Surviving A Novel I Don't Remember: A Tutor's Guide To Staying Alive
Chapter 317: Theo! Please, stay awake!
- Chapter 354: Your world [18+]
- Chapter 353: The weight of him [18+]
- Chapter 352: His Hole Was Tight [18+]
- Chapter 351: Invade me with your love
- Chapter 350: You should just fly
- Chapter 349: We are having a long talk
- Chapter 348: I have Norx to thank
- Chapter 347: The fight is over
- Chapter 346: Obsession...
- Chapter 345: Norx Tried To Let Go Of His Resentment
- Chapter 344: Maya...
- Chapter 343: The Cursed Forest
- Chapter 342: Surge forward!
- Chapter 341: "I’ll be brave," the boy promised.
- Chapter 340: I will do my part
- Chapter 339: Julian wasn’t a fool
- Chapter 338: A Savior
- Chapter 337: I had to be strict and direct
- Chapter 336: "What is the source, Saint Julian?"
- Chapter 335: We have a bigger problem
- Chapter 334: You are Theo
- Chapter 333: Julian Tells Alaric About His Past
- Chapter 332: I must protect them this time
- Chapter 331: "This half will follow them into the dirt."
- Chapter 330: The Dark Side of Love
- Chapter 329: The mistake he made
- Chapter 328: This is not a betrayal
- Chapter 327: Right where I want them
- Chapter 326: He bestowed Divinity
- Chapter 325: The emergence of the demons
- Chapter 324: Then let me help you lift them
- Chapter 323: Norx held the power to breathe life into the dirt
- Chapter 322: They accepted him
- Chapter 321: Demons
- Chapter 320: The beginning of the doctrine
- Chapter 319: Oh, god of light
- Chapter 318: He had to be their savior
- Chapter 317: Theo! Please, stay awake!
- Chapter 316: The peace was officially broken
- Chapter 315: They say blood is thicker than water, Theo
- Chapter 314: He remained mute
- Chapter 313: “I… forgive you, Theo,” [18+]
- Chapter 312: Why did you stop? [18+]
- Chapter 311: Like the desert during an earthquake
- Chapter 310: Is that what happens next? Sex?
- Chapter 309: Beauty built on a hollow floor will eventually fall
- Chapter 308: Theo, you lied to me
- Chapter 307: Theo’s son
- Chapter 306: He wished Norx could share this bliss
- Chapter 305: Why does it have to be pretty?
- Chapter 304: T-Theo, you have to stop
- Chapter 303: Why would I touch myself?
- Chapter 302: I love Theo
- Chapter 301: I want to do it again
- Chapter 300: The first night
- Chapter 299: Making a home
- Chapter 298: Did I... interrupt something?
- Chapter 297: The walk at night
- Chapter 296: Hope and Trust
- Chapter 295: Why is my heart racing?
- Chapter 294: Sleeping together
- Chapter 293: Try not to get hurt anymore
- Chapter 292: There was no way to read his thoughts
- Chapter 291: Theo couldn’t let go
- Chapter 290: He’s at the old well.
- Chapter 289: "We’ll see about that,"
- Chapter 288: Wait for me
- Chapter 287: "I feel... grounded,"
- Chapter 286: He must learn to adapt
- Chapter 285: It’s time to sleep
- Chapter 284: Did you bring a ghost home?
- Chapter 283: "Is this... hunger?"
- Chapter 282: The boy named Theo
- Chapter 281: The Architect goes down to the world
- Chapter 280: They create infinite spaces,
- Chapter 279: “I didn’t start a fire!”
- Chapter 278: "I’m taking you back,"
- Chapter 277: The Light offered no further answer
- Chapter 276: The one who wrote this book was the fallen god
- Chapter 275: The meeting with the god of light
- Chapter 274: Where the god of light recides
- Chapter 273: The text is... incomplete
- Chapter 272: A Prophecy was a catastrophe
- Chapter 271: “Then I am glad you know better,”
- Chapter 270: Julian was not in danger?
- Chapter 269: So, we rely on them?
- Chapter 268: The reunion with Alaric
- Chapter 267: The World was in danger
- Chapter 266: The Duke is coming
- Chapter 265: The demon creator was a fallen god
- Chapter 264: What happened after the miracle?
- Chapter 263: If you die... I’ll never forgive them
- Chapter 262: The demons have surged
- Chapter 261: Castor’s feelings
- Chapter 260: Locked in a gilded cage once again
- Chapter 259: Castor was the Pope’s Successor
- Chapter 258: A letter from Alaric
- Chapter 257: I have a lover
- Chapter 256: The Secrets Of the Church
- Chapter 255: Remember what we discussed,
- Chapter 254: Assumption was a dangerous path
- Chapter 253: I hope the air was refreshing
- Chapter 252: What exactly is your role here?
- Chapter 251: Your Hair is amazing
- Chapter 250: Regret for a life that could not be reached
- Chapter 249: Meeting with the Pope and the High Council
- Chapter 248: No, I… I will hit them back!
