A Touch of Shadow: The Duke's Obsession
Chapter 170: Don’t Keep Me Waiting
- Chapter 174: No Connection
- Chapter 173: I’m Always Here
- Chapter 172: Expecting
- Chapter 171: Rain Was Coming
- Chapter 170: Don’t Keep Me Waiting
- Chapter 169: Weakness
- Chapter 168: Pride
- Chapter 167: Think Carefully
- Chapter 166: The Next Move
- Chapter 165: Time To Let Go
- Chapter 164: Get What We Want
- Chapter 163: Fever
- Chapter 162: Care For Someone
- Chapter 161: Quarrel
- Chapter 160: My Woman
- Chapter 159: This Is Not A Game
- Chapter 158: Yvaine’s Wedding
- Chapter 157: Looking For Something
- Chapter 156: More Than Me
- Chapter 155: Guests
- Chapter 154: I want to marry you too
- Chapter 153: Happy
- Chapter 152: Sudden Change
- Chapter 151: Dirty Stain
- Chapter 150: Like Predators
- Chapter 149: Decision
- Chapter 148: I’ll Die
- Chapter 147: I Cannot Do Anything
- Chapter 146: The Embroidery Exhibition
- Chapter 145: Being Watched
- Chapter 144: Out Of Thin Air
- Chapter 143: The Eyes Of Someone...
- Chapter 142: Erian
- Chapter 141: Live
- Chapter 140: Luckier And Better
- Chapter 139: Blessing
- Chapter 138: Longer
- Chapter 137: Nothing except her
- Chapter 136: Honey-Tongued Devil
- Chapter 135: Don’t Chase
- Chapter 134: Answer
- Chapter 133: Distracted Silence
- Chapter 132: A Beautiful Name
- Chapter 131: Are You Hiding Something?
- Chapter 130: The Last Relative
- Chapter 129: I Like You
- Chapter 128: Official Matter
- Chapter 127: Young Woman Named Ayana
- Chapter 126: A Madman
- Chapter 125: Gratitude
- Chapter 124: Invitation
- Chapter 123: Afraid
- Chapter 122: Gambling House
- Chapter 121: Ruin
- Chapter 120: Words To Say
- Chapter 119: Not Without Care
- Chapter 118: Serve a Purpose
- Chapter 117: Scolding People For You
- Chapter 116: Blossoms Are Born
- Chapter 115: This Is Not A Gift
- Chapter 114: Anew
- Chapter 113: Don’t Suffer
- Chapter 112: Fool
- Chapter 111: Dead Man Tells No Tales
- Chapter 110: Too Late
- Chapter 109: Slipping Justice
- Chapter 108: Pride
- Chapter 107: Blades Of Grass
- Chapter 106: As She Pleases
- Chapter 105: Box Of Pastries
- Chapter 104: We Continue
- Chapter 103: Confession
- Chapter 102: I Am Not Letting You Go
- Chapter 101: Say It Again
- Chapter 100: One Man
- Chapter 99: A Chance
- Chapter 98: Due Respect
- Chapter 97: Fourth Missing Woman
- Chapter 96: Kneeling
- Chapter 95: Fear
- Chapter 94: Call Me Something Sweet
- Chapter 93: Stand Beside You
- Chapter 92: Do I… or not?
- Chapter 91: The Account Of Human Ties
- Chapter 90: The Same Name
- Chapter 89: Nothing Will Change That
- Chapter 88: Is This Your Affection?
- Chapter 87: To Live For Myself
- Chapter 86: Like Rain
- Chapter 85: Mine
- Chapter 84: Crazy
- Chapter 83: Imminent
- Chapter 82: Thoughts Of You
- Chapter 81: Unwanted Guest
- Chapter 80: Not Anymore
- Chapter 79: The Aftermath
- Chapter 78: I... Killed A Person
- Chapter 77: A Stain
- Chapter 76: The Debt
- Chapter 75: In Every Sense
- Chapter 74: When all this is over…
- Chapter 73: The Games She’s Playing
- Chapter 72: The Ledger
- Chapter 71: Nearly Gone
- Chapter 70: Contemptible Creature
- Chapter 69: May I Take A Glimpse?
