A Touch of Shadow: The Duke's Obsession
Chapter 154: I want to marry you too
- Chapter 174: No Connection
- Chapter 173: I’m Always Here
- Chapter 172: Expecting
- Chapter 171: Rain Was Coming
- Chapter 170: Don’t Keep Me Waiting
- Chapter 169: Weakness
- Chapter 168: Pride
- Chapter 167: Think Carefully
- Chapter 166: The Next Move
- Chapter 165: Time To Let Go
- Chapter 164: Get What We Want
- Chapter 163: Fever
- Chapter 162: Care For Someone
- Chapter 161: Quarrel
- Chapter 160: My Woman
- Chapter 159: This Is Not A Game
- Chapter 158: Yvaine’s Wedding
- Chapter 157: Looking For Something
- Chapter 156: More Than Me
- Chapter 155: Guests
- Chapter 154: I want to marry you too
- Chapter 153: Happy
- Chapter 152: Sudden Change
- Chapter 151: Dirty Stain
- Chapter 150: Like Predators
- Chapter 149: Decision
- Chapter 148: I’ll Die
- Chapter 147: I Cannot Do Anything
- Chapter 146: The Embroidery Exhibition
- Chapter 145: Being Watched
- Chapter 144: Out Of Thin Air
- Chapter 143: The Eyes Of Someone...
- Chapter 142: Erian
- Chapter 141: Live
- Chapter 140: Luckier And Better
- Chapter 139: Blessing
- Chapter 138: Longer
- Chapter 137: Nothing except her
- Chapter 136: Honey-Tongued Devil
- Chapter 135: Don’t Chase
- Chapter 134: Answer
- Chapter 133: Distracted Silence
- Chapter 132: A Beautiful Name
- Chapter 131: Are You Hiding Something?
- Chapter 130: The Last Relative
- Chapter 129: I Like You
- Chapter 128: Official Matter
- Chapter 127: Young Woman Named Ayana
- Chapter 126: A Madman
- Chapter 125: Gratitude
- Chapter 124: Invitation
- Chapter 123: Afraid
- Chapter 122: Gambling House
- Chapter 121: Ruin
- Chapter 120: Words To Say
- Chapter 119: Not Without Care
- Chapter 118: Serve a Purpose
- Chapter 117: Scolding People For You
- Chapter 116: Blossoms Are Born
- Chapter 115: This Is Not A Gift
- Chapter 114: Anew
- Chapter 113: Don’t Suffer
- Chapter 112: Fool
- Chapter 111: Dead Man Tells No Tales
- Chapter 110: Too Late
- Chapter 109: Slipping Justice
- Chapter 108: Pride
- Chapter 107: Blades Of Grass
- Chapter 106: As She Pleases
- Chapter 105: Box Of Pastries
- Chapter 104: We Continue
- Chapter 103: Confession
- Chapter 102: I Am Not Letting You Go
- Chapter 101: Say It Again
- Chapter 100: One Man
- Chapter 99: A Chance
- Chapter 98: Due Respect
- Chapter 97: Fourth Missing Woman
- Chapter 96: Kneeling
- Chapter 95: Fear
- Chapter 94: Call Me Something Sweet
- Chapter 93: Stand Beside You
- Chapter 92: Do I… or not?
- Chapter 91: The Account Of Human Ties
- Chapter 90: The Same Name
- Chapter 89: Nothing Will Change That
- Chapter 88: Is This Your Affection?
- Chapter 87: To Live For Myself
- Chapter 86: Like Rain
- Chapter 85: Mine
- Chapter 84: Crazy
- Chapter 83: Imminent
- Chapter 82: Thoughts Of You
- Chapter 81: Unwanted Guest
- Chapter 80: Not Anymore
- Chapter 79: The Aftermath
- Chapter 78: I... Killed A Person
- Chapter 77: A Stain
- Chapter 76: The Debt
- Chapter 75: In Every Sense
- Chapter 74: When all this is over…
- Chapter 73: The Games She’s Playing
- Chapter 72: The Ledger
- Chapter 71: Nearly Gone
- Chapter 70: Contemptible Creature
- Chapter 69: May I Take A Glimpse?