- Chapter 247: An assassin?
- Chapter 246: A priest named Castor
- Chapter 245: The White City with no Dark Corner
- Chapter 244: The Departure
- Chapter 243: We’re leaving tomorrow
- Chapter 242: I Promise To Come Back
- Chapter 241: On your trip to the Holy Empire, take Lucius with you
- Chapter 240: Lucius spoke
- Chapter 239: I will help them
- Chapter 238: You… why did you not heal that child?
- Chapter 237: I will give them an alternative
- Chapter 236: You’re too good for this world
- Chapter 235: What were the priests doing?
- Chapter 234: You can’t do everything alone, Lucien
- Chapter 233: He’s baiting the blood
- Chapter 232: Stop imposing your fairytales on my home
- Chapter 231: A miracle
- Chapter 230: He wanted to taste him
- Chapter 229: The disaster at the banquet
- Chapter 228: Faith in all things
- Chapter 227: The Holy Delegation Arrives
- Chapter 226: A letter from the Church
- Chapter 225: A light to guide, and a shadow to protect
- Chapter 224: Julian opens up to his insecurites
- Chapter 223: Why would you put your hand on him?
- Chapter 222: And you… You can teach me that
- Chapter 221: I’m a failure
- Chapter 220: I can’t do anything right
- Chapter 219: Asking Nanny Martha for advise
- Chapter 218: Prince Zane wants to teach Julian how to express his feelings
- Chapter 217: I’ll make sure to chase the new sun
- Chapter 216: The Prince was a peacock
- Chapter 215: Company from the south
- Chapter 214: I Love You Lucien
- Chapter 213: He could only decode the word REVENGE
- Chapter 212: Does father love you more than the North?
- Chapter 211: Playing in the snow
- Chapter 210: Lessons on foreign delegation
- Chapter 209: In the North
- Chapter 208: Saying goodbye
- Chapter 207: The feeling of winning
- Chapter 206: The link with the system was severed
- Chapter 205: Open your eyes and look into the mirror
- Chapter 204: The inquisitors have arrived in the Empire
- Chapter 203: And trigger a civil war over a tutor?
- Chapter 202: Are you happy now, master Astrea?
- Chapter 201: ...have you ever harboured ill thoughts towards the Emperor
- Chapter 200: I submit
- Chapter 199: The trial starts in an hour
- Chapter 198: Alaric plans to Rebel against the Emperor
- Chapter 197: I don’t think I can move even if I wanted to
- Chapter 196: Julian’s confession
- Chapter 195: Julian finally figures it out
- Chapter 194: The other soul vanishes
- Chapter 193: Seraphina shall be executed immediately
- Chapter 192: Seraphina killed the Empress
- Chapter 191: The Emperor’s crimes
- Chapter 190: "You shall meet your end tonight."
- Chapter 189: The scheme of the ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 188: Waking up in a celler
- Chapter 187: Pulled into an illusionary space
- Chapter 186: [MISSION: CREATE CHAOS IN THE CAPITAL]
- Chapter 185: A positive sign
- Chapter 184: Sharing body heat to get him warm
- Chapter 183: I said GET OUT!
- Chapter 182: Julian had gone cold
- Chapter 181: The system’s forced protocol
- Chapter 180: Quickwitted Julian
- Chapter 179: One more trap set by the Emperor
- Chapter 178: At The Masquerade Ball
- Chapter 177: The Morning fitting
- Chapter 176: The Duke’s letter
- Chapter 175: A foolish mistake to mistake the Emperor for the Duke
- Chapter 174: There is no need to apologize
- Chapter 173: A beautiful ruined mess
- Chapter 172: The Portrait sitting
- Chapter 171: The Duchess’s Amethyst Teardrop
- Chapter 170: Princess Seraphina’s haunting image
- Chapter 169: Emotional Exhaustion
- Chapter 168: Bellanora’s letters
- Chapter 167: I survived once again
- Chapter 166: Aurelian’s questionable ’kindness’
- Chapter 165: The Emperor’s ’invitation’ to lunch
- Chapter 164: Spending time with the Imperial Twins
- Chapter 163: Away from the tea party and into the Greenhouse
- Chapter 162: The noble women’s hatred towards Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 161: The Noble Ladies Love For Gossip
- Chapter 160: Meeting the Empress
- Chapter 159: A painful morning
- Chapter 158: Erasing the marks
- Chapter 157: I hate you, Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 156: A humilating encounter in the bathhouse
- Chapter 155: Meeting the Emperor in the Imperial Bathhouse
- Chapter 154: The Golden Cage
- Chapter 153: Julian shall be responsible for his pupils crime
- Chapter 152: Aurelian would hold Julian accountable
- Chapter 151: The Duke’s rage
- Chapter 150: A message for you
- Chapter 149: Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 148: Becoming an Imperial Prisoner
- Chapter 147: The Emperor saw the hickey
- Chapter 146: Arriving and seeing a reception
- Chapter 145: Getting ready for the Palace
- Chapter 144: Trying to tell the truth
- Chapter 143: I can’t breathe
- Chapter 142: The ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 141: The best sedative had been secured
- Chapter 140: I need a sedative
- Chapter 139: The Black haired thief is back
- Chapter 138: Morning did not come with warmth
- Chapter 137: The Madness Was Back
- Chapter 136: Making out in the Library
- Chapter 135: Lucius’s relationship with his cousins
- Chapter 134: The Duke joins the class
- Chapter 133: Uncle, Master got bitten by a mosquito
- Chapter 132: Unexpected students
- Chapter 131: Breakfast Attack
- Chapter 130: The Next Morning...