- Chapter 68: You Must Not Die
- Chapter 67: For Her
- Chapter 66: Watching
- Chapter 65: Locust Tree
- Chapter 64: Weakness
- Chapter 63: Vivid Red
- Chapter 62: The Name
- Chapter 61: Three Arrows
- Chapter 60: Consider This Your Punishment
- Chapter 59: A Faithless Man
- Chapter 58: My Brave Firebird
- Chapter 57: A Trap
- Chapter 56: An Honest Player
- Chapter 55: Instrument
- Chapter 54: Firefly
- Chapter 53: Petty Schemes
- Chapter 52: Hatred
- Chapter 51: An Alliance
- Chapter 50: You Will Find Me
- Chapter 49: A Line to Cross
- Chapter 48: Dreams
- Chapter 47: Hidden Past
- Chapter 46: Jade
- Chapter 45: Following
- Chapter 44: Wish to Resist
- Chapter 43: Changed
- Chapter 42: Something Curious
- Chapter 41: Hoping Against Hope
- Chapter 40: Only Her
- Chapter 39: Why Do You Weep?
- Chapter 38: Some Truths
- Chapter 37: Between You and Me
- Chapter 36: Only Ask Me
- Chapter 35: Disobedient
- Chapter 34: Magnanimity
- Chapter 33: Two Birds
- Chapter 32: Difficult
- Chapter 31: Monstrous Nature
- Chapter 30: Precious
- Chapter 29: Intimacy
- Chapter 28: A Silent Blade
- Chapter 27: Calculations
- Chapter 26: Trust
- Chapter 25: Remember
- Chapter 24: No Proof
- Chapter 23: Shift
- Chapter 22: Call Me By Name
- Chapter 21: Lean On Me
- Chapter 20: Mercy
- Chapter 19: Waiting For The News
- Chapter 18: Help Me
- Chapter 17: The Tea
- Chapter 16: Twilight
- Chapter 15: Cunning
- Chapter 14: Hound
- Chapter 13: Trembling
- Chapter 12: It’s His Choice
- Chapter 11: A Game Of Chess
- Chapter 10: Because It Is You
- Chapter 9: Play
- Chapter 8: The Rawest Wound
- Chapter 7: Peril
- Chapter 6: Mistake
- Chapter 5: Do As You Wish
- Chapter 4: What Do I Want?
- Chapter 3: Invitation
- Chapter 2: You Owe Me
- Chapter 1: The Wedding Night
As evening arrived, the bells announcing the hour echoed faintly through the capital.
At the East City Teahouse, Marina sat alone within a private room. A pot of tea rested before her.
The tea had long gone cold.
Outside the window, daylight gradually surrendered to dusk. She tapped her fingers lightly against the tabletop, waiting.
Then the door opened. Erian stood in the doorway.
Marina turned and smiled.
"Mr. Erian, I was beginning to think you wouldn’t come."
Erian stepped inside and took the seat opposite her. He did not speak a word.
Marina poured him a cup of tea.
"Have you still not made up your mind after all this time?"
Erian merely looked at her from underneath his furrowed brows.
His gaze was calm. So calm that it revealed nothing.
Marina waited, but no answer came. The smile on her face faded slightly.
"Very well," she said. "Let’s stop circling around the matter."
Leaning forward, she rested her elbows upon the table.
"My people have done some investigating." Her eyes remained fixed upon him. "You belonged to Osvald Grandien before."
For the first time, the air in the room seemed to grow colder.
"You followed him for twelve years." Her voice softened. "Someone like you must have a lot of blood on his hands."
Erian’s eyes narrowed ever so slightly.
Marina noticed... And smiled.
"There it is." Her smile deepened. "Your past isn’t difficult to uncover for someone like me."
Silence stretched between them.
Marina continued speaking.
"If your identity becomes public, Caelith will be accused of sheltering a wanted criminal."
Her words landed with deliberate precision.
"Even Rhaegar won’t be able to protect her then."
At those words, Erian’s hand slowly tightened beneath the table.
Marina leaned back in satisfaction. She picked up the teacup before her and took a leisurely sip despite the tea having long since cooled.
"I am not threatening you." The lie slipped from her lips effortlessly. "I’m simply pointing out facts."
