'Wait, I'm Supposed to Become a Goddess?! But I'm a Guy!'
Chapter 3:Not gay tho
- Chapter 221:In trouble, Mize’s arrival.
- Chapter 220: Cahaya’s distress.
- Chapter 219: Fairness in her creations, Cahaya.
- Chapter 218: Mize’s insight, Alvira, finally becoming a grandma.
- Chapter 217: awkward moments.
- Chapter 216: The tree’s spirit, the seed of life.
- Chapter 215: Mize’s worries.
- Chapter 214: Using the nobles.
- Chapter 213: Despairing land
- Chapter 212: our saviour
- Chapter 211: Titans vs Armoured angry men
- Chapter 210: The broken blade legion decree.
- Chapter 209: Giants.
- Chapter 208: Sayfein was it?
- Chapter 207: Death warrant, discussion.
- Chapter 206: rift lurkers.
- Chapter 205: World Chat.
- Chapter 204: Angela.
- Chapter 203: A new child that guards the two world
- Chapter 202: Troublesome space
- Chapter 201: New skill
- Chapter 200: Musty morning
- Chapter 199: Memories lost
- Chapter 198: Mimi?
- Chapter 197: awakened
- Chapter 196: Regret?
- Chapter 195: The throne’s meeting
- Chapter 194: A blissful plea
- Chapter 193: A fateful encounter.
- Chapter 192: Freedom of choice?
- Chapter 191: The strongest lord in the world.
- Chapter 190: The reactions, plans, and joining the Throne’s cabinet.
- Chapter 189: Lady lyshell
- Chapter 188: The luxury of self
- Chapter 187: Mother’s separate will, Broken Blade legion’s agreement.
- Chapter 186: Time passed
- Chapter 185: One of the great old ones
- Chapter 184: Authority of emotions!
- Chapter 183: The rewritten fate
- Chapter 182: Star Gathering technique
- Chapter 181: Taking the battle into her own hands
- Chapter 180: Do not touch the warp’s authority
- Chapter 179: Scared the mermaid lord
- Chapter 178: Scarred land
- Chapter 177: The true king made the shot
- Chapter 176: You didn’t think of that, did you?
- Chapter 175: Saka, the Lord killer.
- Chapter 174: The Dark elven Lord, or is he?
- Chapter 173: Light nsfw warning
- Chapter 172: Regional panic.
- Chapter 171: Weird morning
- Chapter 170: She’s mine
- Chapter 169: The goblin lord
- Chapter 168: this is war
- Chapter 167: Broken Blade Legion! Spare me the formalities
- Chapter 166: The broke blade legion!
- Chapter 165: The battlefield’s situation, Harapan, Sayfien
- Chapter 164: Healer? Warning
- Chapter 163: Unsuccessful dungeon raid
- Chapter 162: Kelen’s gifted body
- Chapter 161: Hidden clashes in the dark alley
- Chapter 160: The battlefield
- Chapter 159: It’s a good tea
- Chapter 158: floating platform
- Chapter 157: Elias, Esmeralda, and her butler
- Chapter 156: Esmeralda and the butler
- Chapter 155: The holy knights
- Chapter 154: Trying to be a hero sucks
- Chapter 153: The vibrant of life
- Chapter 152: historical debate
- Chapter 151: Cataclysmic butt spanking
- Chapter 150: The ancient Golden eye
- Chapter 149: Bored Mimi
- Chapter 148: Something’s wrong with this Territory
- Chapter 147: Klein’s dilemma
- Chapter 146: Senior
- Chapter 145: The lone survivor
- Chapter 144: Power demonstration
- Chapter 143: to war?
- Chapter 142: Making it real
- Chapter 141: Going out.
- Chapter 140: Liam’s anger
- Chapter 139: Monsters
- Chapter 138: What is this?
- Chapter 137: The pharmacist shop, rumours
- Chapter 136: nighttime
- Chapter 135: A beautiful scene
- Chapter 134: A talk
- Chapter 133: Updated system
- Chapter 132: Elias worries, the ice berg beauty
- Chapter 131: A world dungeon
- Chapter 130: N-nice to meet you
- Chapter 129: Saving the beauty
- Chapter 128 - 1 Vs 2
- Chapter 127: Mysterious ice berg beauty
- Chapter 126: The underground dungeon world
- Chapter 125: Stuck in the underground dungeon
- Chapter 124: This is so stupid
- Chapter 123: Something extremely evil.
- Chapter 122: It’s not cheating as long as I don’t flirt with them
- Chapter 121: What if, there’s a chance for silver coins to drop?
- Chapter 120: The first day of dungeon
- Chapter 119: the dungeon
- Chapter 118: Her blade
- Chapter 117: Creation
- Chapter 116: Don’t misunderstood my divinity
- Chapter 115: Strange deaths
- Chapter 114: Illusion world
- Chapter 113: Truth? False?