- Chapter 129: I feel the same way, Julian [18+]
- Chapter 128: It was somewhat fulfilling…[18+]
- Chapter 127: You’re intense, Lucien [18+]
- Chapter 126: A man with no regrets asks for forgiveness
- Chapter 125: It’s not my fault
- Chapter 124: Playing in the Garden
- Chapter 123: How could he make Lucius cry?
- Chapter 122: The Duke was Upset
- Chapter 121: My love is not a gentle thing, Julian
- Chapter 120: How Can You Yearn For Your Son’s Tutor?
- Chapter 119: A man who doesn’t know how to love…
- Chapter 118: I... I am not used to this
- Chapter 117: A Display Of Affection For All To See
- Chapter 116: The Final Verdict
- Chapter 115: Who sent the assassin?
- Chapter 114: Take Responsibility
- Chapter 113: The Marquis is right about one thing
- Chapter 112: He was Healed
- Chapter 111: Accident or not
- Chapter 110: The Assassin died
- Chapter 109: Julian Von Astrea is resting at my estate
- Chapter 108: Julian Did Not Wake Up
- Chapter 107: Faith...
- Chapter 106: The Priest Arrives
- Chapter 105: The Question ’HOW’
- Chapter 104: Caught The Assassin
- Chapter 103: “Do you know when they will come?”
- Chapter 102: The Assassin Quest
- Chapter 101: The Emperor’s Mandate
- Chapter 100: The Peace Before The Storm,
- Chapter 99: The Headlines
- Chapter 98: Call Me By My Name
- Chapter 97: A confession with no words but lips
- Chapter 96: I’ve Known All Along
- Chapter 95: You Need To Get Healed
- Chapter 94: A Message From The Emperor
- Chapter 93: He Broke The Eldest Son’s arm
- Chapter 92: A shoulder for a shoulder
- Chapter 91: His Heart Is Unsteady
- Chapter 90: Lucius’s Bruised Shoulder
- Chapter 89: The Duke comes back to see guests
- Chapter 88: The Children at work
- Chapter 87: Ah, that is your business
- Chapter 86: The Marquis’ defeat
- Chapter 85: “You’re confident in your title, aren’t you, little man?”
- Chapter 84: Why didn’t he just die in that pit and save us the trouble of this... unpleasantness?
- Chapter 83: Confronting the Emperor
- Chapter 82: See Yourselves Out of My Estate
- Chapter 81: The Imperial Sanctum Visits
- Chapter 80: The Marquis’s Interruption
- Chapter 79: The Brave Boy
- Chapter 78: "I... I need to..."
- Chapter 77: Thank you…Your Grace
- Chapter 76: You’re saying he just stood there while you bled... and smiled?
- Chapter 75: An Increase In Affection level
- Chapter 74: He saved me
- Chapter 73: Julian Died And The Duke Blamed Himself
- Chapter 72: The Emperor rode away
- Chapter 71: Poisoned and Stuck in the Pit
- Chapter 70: Lost In The Woods
- Chapter 69: The Hunt Begins
- Chapter 68: The Imperial Hunt
- Chapter 67: Become The Royal Tutor
- Chapter 66: An Audience With The Emperor... Again
- Chapter 65: A good night’s sleep
- Chapter 64: I am a guest, not a porcelain doll
- Chapter 63: Time to concoct the potion
- Chapter 62: Lucius had waited at the door
- Chapter 61: Do you have more gifts to give?
- Chapter 60: A Lesson Wrapped As A Gift
- Chapter 59: Meeting the Emperor’s children
- Chapter 58: Running to a place with no one
- Chapter 57: The Thief Had Black Hair
- Chapter 56: Breakfast with the Emperor
- Chapter 55: There was a thief in the Palace
- Chapter 54: ’Their’ Unholy Act
- Chapter 53: The Duke’s intentions are... Unholy
- Chapter 52: It was definitely the pollen
- Chapter 51: Emotional Spike Detected
- Chapter 50: "Do I make you uncomfortable?"
- Chapter 49: A Walk In the Forbidden Garden
- Chapter 48: The Emperor’s Questioning
- Chapter 47: The Emperor’s infatuation with Lucius
- Chapter 46: The Imperial Palace
- Chapter 45: [Quest Completed]
- Chapter 44: The Duke is Busy
- Chapter 43: The Duke’s reaction...