- Chapter 68: You Must Not Die
- Chapter 67: For Her
- Chapter 66: Watching
- Chapter 65: Locust Tree
- Chapter 64: Weakness
- Chapter 63: Vivid Red
- Chapter 62: The Name
- Chapter 61: Three Arrows
- Chapter 60: Consider This Your Punishment
- Chapter 59: A Faithless Man
- Chapter 58: My Brave Firebird
- Chapter 57: A Trap
- Chapter 56: An Honest Player
- Chapter 55: Instrument
- Chapter 54: Firefly
- Chapter 53: Petty Schemes
- Chapter 52: Hatred
- Chapter 51: An Alliance
- Chapter 50: You Will Find Me
- Chapter 49: A Line to Cross
- Chapter 48: Dreams
- Chapter 47: Hidden Past
- Chapter 46: Jade
- Chapter 45: Following
- Chapter 44: Wish to Resist
- Chapter 43: Changed
- Chapter 42: Something Curious
- Chapter 41: Hoping Against Hope
- Chapter 40: Only Her
- Chapter 39: Why Do You Weep?
- Chapter 38: Some Truths
- Chapter 37: Between You and Me
- Chapter 36: Only Ask Me
- Chapter 35: Disobedient
- Chapter 34: Magnanimity
- Chapter 33: Two Birds
- Chapter 32: Difficult
- Chapter 31: Monstrous Nature
- Chapter 30: Precious
- Chapter 29: Intimacy
- Chapter 28: A Silent Blade
- Chapter 27: Calculations
- Chapter 26: Trust
- Chapter 25: Remember
- Chapter 24: No Proof
- Chapter 23: Shift
- Chapter 22: Call Me By Name
- Chapter 21: Lean On Me
- Chapter 20: Mercy
- Chapter 19: Waiting For The News
- Chapter 18: Help Me
- Chapter 17: The Tea
- Chapter 16: Twilight
- Chapter 15: Cunning
- Chapter 14: Hound
- Chapter 13: Trembling
- Chapter 12: It’s His Choice
- Chapter 11: A Game Of Chess
- Chapter 10: Because It Is You
- Chapter 9: Play
- Chapter 8: The Rawest Wound
- Chapter 7: Peril
- Chapter 6: Mistake
- Chapter 5: Do As You Wish
- Chapter 4: What Do I Want?
- Chapter 3: Invitation
- Chapter 2: You Owe Me
- Chapter 1: The Wedding Night
Inside the chamber, Rhaegar reclined against the carved headboard, one arm resting lazily at his side as he waited for her return. The candlelight burned low beside him, casting a warm amber glow across his sharp features and the dark silk of his robes.
The moment the door opened, his gaze lifted toward Caelith.
"What took you so long?"
She walked toward him without hesitation and settled naturally within his embrace, as though that place beside him had long since become her own.
"I spoke with Erian for a while."
Rhaegar remained silent.
She tilted her face upward and searched his eyes. "Rhaegar."
"Mm?"
"He means no harm."
Rhaegar looked down at her quietly for a long moment. His expression revealed little, yet the faint tension in his eyes softened almost imperceptibly.
"I know."
Caelith rested her head against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath the fabric of his robes.
"Then do not be so anxious around him."
Rhaegar’s arms tightened around her waist. He lowered his head until his breath brushed softly against her ear, his voice deep and subdued.
"As long as your heart belongs to me, I will not."
A laugh escaped her lips, gentle and warm. "You’re such a fool."
At last, the faintest smile curved across his lips as well.
Beyond the latticed window, moonlight poured silently over the sleeping estate, silver and serene beneath the vast night sky.
At the first pale hint of dawn, the thunder of hurried hoofbeats suddenly shattered the stillness beyond the courtyard gates.
Caelith stirred awake in confusion. The space beside her was already cold.
Her heart skipped faintly. She sat upright at once, hastily gathering an outer robe around her shoulders before pushing open the door.
Rhaegar stood in the courtyard speaking with Lance.
The knight’s expression was grave with urgency, a riding whip still clenched tightly in his hand as though he had ridden through the night without pause.
"What happened?"
Rhaegar turned the moment he heard her voice and immediately walked toward her.
"There is an urgent summons," he said quietly. "I must leave the capital for a time."
Caelith froze where she stood. "So suddenly?"
"Sadly."
He lowered his head and pressed a gentle kiss against her forehead, lingering there for a brief moment.
