faith...
- Chapter 106: The Priest Arrives
- Chapter 105: The Question ’HOW’
- Chapter 104: Caught The Assassin
- Chapter 103: “Do you know when they will come?”
- Chapter 102: The Assassin Quest
- Chapter 101: The Emperor’s Mandate
- Chapter 100: The Peace Before The Storm,
- Chapter 99: The Headlines
- Chapter 98: Call Me By My Name
- Chapter 97: A confession with no words but lips
- Chapter 96: I’ve Known All Along
- Chapter 95: You Need To Get Healed
- Chapter 94: A Message From The Emperor
- Chapter 93: He Broke The Eldest Son’s arm
- Chapter 92: A shoulder for a shoulder
- Chapter 91: His Heart Is Unsteady
- Chapter 90: Lucius’s Bruised Shoulder
- Chapter 89: The Duke comes back to see guests
- Chapter 88: The Children at work
- Chapter 87: Ah, that is your business
- Chapter 86: The Marquis’ defeat
- Chapter 85: “You’re confident in your title, aren’t you, little man?”
- Chapter 84: Why didn’t he just die in that pit and save us the trouble of this... unpleasantness?
- Chapter 83: Confronting the Emperor
- Chapter 82: See Yourselves Out of My Estate
- Chapter 81: The Imperial Sanctum Visits
- Chapter 80: The Marquis’s Interruption
- Chapter 79: The Brave Boy
- Chapter 78: "I... I need to..."
- Chapter 77: Thank you…Your Grace
- Chapter 76: You’re saying he just stood there while you bled... and smiled?
- Chapter 75: An Increase In Affection level
- Chapter 74: He saved me
- Chapter 73: Julian Died And The Duke Blamed Himself
- Chapter 72: The Emperor rode away
- Chapter 71: Poisoned and Stuck in the Pit
- Chapter 70: Lost In The Woods
- Chapter 69: The Hunt Begins
- Chapter 68: The Imperial Hunt
- Chapter 67: Become The Royal Tutor
- Chapter 66: An Audience With The Emperor... Again
- Chapter 65: A good night’s sleep
- Chapter 64: I am a guest, not a porcelain doll
- Chapter 63: Time to concoct the potion
- Chapter 62: Lucius had waited at the door
- Chapter 61: Do you have more gifts to give?
- Chapter 60: A Lesson Wrapped As A Gift
- Chapter 59: Meeting the Emperor’s children
- Chapter 58: Running to a place with no one
- Chapter 57: The Thief Had Black Hair
- Chapter 56: Breakfast with the Emperor
- Chapter 55: There was a thief in the Palace
- Chapter 54: ’Their’ Unholy Act
- Chapter 53: The Duke’s intentions are... Unholy
- Chapter 52: It was definitely the pollen
- Chapter 51: Emotional Spike Detected
- Chapter 50: "Do I make you uncomfortable?"
- Chapter 49: A Walk In the Forbidden Garden
- Chapter 48: The Emperor’s Questioning
- Chapter 47: The Emperor’s infatuation with Lucius
- Chapter 46: The Imperial Palace
- Chapter 45: [Quest Completed]
- Chapter 44: The Duke is Busy
- Chapter 43: The Duke’s reaction...
- Chapter 42: Have a drink with me, Astrea
- Chapter 41: Please, accept my apologies, young master
- Chapter 40: Trouble sleeping in places I’m not familiar with
- Chapter 39: Be careful, Astrea
- Chapter 38: What was the Duke interested in?
- Chapter 37: Did I turn from a tutor to a caregiver?
- Chapter 36: A walk in the garden
- Chapter 35: Of course I’ll be going too
- Chapter 34: Classes with the Duke
- Chapter 33: Where is the nanny?
- Chapter 32: Why was the Duke in class?
- Chapter 31: The weight of his neglect
- Chapter 30: The Duke’s tragic past
- Chapter 29: A glimpse at the Duke’s past
- Chapter 28: The child did not take my life
- Chapter 27: Is that also magic?
- Chapter 26: Your Grace, let me take the Young Lord
- Chapter 25: I cannot promise you warmth
- Chapter 24: Lucius clung to his father
- Chapter 23: He remembered him as the man who threw himself in his arms
- Chapter 22: Do you resent that child?
- Chapter 21: ...no use crying over spilt milk
- Chapter 20: Good boys get gifts like this
- Chapter 19: He wanted to help the boy
- Chapter 18: A birthday?
- Chapter 17: Nightmares that don’t appear
- Chapter 16: What in the world happened there?
- Chapter 15: This... Was the Duke insane?
- Chapter 14: Duke Alaric is observing you
- Chapter 13: Conquer the map...
- Chapter 12: The leap of faith
- Chapter 11: I got a little excited
- Chapter 10: I’m not fond of boring lesson, Lord Lucius
- Chapter 9: Julian seldom had Peaceful sleeps
- Chapter 8: A ’warm’ welcome to the North
- Chapter 7: I won’t be coming back
- Chapter 6: Father, you wanted to see me?
- Chapter 5: I’ll go somewhere the plot doesn’t exist
- Chapter 4: Becoming Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 3: The Status Window
- Chapter 2: I don’t remember the plot
- Chapter 1: Who is this Tutor?
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