- Chapter 42: Have a drink with me, Astrea
- Chapter 41: Please, accept my apologies, young master
- Chapter 40: Trouble sleeping in places I’m not familiar with
- Chapter 39: Be careful, Astrea
- Chapter 38: What was the Duke interested in?
- Chapter 37: Did I turn from a tutor to a caregiver?
- Chapter 36: A walk in the garden
- Chapter 35: Of course I’ll be going too
- Chapter 34: Classes with the Duke
- Chapter 33: Where is the nanny?
- Chapter 32: Why was the Duke in class?
- Chapter 31: The weight of his neglect
- Chapter 30: The Duke’s tragic past
- Chapter 29: A glimpse at the Duke’s past
- Chapter 28: The child did not take my life
- Chapter 27: Is that also magic?
- Chapter 26: Your Grace, let me take the Young Lord
- Chapter 25: I cannot promise you warmth
- Chapter 24: Lucius clung to his father
- Chapter 23: He remembered him as the man who threw himself in his arms
- Chapter 22: Do you resent that child?
- Chapter 21: ...no use crying over spilt milk
- Chapter 20: Good boys get gifts like this
- Chapter 19: He wanted to help the boy
- Chapter 18: A birthday?
- Chapter 17: Nightmares that don’t appear
- Chapter 16: What in the world happened there?
- Chapter 15: This... Was the Duke insane?
- Chapter 14: Duke Alaric is observing you
- Chapter 13: Conquer the map...
- Chapter 12: The leap of faith
- Chapter 11: I got a little excited
- Chapter 10: I’m not fond of boring lesson, Lord Lucius
- Chapter 9: Julian seldom had Peaceful sleeps
- Chapter 8: A ’warm’ welcome to the North
- Chapter 7: I won’t be coming back
- Chapter 6: Father, you wanted to see me?
- Chapter 5: I’ll go somewhere the plot doesn’t exist
- Chapter 4: Becoming Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 3: The Status Window
- Chapter 2: I don’t remember the plot
- Chapter 1: Who is this Tutor?
Alias’s heart was hammering more tragically now.
They were bandits but they had all died to one man’s effort, brutally hacked down with an axe.
Alias’s gaze whipped toward the house. A part of the wooden wall he had watched Theo carefully carve was completely wrecked, splintered outward as if from a heavy impact. Another dead bandit lay slumped against the broken beams, his chest caved in.
And in the middle of the ruined yard, kneeling in the blood-soaked grass, was Maya.
She was sobbing hysterically, her entire body shaking as her hands pressed desperately against Theo’s stomach.
Theo had collapsed on his back, his tanned face a ghostly, bloodless white, his blue eyes glazed and staring blankly at the sky. Beneath Maya’s small, trembling fingers, a deep, jagged stab wound was pouring hot, heavy blood over the grass.
"Theo! Please, stay awake! Theo, look at me!" Maya screamed, her voice breaking into a ragged shriek.
Alias’s breath caught in his throat. He looked around the clearing, his silver eyes wide with frantic terror, searching for the small, blue-eyed boy who should have been right there. But...
Kael was gone.
The space was completely empty of the child’s presence, the quiet sanctuary turned into a slaughterhouse while Alias had been looking away.
Just how did this happen?
Alias staggered backward, his heels catching in the blood-slicked grass.
How? He had only been gone for a minute.
A single, sixty-second stretch of time to speak with Norx. His divine senses were tethered to this earth; he could map the fluttering pulse of a desert beetle or the approach of a traveler from a hundred kilometers away.
There should have been a warning.
There should have been a shift in the wind, a disturbance in the sand, the heavy, chaotic vibration of violent men approaching his borders. He should have felt them hours before they even reached the dunes.
But even then, a minute was not enough for all this chaos to happen.
So then how—?
He quickly looked up at the sky.
The sun wasn’t where it had been when he left. It was no longer casting the soft, long shadows of early morning under the palm fronds. It was at its absolute peak, brutal rays baking the desert floor from directly overhead.
Five hours. Five hours had passed down here while he stood in that cold, frozen projectile space.
He didn’t go up there in person, so the time shouldn’t have been distorted like that.
That was when he realised this must’ve been Norx’s doing.
Norx had manipulated the flow of time within the pocket dimension, stretching a sixty-second argument into half a day in the mortal world.
He had intentionally blindfolded Alias, locking his senses away in the heavens just long enough to let the wolves tear his sanctuary apart.
It was a calculated, divine trap designed to ensure Alias could not intervene until the blood was already drying.
"Mister Alias!" Maya’s voice pierced the stupor, a broken, desperate shriek as she caught sight of his silver hair. "Mister Alias, help him! Please, he’s... he’s not breathing right! I can’t stop it!"
The god in him died a little more as he sprinted forward, dropping to his knees beside Theo. The metallic stench of blood was overwhelming, drowning out the scent of the lilies he had just been standing by.
The grass beneath them was a swamp of mud and deep crimson.