"Wait for me to return."
Caelith nodded softly, though unease had already begun to spread through her chest like ripples across still water.
Rhaegar mounted his horse in one smooth motion. Before departing, he turned back to look at her one final time.
That glance lasted only an instant.
Then the sharp sound of hooves echoed through the narrow alley, fading swiftly into the distant morning haze.
Caelith remained standing beneath the courtyard eaves, staring silently at the now-empty street beyond the gates.
The early morning wind still carried the chill of night.
Lance had yet to leave.
"Miss Caelith," he said respectfully, "my lord instructed me to escort you back to the duke’s estate."
Caelith nodded. "Thank you. I will get ready then."
***
During breakfast, the smile on Caelith’s smile never faded.
It softened her entire expression, bright and radiant in a way rarely seen upon her usually composed features. Even the servants nearby could not help stealing glances at her.
Erian sat quietly beside her, watching in silence for a long while before finally speaking.
"What are you so happy about?"
Caelith lifted her eyes toward him. They sparkled brilliantly beneath the morning light, the corners of her lips curved upward with unconcealed joy.
"I am getting married."
Erian paused. "Married?"
"Yes." She set down her spoon, unable to hide the happiness in her voice. "I am going to marry Rhaegar. From now on, we will remain together forever and never be separated again."
Erian watched her with narrowed eyes. "Forever?"
"Yes." Her smile deepened. "Forever."
He lowered his gaze briefly before speaking again, calm and straightforward as always.
"Then I want to marry you too."
Caelith burst into laughter, utterly amused by the innocent sincerity of his words. She reached over and lightly tapped him on the head.
"You silly child."
Erian said nothing more. He merely lowered his head and continued eating quietly, his expression as calm and unreadable as ever.
Caelith paid no further attention to it and soon rose to begin tidying her belongings.
Yet from the side, Lance watched the scene unfold with growing unease settling heavily in his chest. Something about it felt deeply wrong.
An hour later, Caelith boarded the carriage bound for the duke’s estate.
The wheels rolled slowly across the stone road as the carriage disappeared farther and farther down the street.
Erian stood at the entrance, watching silently the entire time.
Beside him, Yvaine couldn’t help but ask, "Erian, are you not going with her?"
He shook his head. "She is going to the duke’s estate," he replied quietly. "She does not need me there."
Yvaine nodded and turned back inside. But Erian remained standing where he was for a very long time. His head lowered slightly, as though immersed in thoughts no one else could see.
At that moment, Lance stepped out from within the courtyard and glanced toward him.
Slowly, Erian lifted his head. Their eyes met across the quiet morning light. That gaze remained calm and still, no different from how it had always been.
Lance gave him a slight nod before turning away. Erian watched his figure disappear into the narrow alley.
Then he lowered his head once more and remained standing there without moving, like a lonely statue abandoned beneath the cold morning sky.
***
That afternoon, Erian left the courtyard alone.
He had never once touched alcohol in front of Caelith. Long ago, Osvald had taught him one rule above all others: wine clouds the mind; a clouded mind loses control; and those who lose control die quickly.
For twelve years, Erian had remembered those words without fail. He had carried them like iron laws carved into his bones, never once allowing himself to forget.
But today, for the first time, he no longer wanted to obey.
In the eastern quarter of the city stood a small tavern tucked between two aging tea houses. The faded wine banners above its entrance fluttered weakly beneath the evening wind. Erian had passed by the place countless times before, yet he had never stepped inside.
This time, he pushed open the door.
The tavern was noisy and thick with the scent of wine and smoke. Merchants laughed loudly over their cups while wandering swordsmen argued drunkenly in the corner. The warmth inside struck sharply against the chill lingering on his clothes.
The innkeeper looked up at the sight of the young man and paused slightly in surprise.
Erian’s appearance was too clean, too cold, too detached from a place like this. Though his robes were simple, the sharpness in his eyes carried the unmistakable danger of someone who had walked too long beside blood and death.
"What would you like to drink, sir?"
Erian looked at him coldly. "The strongest wine you have."
The innkeeper hesitated briefly before bringing over a goblet of shimmering golden liquid.
It was a harsh northern liquor, strong enough to burn through a man’s throat like fire.