She set down the cup. Then met his gaze once more.
"We are standing aboard the same ship. You help me. I help you."
Her smile sharpened. "And if you refuse..."
She left the sentence unfinished. There was no need to complete it. The meaning hung heavily in the room. Anyone could understand it.
For a long time, Erian remained silent.
Outside the window, the lively sounds of the evening market drifted upward from the street below.
Vendors shouted their wares. Children laughed. Carriages rattled across stone roads. Life continued as usual.
Yet inside the private room, neither moved.
Finally, Erian rose to his feet. "I’ll think about it."
He turned and walked toward the door.
Behind him, Marina called out, "Erian."
He did not stop.
"Don’t keep me waiting too long."
Still, he never looked back.
***
Night had fully descended by the time Erian left the teahouse. He stopped within a narrow alley and lifted his eyes toward the sky.
The moon hung high above the capital. Its pale silver light washed over the city roofs and stone streets. The same moonlight illuminated his face.
And with it came Marina’s words.
Over and over. Relentlessly.
"If your identity becomes public, Caelith will be guilty of harboring a wanted criminal."
The words lodged themselves deep within his mind.
For years, he had never cared what happened to him.
Life. Death. Capture. Execution. Exile.
None of it had mattered.
But now it was different. Now there was someone he cared about.
Someone whose future could be destroyed because of him.
Slowly, his gaze lowered.
He thought of Caelith.
Of her smile beneath the autumn sunlight. Of her patient hands guiding embroidery threads through silk. Of the way she stood in the courtyard beneath the old pear tree. Of the way she had looked at him these past months.
Trusting him. Protecting him. Giving him a place to belong when he had nowhere else to go.
And for the first time in a very long while, Erian felt something close to fear.
Not fear for himself.
Fear for her.
The night wind swept through the alley, yet it could not cool the turmoil rising inside him.
Because he knew Marina had discovered the one thing capable of controlling him.
Not his past. Not his crimes. Not even his life.
Her name was Caelith.
And anything that threatened her had the power to shake the foundations of his world.
Erian closed his eyes.
Immediately, Caelith’s face appeared before him.
He saw her standing in the doorway, looking at him with quiet concern as she asked whether he had eaten.
He remembered the way she would place food into his bowl without a second thought.
He remembered the redness that gathered in her eyes whenever she discovered he was injured.
Slowly, he opened his eyes again.
The fist he had unconsciously clenched loosened little by little.
Then he began walking.
Each step felt heavier than the last.
***
By the time Erian returned to Firefly Pavilion, the night had deepened into silence. The courtyard lay shrouded beneath pale moonlight.
No lamps remained lit. Even the lantern outside Caelith’s room had gone dark.
He crossed the courtyard and settled beneath the old tree. Leaning against its ancient trunk, he gazed upward at the moon hanging high above.
His thoughts refused to quiet.
Again and again, Marina’s words echoed through his mind.
"You belonged to Osvald Grandien."
"If the truth comes out, Caelith will be guilty of harboring a wanted criminal."
"You help me, and I’ll help you."
The words lingered like thorns buried beneath the skin.
Unable to escape them, his thoughts drifted further back. Back to the final moments of Osvald’s life.
He could still see it clearly.
The man had lain upon the ground, covered in blood. His face had already turned pale from blood loss, yet his grip on Erian’s hand had remained astonishingly strong.
Those eyes had fixed themselves upon him with desperate determination.
"Erian."
It had been one of the few times he had spoken his name.
"Protect her for me."
Blood had stained every word.
"She is the only family I have left in this world."
The dying man’s voice had trembled.
"Protect her in my place."
Erian had nodded. It had been the first promise he had ever made to another human being. And he had never broken a promise. Not once.
After Osvald’s death, he had sought out Caelith.
He still remembered the day he arrived. She had stood at the doorway and looked at him with eyes full of sadness.
Then, without suspicion or fear, she had asked a simple question.
"Have you eaten?"
At the time, he felt his mind going blank. No one had ever asked him that before. No one.
Later, she had placed food into his bowl and told him to eat more.
Later still, she had discovered his wounds.
Her eyes had reddened with worry, yet her hands had remained steady while she bandaged him.