Theo’s large frame was terrifyingly still. The vibrant, tanned skin that had pressed so warmly against Alias just nights before had turned the color of ash. His chest was barely moving, shallow, trembling hitches of air rattling through his throat. His blue eyes, usually burning with that fierce protective fire, were dull, half-lidded, and fixed unseeingly on the blinding sun.
"Theo," Alias choked out, his hands covering Maya’s smaller ones over the wound.
The stab wound was wide and jagged, delivered by a rusted scimitar that had torn through muscle and deep into his abdomen.
Every time Theo’s heart gave a weak, struggling pulse, more hot blood leaked through their fingers, staining Alias’s pale skin. The sheer force required to fell a man of Theo’s stature was evident—the four dead bandits scattered across the yard were broken, their skulls crushed by the blunt end of an axe and their chests caved in by a desperate, monstrous strength.
Theo had fought like an animal to protect the house, but he had been outnumbered.
"Maya, let go," Alias commanded, his voice tight and cracking with an emotion he had never designed. "Let me."
He pressed his palms directly over the torn flesh, letting his silver light flare against the raw, red wetness of the wound. He tried to knit the muscle back together, to command the blood to flow backward, to force the life to stay.
But the healing was slow, agonizingly slow because Alias was not using it properly.
He was scared. Scared of revealing himself. But that fear was nowhere near the fear of losing Theo.
Theo’s eyelids fluttered. A tiny, painful gasp left his lips, his hand twitching weakly in the dirt until his knuckles brushed against Alias’s knee.
"K... Kael," Theo rasped, his voice barely a whisper, a bubble of dark blood popping at the corner of his mouth.
He wasn’t begging to be saved. His glazed eyes tried frantically to focus on Alias’s face, filled with regret. "They... they took him. They came and... went for him and Maya. I... I had to..."
"Don’t speak, Theo. Stay still," Alias pleaded, the pearl-like tears finally spilling over his cheeks, sizzling as they hit the hot, blood-soaked grass.
"No... listen," Theo choked, his large hand trying to grip Alias’s tunic, his fingers leaving thick, red smears on the white fabric. "The leader... he told me. He said I could give them the boy... and they’d leave us alone. They’d leave Maya. He said... I had to choose and I..."
And he chose Maya.
While it was frightening for a child to be kidnapped, it was the worst case scenario for a girl.
They were all men and thinking about how they would abuse Maya once she was in their clutches... so many men.
He could not bring himself to let them take his sister. To be fair, be contemplated giving Kael away and then going after them to get him back but then what if he failed?
His mind reminded him of the times he had spent with the child. How innocent and pure he was. That child should not suffer.
So, he did not want to give either of them away so he fought but protecting them both was drawing at his strength and there were just so many of them.
He protected them both with all he had but they managed to get their hands on Kael. While trying to go after them, they grabbed Maya as well.
He was torn. He had to protect one of them. He had to... save one.
And his body moved to save Maya. He managed to beat the four men surrounding her but while protecting Maya, he got stabbed and this happened.
He could not go after the bandits who took his son.
- Chapter 354: Your world [18+]
- Chapter 353: The weight of him [18+]
- Chapter 352: His Hole Was Tight [18+]
- Chapter 351: Invade me with your love
- Chapter 350: You should just fly
- Chapter 349: We are having a long talk
- Chapter 348: I have Norx to thank
- Chapter 347: The fight is over
- Chapter 346: Obsession...
- Chapter 345: Norx Tried To Let Go Of His Resentment
- Chapter 344: Maya...
- Chapter 343: The Cursed Forest
- Chapter 342: Surge forward!
- Chapter 341: "I’ll be brave," the boy promised.
- Chapter 340: I will do my part
- Chapter 339: Julian wasn’t a fool
- Chapter 338: A Savior
- Chapter 337: I had to be strict and direct
- Chapter 336: "What is the source, Saint Julian?"
- Chapter 335: We have a bigger problem
- Chapter 334: You are Theo
- Chapter 333: Julian Tells Alaric About His Past
- Chapter 332: I must protect them this time
- Chapter 331: "This half will follow them into the dirt."
- Chapter 330: The Dark Side of Love
- Chapter 329: The mistake he made
- Chapter 328: This is not a betrayal
- Chapter 327: Right where I want them
- Chapter 326: He bestowed Divinity
- Chapter 325: The emergence of the demons
- Chapter 324: Then let me help you lift them
- Chapter 323: Norx held the power to breathe life into the dirt
- Chapter 322: They accepted him
- Chapter 321: Demons
- Chapter 320: The beginning of the doctrine
- Chapter 319: Oh, god of light
- Chapter 318: He had to be their savior
- Chapter 317: Theo! Please, stay awake!
- Chapter 316: The peace was officially broken
- Chapter 315: They say blood is thicker than water, Theo
- Chapter 314: He remained mute
- Chapter 313: “I… forgive you, Theo,” [18+]
- Chapter 312: Why did you stop? [18+]
- Chapter 311: Like the desert during an earthquake
- Chapter 310: Is that what happens next? Sex?