Erian took the goblet and lifted it to his lips. The instant the liquor touched his tongue, scorching heat exploded through his mouth and tore down his throat into his chest.
Hot. Violently hot. So fierce that even his eyes stung faintly from the burn.
Yet he did not stop. He kept downing one goblet after another.
His expression never changed as the fiery liquor disappeared into him, but the tips of his ears slowly reddened beneath the candlelight.
The innkeeper watched with growing unease.
"Sir... this wine is extremely strong. You should drink more slowly..."
Erian ignored him entirely. The empty wine goblets gradually piled beside the table.
By the time he reached the third pot, darkness had already swallowed the city beyond the tavern doors. Rain clouds drifted across the moon, leaving only scattered lantern light trembling along the streets outside.
At last, Erian rose to his feet. His movements were no longer entirely steady.
Behind him, the innkeeper hurriedly called out, "Sir! You have not paid yet!"
Erian paused. As though only just remembering where he was, he reached absently into his robes and tossed several broken pieces of silver onto the table without even turning around.
Then he stepped out into the night.
The cold wind struck his face the moment he left the tavern, stirring the alcohol deeper into his blood. The city lights blurred faintly before his eyes as his footsteps wandered unevenly through the narrow streets.
At some point, he stopped beside a deserted alley and leaned silently against the stone wall behind him.
For a brief moment, he closed his eyes. But the instant darkness settled beneath his eyelids, Caelith appeared before him once more.
Her smiling face.
The soft glow of lamplight falling across her features as she bent quietly over her embroidery.
The sight of her standing beneath the moonlight, her voice gentle as she spoke to him.
"Erian," she had once said softly, "one day, you will have happy days too."
His fingers tightened slowly at his side.
I will not be happy. I have nothing. Nothing at all.
From the very beginning, he had been nothing more than a shadow standing behind her in silence, watching a warmth he could never reach with his own hands.
The night wind swept through the empty alley, cold enough to chill the bones.
Erian lowered his head slightly and stood there alone beneath the darkness, allowing the burning ache in his chest to spread quietly through him like poison.
- Chapter 174: No Connection
- Chapter 173: I’m Always Here
- Chapter 172: Expecting
- Chapter 171: Rain Was Coming
- Chapter 170: Don’t Keep Me Waiting
- Chapter 169: Weakness
- Chapter 168: Pride
- Chapter 167: Think Carefully
- Chapter 166: The Next Move
- Chapter 165: Time To Let Go
- Chapter 164: Get What We Want
- Chapter 163: Fever
- Chapter 162: Care For Someone
- Chapter 161: Quarrel
- Chapter 160: My Woman
- Chapter 159: This Is Not A Game
- Chapter 158: Yvaine’s Wedding
- Chapter 157: Looking For Something
- Chapter 156: More Than Me
- Chapter 155: Guests
- Chapter 154: I want to marry you too
- Chapter 153: Happy
- Chapter 152: Sudden Change
- Chapter 151: Dirty Stain
- Chapter 150: Like Predators
- Chapter 149: Decision
- Chapter 148: I’ll Die
- Chapter 147: I Cannot Do Anything
- Chapter 146: The Embroidery Exhibition
- Chapter 145: Being Watched
- Chapter 144: Out Of Thin Air
- Chapter 143: The Eyes Of Someone...
- Chapter 142: Erian
- Chapter 141: Live
- Chapter 140: Luckier And Better
- Chapter 139: Blessing
- Chapter 138: Longer
- Chapter 137: Nothing except her
- Chapter 136: Honey-Tongued Devil
- Chapter 135: Don’t Chase
- Chapter 134: Answer
- Chapter 133: Distracted Silence
- Chapter 132: A Beautiful Name
- Chapter 131: Are You Hiding Something?