And then there had been that night. The night she had clung to his arm. The night she had pressed her face against him and whispered that he felt cool.
He had known she mistook him for someone else. He had known every moment.
Yet his heart had raced so fiercely that it frightened him. Nothing in his life had ever affected him that way.
Slowly, he lowered his head. His fingers tightened.
Marina’s voice continued circling inside his mind.
"You help me, and I help you."
"If you refuse, your identity becomes known."
He was not afraid of death. Never had been. But he was terrified of anything happening to her.
Lifting his head once more, he looked toward the moon.
Its silver light illuminated his face. And with it came another memory.
Caelith’s gaze after she began avoiding him.
The uncertainty in her eyes.
The hesitation.
The complicated emotions she tried so hard to hide.
Every glance had cut deeper than any blade.
She knew. At least part of her knew. She knew the person who had remained beside her that night was him.
And because she knew, she no longer understood how to face him.
The truth was that neither did he. Yet despite everything, he could not leave.
He could not walk away.
The thought of doing so felt unbearable.
He leaned his head back against the rough bark of the tree and closed his eyes.
The night wind drifted through the courtyard.
Cool and restless.
Time passed unnoticed.
He did not know how long he remained there.
Only that when the eastern horizon finally began to pale with the approach of dawn, he rose from his place beneath the tree.
Slowly, he walked toward the rear courtyard, stopping outside her room.
The windows remained dark. The lamp inside had not yet been lit.
Erian rested his shoulder against the wall beside the doorway.
And there, in the final moments before sunrise, he listened to the battle raging within his own heart.
One voice repeated the same warning.
You cannot harm her.
You cannot become the reason her life is ruined.
But another voice whispered something far more dangerous.
Stay close to her.
Just once more.
Just a little longer.
Just this once.
Erian closed his eyes, waiting for the dawn.
Waiting for the first light to spill across the courtyard.
Waiting for a future that seemed to be slipping farther from his grasp with every passing day.
- Chapter 174: No Connection
- Chapter 173: I’m Always Here
- Chapter 172: Expecting
- Chapter 171: Rain Was Coming
- Chapter 170: Don’t Keep Me Waiting
- Chapter 169: Weakness
- Chapter 168: Pride
- Chapter 167: Think Carefully
- Chapter 166: The Next Move
- Chapter 165: Time To Let Go
- Chapter 164: Get What We Want
- Chapter 163: Fever
- Chapter 162: Care For Someone
- Chapter 161: Quarrel
- Chapter 160: My Woman
- Chapter 159: This Is Not A Game
- Chapter 158: Yvaine’s Wedding
- Chapter 157: Looking For Something
- Chapter 156: More Than Me
- Chapter 155: Guests
- Chapter 154: I want to marry you too
- Chapter 153: Happy
- Chapter 152: Sudden Change
- Chapter 151: Dirty Stain
- Chapter 150: Like Predators
- Chapter 149: Decision
- Chapter 148: I’ll Die
- Chapter 147: I Cannot Do Anything
- Chapter 146: The Embroidery Exhibition
- Chapter 145: Being Watched
- Chapter 144: Out Of Thin Air
- Chapter 143: The Eyes Of Someone...
- Chapter 142: Erian
- Chapter 141: Live
- Chapter 140: Luckier And Better
- Chapter 139: Blessing
- Chapter 138: Longer
- Chapter 137: Nothing except her
- Chapter 136: Honey-Tongued Devil
- Chapter 135: Don’t Chase
- Chapter 134: Answer
- Chapter 133: Distracted Silence
- Chapter 132: A Beautiful Name
- Chapter 131: Are You Hiding Something?