- Chapter 309: Beauty built on a hollow floor will eventually fall
- Chapter 308: Theo, you lied to me
- Chapter 307: Theo’s son
- Chapter 306: He wished Norx could share this bliss
- Chapter 305: Why does it have to be pretty?
- Chapter 304: T-Theo, you have to stop
- Chapter 303: Why would I touch myself?
- Chapter 302: I love Theo
- Chapter 301: I want to do it again
- Chapter 300: The first night
- Chapter 299: Making a home
- Chapter 298: Did I... interrupt something?
- Chapter 297: The walk at night
- Chapter 296: Hope and Trust
- Chapter 295: Why is my heart racing?
- Chapter 294: Sleeping together
- Chapter 293: Try not to get hurt anymore
- Chapter 292: There was no way to read his thoughts
- Chapter 291: Theo couldn’t let go
- Chapter 290: He’s at the old well.
- Chapter 289: "We’ll see about that,"
- Chapter 288: Wait for me
- Chapter 287: "I feel... grounded,"
- Chapter 286: He must learn to adapt
- Chapter 285: It’s time to sleep
- Chapter 284: Did you bring a ghost home?
- Chapter 283: "Is this... hunger?"
- Chapter 282: The boy named Theo
- Chapter 281: The Architect goes down to the world
- Chapter 280: They create infinite spaces,
- Chapter 279: “I didn’t start a fire!”
- Chapter 278: "I’m taking you back,"
- Chapter 277: The Light offered no further answer
- Chapter 276: The one who wrote this book was the fallen god
- Chapter 275: The meeting with the god of light
- Chapter 274: Where the god of light recides
- Chapter 273: The text is... incomplete
- Chapter 272: A Prophecy was a catastrophe
- Chapter 271: “Then I am glad you know better,”
- Chapter 270: Julian was not in danger?
- Chapter 269: So, we rely on them?
- Chapter 268: The reunion with Alaric
- Chapter 267: The World was in danger
- Chapter 266: The Duke is coming
- Chapter 265: The demon creator was a fallen god
- Chapter 264: What happened after the miracle?
- Chapter 263: If you die... I’ll never forgive them
- Chapter 262: The demons have surged
- Chapter 261: Castor’s feelings
- Chapter 260: Locked in a gilded cage once again
- Chapter 259: Castor was the Pope’s Successor
- Chapter 258: A letter from Alaric
- Chapter 257: I have a lover
- Chapter 256: The Secrets Of the Church
- Chapter 255: Remember what we discussed,
- Chapter 254: Assumption was a dangerous path
- Chapter 253: I hope the air was refreshing
- Chapter 252: What exactly is your role here?
- Chapter 251: Your Hair is amazing
- Chapter 250: Regret for a life that could not be reached
- Chapter 249: Meeting with the Pope and the High Council
- Chapter 248: No, I… I will hit them back!
- Chapter 247: An assassin?
- Chapter 246: A priest named Castor
- Chapter 245: The White City with no Dark Corner
- Chapter 244: The Departure
- Chapter 243: We’re leaving tomorrow
- Chapter 242: I Promise To Come Back
- Chapter 241: On your trip to the Holy Empire, take Lucius with you
- Chapter 240: Lucius spoke
- Chapter 239: I will help them
- Chapter 238: You… why did you not heal that child?
- Chapter 237: I will give them an alternative
- Chapter 236: You’re too good for this world
- Chapter 235: What were the priests doing?
- Chapter 234: You can’t do everything alone, Lucien
- Chapter 233: He’s baiting the blood
- Chapter 232: Stop imposing your fairytales on my home
- Chapter 231: A miracle
- Chapter 230: He wanted to taste him
- Chapter 229: The disaster at the banquet
- Chapter 228: Faith in all things
- Chapter 227: The Holy Delegation Arrives
- Chapter 226: A letter from the Church
- Chapter 225: A light to guide, and a shadow to protect
- Chapter 224: Julian opens up to his insecurites
- Chapter 223: Why would you put your hand on him?
- Chapter 222: And you… You can teach me that
- Chapter 221: I’m a failure
- Chapter 220: I can’t do anything right
- Chapter 219: Asking Nanny Martha for advise
- Chapter 218: Prince Zane wants to teach Julian how to express his feelings
- Chapter 217: I’ll make sure to chase the new sun
- Chapter 216: The Prince was a peacock
- Chapter 215: Company from the south
- Chapter 214: I Love You Lucien
- Chapter 213: He could only decode the word REVENGE
- Chapter 212: Does father love you more than the North?
- Chapter 211: Playing in the snow
- Chapter 210: Lessons on foreign delegation
- Chapter 209: In the North
- Chapter 208: Saying goodbye
- Chapter 207: The feeling of winning
- Chapter 206: The link with the system was severed
- Chapter 205: Open your eyes and look into the mirror
- Chapter 204: The inquisitors have arrived in the Empire
- Chapter 203: And trigger a civil war over a tutor?