- Chapter 130: The Last Relative
- Chapter 129: I Like You
- Chapter 128: Official Matter
- Chapter 127: Young Woman Named Ayana
- Chapter 126: A Madman
- Chapter 125: Gratitude
- Chapter 124: Invitation
- Chapter 123: Afraid
- Chapter 122: Gambling House
- Chapter 121: Ruin
- Chapter 120: Words To Say
- Chapter 119: Not Without Care
- Chapter 118: Serve a Purpose
- Chapter 117: Scolding People For You
- Chapter 116: Blossoms Are Born
- Chapter 115: This Is Not A Gift
- Chapter 114: Anew
- Chapter 113: Don’t Suffer
- Chapter 112: Fool
- Chapter 111: Dead Man Tells No Tales
- Chapter 110: Too Late
- Chapter 109: Slipping Justice
- Chapter 108: Pride
- Chapter 107: Blades Of Grass
- Chapter 106: As She Pleases
- Chapter 105: Box Of Pastries
- Chapter 104: We Continue
- Chapter 103: Confession
- Chapter 102: I Am Not Letting You Go
- Chapter 101: Say It Again
- Chapter 100: One Man
- Chapter 99: A Chance
- Chapter 98: Due Respect
- Chapter 97: Fourth Missing Woman
- Chapter 96: Kneeling
- Chapter 95: Fear
- Chapter 94: Call Me Something Sweet
- Chapter 93: Stand Beside You
- Chapter 92: Do I… or not?
- Chapter 91: The Account Of Human Ties
- Chapter 90: The Same Name
- Chapter 89: Nothing Will Change That
- Chapter 88: Is This Your Affection?
- Chapter 87: To Live For Myself
- Chapter 86: Like Rain
- Chapter 85: Mine
- Chapter 84: Crazy
- Chapter 83: Imminent
- Chapter 82: Thoughts Of You
- Chapter 81: Unwanted Guest
- Chapter 80: Not Anymore
- Chapter 79: The Aftermath
- Chapter 78: I... Killed A Person
- Chapter 77: A Stain
- Chapter 76: The Debt
- Chapter 75: In Every Sense
- Chapter 74: When all this is over…
- Chapter 73: The Games She’s Playing
- Chapter 72: The Ledger
- Chapter 71: Nearly Gone
- Chapter 70: Contemptible Creature
- Chapter 69: May I Take A Glimpse?
- Chapter 68: You Must Not Die
- Chapter 67: For Her
- Chapter 66: Watching
- Chapter 65: Locust Tree
- Chapter 64: Weakness
- Chapter 63: Vivid Red
- Chapter 62: The Name
- Chapter 61: Three Arrows
- Chapter 60: Consider This Your Punishment
- Chapter 59: A Faithless Man
- Chapter 58: My Brave Firebird
- Chapter 57: A Trap
- Chapter 56: An Honest Player
- Chapter 55: Instrument
- Chapter 54: Firefly
- Chapter 53: Petty Schemes
- Chapter 52: Hatred
- Chapter 51: An Alliance
- Chapter 50: You Will Find Me
- Chapter 49: A Line to Cross
- Chapter 48: Dreams
- Chapter 47: Hidden Past
- Chapter 46: Jade
- Chapter 45: Following
- Chapter 44: Wish to Resist
- Chapter 43: Changed
- Chapter 42: Something Curious
- Chapter 41: Hoping Against Hope
- Chapter 40: Only Her
- Chapter 39: Why Do You Weep?
- Chapter 38: Some Truths
- Chapter 37: Between You and Me
- Chapter 36: Only Ask Me
- Chapter 35: Disobedient
- Chapter 34: Magnanimity
- Chapter 33: Two Birds
- Chapter 32: Difficult
- Chapter 31: Monstrous Nature
- Chapter 30: Precious
- Chapter 29: Intimacy
- Chapter 28: A Silent Blade
- Chapter 27: Calculations
- Chapter 26: Trust
- Chapter 25: Remember
- Chapter 24: No Proof
- Chapter 23: Shift
- Chapter 22: Call Me By Name
- Chapter 21: Lean On Me
- Chapter 20: Mercy
- Chapter 19: Waiting For The News
- Chapter 18: Help Me
- Chapter 17: The Tea
- Chapter 16: Twilight
- Chapter 15: Cunning
- Chapter 14: Hound
- Chapter 13: Trembling
- Chapter 12: It’s His Choice
- Chapter 11: A Game Of Chess
- Chapter 10: Because It Is You
- Chapter 9: Play
- Chapter 8: The Rawest Wound
- Chapter 7: Peril
- Chapter 6: Mistake
- Chapter 5: Do As You Wish
- Chapter 4: What Do I Want?
- Chapter 3: Invitation
- Chapter 2: You Owe Me
- Chapter 1: The Wedding Night
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