- Chapter 130: The Last Relative
- Chapter 129: I Like You
- Chapter 128: Official Matter
- Chapter 127: Young Woman Named Ayana
- Chapter 126: A Madman
- Chapter 125: Gratitude
- Chapter 124: Invitation
- Chapter 123: Afraid
- Chapter 122: Gambling House
- Chapter 121: Ruin
- Chapter 120: Words To Say
- Chapter 119: Not Without Care
- Chapter 118: Serve a Purpose
- Chapter 117: Scolding People For You
- Chapter 116: Blossoms Are Born
- Chapter 115: This Is Not A Gift
- Chapter 114: Anew
- Chapter 113: Don’t Suffer
- Chapter 112: Fool
- Chapter 111: Dead Man Tells No Tales
- Chapter 110: Too Late
- Chapter 109: Slipping Justice
- Chapter 108: Pride
- Chapter 107: Blades Of Grass
- Chapter 106: As She Pleases
- Chapter 105: Box Of Pastries
- Chapter 104: We Continue
- Chapter 103: Confession
- Chapter 102: I Am Not Letting You Go
- Chapter 101: Say It Again
- Chapter 100: One Man
- Chapter 99: A Chance
- Chapter 98: Due Respect
- Chapter 97: Fourth Missing Woman
- Chapter 96: Kneeling
- Chapter 95: Fear
- Chapter 94: Call Me Something Sweet
- Chapter 93: Stand Beside You
- Chapter 92: Do I… or not?
- Chapter 91: The Account Of Human Ties
- Chapter 90: The Same Name
- Chapter 89: Nothing Will Change That
- Chapter 88: Is This Your Affection?
- Chapter 87: To Live For Myself
- Chapter 86: Like Rain
- Chapter 85: Mine
- Chapter 84: Crazy
- Chapter 83: Imminent
- Chapter 82: Thoughts Of You
- Chapter 81: Unwanted Guest
- Chapter 80: Not Anymore
- Chapter 79: The Aftermath
- Chapter 78: I... Killed A Person
- Chapter 77: A Stain
- Chapter 76: The Debt
- Chapter 75: In Every Sense
- Chapter 74: When all this is over…
- Chapter 73: The Games She’s Playing
- Chapter 72: The Ledger
- Chapter 71: Nearly Gone
- Chapter 70: Contemptible Creature
- Chapter 69: May I Take A Glimpse?
- Chapter 68: You Must Not Die
- Chapter 67: For Her
- Chapter 66: Watching
- Chapter 65: Locust Tree
- Chapter 64: Weakness
- Chapter 63: Vivid Red
- Chapter 62: The Name
- Chapter 61: Three Arrows
- Chapter 60: Consider This Your Punishment
- Chapter 59: A Faithless Man
- Chapter 58: My Brave Firebird
- Chapter 57: A Trap
- Chapter 56: An Honest Player
- Chapter 55: Instrument
- Chapter 54: Firefly
- Chapter 53: Petty Schemes
- Chapter 52: Hatred
- Chapter 51: An Alliance
- Chapter 50: You Will Find Me
- Chapter 49: A Line to Cross
- Chapter 48: Dreams
- Chapter 47: Hidden Past
- Chapter 46: Jade
- Chapter 45: Following
- Chapter 44: Wish to Resist
- Chapter 43: Changed
- Chapter 42: Something Curious
- Chapter 41: Hoping Against Hope
- Chapter 40: Only Her
- Chapter 39: Why Do You Weep?
- Chapter 38: Some Truths
- Chapter 37: Between You and Me
- Chapter 36: Only Ask Me
- Chapter 35: Disobedient
- Chapter 34: Magnanimity
- Chapter 33: Two Birds
- Chapter 32: Difficult
- Chapter 31: Monstrous Nature
- Chapter 30: Precious
- Chapter 29: Intimacy
- Chapter 28: A Silent Blade
- Chapter 27: Calculations
- Chapter 26: Trust
- Chapter 25: Remember
- Chapter 24: No Proof
- Chapter 23: Shift
- Chapter 22: Call Me By Name
- Chapter 21: Lean On Me
- Chapter 20: Mercy
- Chapter 19: Waiting For The News
- Chapter 18: Help Me
- Chapter 17: The Tea
- Chapter 16: Twilight
- Chapter 15: Cunning
- Chapter 14: Hound
- Chapter 13: Trembling
- Chapter 12: It’s His Choice
- Chapter 11: A Game Of Chess
- Chapter 10: Because It Is You
- Chapter 9: Play
- Chapter 8: The Rawest Wound
- Chapter 7: Peril
- Chapter 6: Mistake
- Chapter 5: Do As You Wish
- Chapter 4: What Do I Want?
- Chapter 3: Invitation
- Chapter 2: You Owe Me
- Chapter 1: The Wedding Night
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