- Chapter 202: Are you happy now, master Astrea?
- Chapter 201: ...have you ever harboured ill thoughts towards the Emperor
- Chapter 200: I submit
- Chapter 199: The trial starts in an hour
- Chapter 198: Alaric plans to Rebel against the Emperor
- Chapter 197: I don’t think I can move even if I wanted to
- Chapter 196: Julian’s confession
- Chapter 195: Julian finally figures it out
- Chapter 194: The other soul vanishes
- Chapter 193: Seraphina shall be executed immediately
- Chapter 192: Seraphina killed the Empress
- Chapter 191: The Emperor’s crimes
- Chapter 190: "You shall meet your end tonight."
- Chapter 189: The scheme of the ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 188: Waking up in a celler
- Chapter 187: Pulled into an illusionary space
- Chapter 186: [MISSION: CREATE CHAOS IN THE CAPITAL]
- Chapter 185: A positive sign
- Chapter 184: Sharing body heat to get him warm
- Chapter 183: I said GET OUT!
- Chapter 182: Julian had gone cold
- Chapter 181: The system’s forced protocol
- Chapter 180: Quickwitted Julian
- Chapter 179: One more trap set by the Emperor
- Chapter 178: At The Masquerade Ball
- Chapter 177: The Morning fitting
- Chapter 176: The Duke’s letter
- Chapter 175: A foolish mistake to mistake the Emperor for the Duke
- Chapter 174: There is no need to apologize
- Chapter 173: A beautiful ruined mess
- Chapter 172: The Portrait sitting
- Chapter 171: The Duchess’s Amethyst Teardrop
- Chapter 170: Princess Seraphina’s haunting image
- Chapter 169: Emotional Exhaustion
- Chapter 168: Bellanora’s letters
- Chapter 167: I survived once again
- Chapter 166: Aurelian’s questionable ’kindness’
- Chapter 165: The Emperor’s ’invitation’ to lunch
- Chapter 164: Spending time with the Imperial Twins
- Chapter 163: Away from the tea party and into the Greenhouse
- Chapter 162: The noble women’s hatred towards Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 161: The Noble Ladies Love For Gossip
- Chapter 160: Meeting the Empress
- Chapter 159: A painful morning
- Chapter 158: Erasing the marks
- Chapter 157: I hate you, Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 156: A humilating encounter in the bathhouse
- Chapter 155: Meeting the Emperor in the Imperial Bathhouse
- Chapter 154: The Golden Cage
- Chapter 153: Julian shall be responsible for his pupils crime
- Chapter 152: Aurelian would hold Julian accountable
- Chapter 151: The Duke’s rage
- Chapter 150: A message for you
- Chapter 149: Princess Seraphina
- Chapter 148: Becoming an Imperial Prisoner
- Chapter 147: The Emperor saw the hickey
- Chapter 146: Arriving and seeing a reception
- Chapter 145: Getting ready for the Palace
- Chapter 144: Trying to tell the truth
- Chapter 143: I can’t breathe
- Chapter 142: The ’other’ Julian
- Chapter 141: The best sedative had been secured
- Chapter 140: I need a sedative
- Chapter 139: The Black haired thief is back
- Chapter 138: Morning did not come with warmth
- Chapter 137: The Madness Was Back
- Chapter 136: Making out in the Library
- Chapter 135: Lucius’s relationship with his cousins
- Chapter 134: The Duke joins the class
- Chapter 133: Uncle, Master got bitten by a mosquito
- Chapter 132: Unexpected students
- Chapter 131: Breakfast Attack
- Chapter 130: The Next Morning...
- Chapter 129: I feel the same way, Julian [18+]
- Chapter 128: It was somewhat fulfilling…[18+]
- Chapter 127: You’re intense, Lucien [18+]
- Chapter 126: A man with no regrets asks for forgiveness
- Chapter 125: It’s not my fault
- Chapter 124: Playing in the Garden
- Chapter 123: How could he make Lucius cry?
- Chapter 122: The Duke was Upset
- Chapter 121: My love is not a gentle thing, Julian
- Chapter 120: How Can You Yearn For Your Son’s Tutor?
- Chapter 119: A man who doesn’t know how to love…
- Chapter 118: I... I am not used to this
- Chapter 117: A Display Of Affection For All To See
- Chapter 116: The Final Verdict
- Chapter 115: Who sent the assassin?
- Chapter 114: Take Responsibility
- Chapter 113: The Marquis is right about one thing
- Chapter 112: He was Healed
- Chapter 111: Accident or not
- Chapter 110: The Assassin died
- Chapter 109: Julian Von Astrea is resting at my estate
- Chapter 108: Julian Did Not Wake Up
- Chapter 107: Faith...
- Chapter 106: The Priest Arrives
- Chapter 105: The Question ’HOW’
- Chapter 104: Caught The Assassin
- Chapter 103: “Do you know when they will come?”
- Chapter 102: The Assassin Quest
- Chapter 101: The Emperor’s Mandate
- Chapter 100: The Peace Before The Storm,
- Chapter 99: The Headlines
- Chapter 98: Call Me By My Name
- Chapter 97: A confession with no words but lips
- Chapter 96: I’ve Known All Along
- Chapter 95: You Need To Get Healed
- Chapter 94: A Message From The Emperor
- Chapter 93: He Broke The Eldest Son’s arm
- Chapter 92: A shoulder for a shoulder
- Chapter 91: His Heart Is Unsteady
- Chapter 90: Lucius’s Bruised Shoulder
- Chapter 89: The Duke comes back to see guests
- Chapter 88: The Children at work
- Chapter 87: Ah, that is your business
- Chapter 86: The Marquis’ defeat
- Chapter 85: “You’re confident in your title, aren’t you, little man?”
- Chapter 84: Why didn’t he just die in that pit and save us the trouble of this... unpleasantness?
- Chapter 83: Confronting the Emperor
- Chapter 82: See Yourselves Out of My Estate
- Chapter 81: The Imperial Sanctum Visits
- Chapter 80: The Marquis’s Interruption
- Chapter 79: The Brave Boy
- Chapter 78: "I... I need to..."
- Chapter 77: Thank you…Your Grace
- Chapter 76: You’re saying he just stood there while you bled... and smiled?
- Chapter 75: An Increase In Affection level
- Chapter 74: He saved me
- Chapter 73: Julian Died And The Duke Blamed Himself
- Chapter 72: The Emperor rode away
- Chapter 71: Poisoned and Stuck in the Pit
- Chapter 70: Lost In The Woods
- Chapter 69: The Hunt Begins
- Chapter 68: The Imperial Hunt
- Chapter 67: Become The Royal Tutor
- Chapter 66: An Audience With The Emperor... Again
- Chapter 65: A good night’s sleep
- Chapter 64: I am a guest, not a porcelain doll
- Chapter 63: Time to concoct the potion
- Chapter 62: Lucius had waited at the door
- Chapter 61: Do you have more gifts to give?
- Chapter 60: A Lesson Wrapped As A Gift
- Chapter 59: Meeting the Emperor’s children
- Chapter 58: Running to a place with no one
- Chapter 57: The Thief Had Black Hair
- Chapter 56: Breakfast with the Emperor
- Chapter 55: There was a thief in the Palace
- Chapter 54: ’Their’ Unholy Act
- Chapter 53: The Duke’s intentions are... Unholy
- Chapter 52: It was definitely the pollen
- Chapter 51: Emotional Spike Detected
- Chapter 50: "Do I make you uncomfortable?"
- Chapter 49: A Walk In the Forbidden Garden
- Chapter 48: The Emperor’s Questioning
- Chapter 47: The Emperor’s infatuation with Lucius
- Chapter 46: The Imperial Palace
- Chapter 45: [Quest Completed]
- Chapter 44: The Duke is Busy
- Chapter 43: The Duke’s reaction...
- Chapter 42: Have a drink with me, Astrea
- Chapter 41: Please, accept my apologies, young master
- Chapter 40: Trouble sleeping in places I’m not familiar with
- Chapter 39: Be careful, Astrea
- Chapter 38: What was the Duke interested in?
- Chapter 37: Did I turn from a tutor to a caregiver?
- Chapter 36: A walk in the garden
- Chapter 35: Of course I’ll be going too
- Chapter 34: Classes with the Duke
- Chapter 33: Where is the nanny?
- Chapter 32: Why was the Duke in class?
- Chapter 31: The weight of his neglect
- Chapter 30: The Duke’s tragic past
- Chapter 29: A glimpse at the Duke’s past
- Chapter 28: The child did not take my life
- Chapter 27: Is that also magic?
- Chapter 26: Your Grace, let me take the Young Lord
- Chapter 25: I cannot promise you warmth
- Chapter 24: Lucius clung to his father
- Chapter 23: He remembered him as the man who threw himself in his arms
- Chapter 22: Do you resent that child?
- Chapter 21: ...no use crying over spilt milk
- Chapter 20: Good boys get gifts like this
- Chapter 19: He wanted to help the boy
- Chapter 18: A birthday?
- Chapter 17: Nightmares that don’t appear
- Chapter 16: What in the world happened there?
- Chapter 15: This... Was the Duke insane?
- Chapter 14: Duke Alaric is observing you
- Chapter 13: Conquer the map...
- Chapter 12: The leap of faith
- Chapter 11: I got a little excited
- Chapter 10: I’m not fond of boring lesson, Lord Lucius
- Chapter 9: Julian seldom had Peaceful sleeps
- Chapter 8: A ’warm’ welcome to the North
- Chapter 7: I won’t be coming back
- Chapter 6: Father, you wanted to see me?
- Chapter 5: I’ll go somewhere the plot doesn’t exist
- Chapter 4: Becoming Julian Von Astrea
- Chapter 3: The Status Window
- Chapter 2: I don’t remember the plot
- Chapter 1: Who is this Tutor?
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