- Chapter 112: Confused Mize.
- Chapter 111: Nuclear like blast.
- Chapter 110: Just a little bit more, I want to see
- Chapter 109: Then, I choose annihilation
- Chapter 108: Troublesome abilities.
- Chapter 107: The first move
- 106: Limit breakers
- Chapter 105: It was… A hard fought battle?
- Chapter 104: one sided massacre
- Chapter 103: How to deal with a god?
- Chapter 102: You will see
- Chapter 101: First, observation of a true battle
- Chapter 100: Fallen deities
- Chapter 99: To the training venue.
- Chapter 98: N-no penetration please…
- Chapter 97: Do I really have to?
- Chapter 96: Tounge action, NSFW
- Chapter 95:NSFW, finger movements.
- Chapter 94: Stoooopppp!
- Chapter 93: Early morning sensation
- Chapter 92: I am afraid
- Chapter 91: A night talk
- Chapter 90: Liam’s anger
- Chapter 89: I am just a fish, trust me
- Chapter 88: The slumbering eyes.
- Chapter 87: It’s time to be a fish
- Chapter 86: The birth of light and darkness
- Chapter 85: Oo Mother of Life
- Chapter 84: The dungeon creation, the forest!
- Chapter 83: Summoning Cards!
- Chapter 82: A small talk with Elias.
- Chapter 81: The arrival
- Chapter 80: Space formation!
- Chapter 79: Under the table [Light NSFW]
- Chapter 78: Wet noises.
- Chapter 77:for you!
- Chapter 76: New transformation
- Chapter 75: Thick and yet slim?
- Chapter 74: Unbreakable will
- Chapter 73: Enough points to evolve! Pokémon Mimi?
- Chapter 72: Heaty back journey
- Chapter 71: Coincidences are very scary, no?
- Chapter 70: Dig? yes dig!
- Chapter 69: The divinity of soul or beauty?
- Chapter 68: Why is my little cherub sad?
- Chapter 67: Forbidden realm
- Chapter 66: The wife of a villain
- Chapter 65: Slaughter, It seems I will have to summon more
- Chapter 64: They never escaped, they never did
- Chapter 63: Theories
- Chapter 62: The entrance.
- Chapter 61: S-stop kneading there!
- Chapter 60: The truth
- Chapter 59: Realization
- Chapter 58: I swear I will get it big! to the secret realm!
- Chapter 57: It’s flat
- Chapter 56: To the wall
- Chapter 55: Human divine?! planet Level!?
- Chapter 54: Treasures gps, Titrus heed the call!
- Chapter 53: Summoning stele
- Chapter 52: Say, how is the territory?
- Chapter 51: Early morning air
- Chapter 50: Power ranking.
- Chapter 49: The Yama lord is weak?
- Chapter 48: Abusive wife?
- Chapter 47: Intertwining fate
- Chapter 46: The heart of the territory
- Chapter 45: She is my wife
- Chapter 44: Serious series! Hidden move!
- Chapter 43: The dinner
- Chapter 42: Where is this?
- Chapter 41: Liam to the rescue!
- Chapter 40: The path of a goddess!
- Chapter 39: it’s finally my turn
- Chapter 38: The reality shards?
- Chapter 37: Mimi BEAM!
- Chapter 36: Pampering, MIMI BEAM!
- Chapter 35: Encounter with Adrian
- Chapter 34: Entering the VIPS venue
- Chapter 33: The start of the ceremony.
- Chapter 32: Awakening morning.
- Chapter 31: Lord’s path
- Chapter 30: It doesnt feel real.
- Chapter 29: The secrets behind this card
- Chapter 28: Summoning cards, bald old man
- Chapter 27:Looks shady
- Chapter 26: Dungeon Lord?
- Chapter 25: The Journey ‘Warning, bad - ’
- Chapter 24: Changes in appearance.
- Chapter 23: Short heartthrob moments.
- Chapter 22: Derek had become changed.
- Chapter 21: A new morning with him
- Chapter 20: A whole new level of pervert.
- Chapter 19: Liam, the villain.
- Chapter 18:Rooftop drama
- Chapter 17: Ahh, another drama
- Chapter 16: Ahh, drama
- Chapter 15:To the cafeteria like palace.
- Chapter 14: The protagonist… Ah yes, the protagonist.
- Chapter 13: Meeting the protagonist so early?
- Chapter 12: Going to school
- Chapter 11: The morning monday.
- Chapter 10: Somehow Derek is still here, but after this… a new guy will come
- Chapter 9: Recollecting thoughts.
- Chapter 8: The end of derek guy, jk… I won’t kill him
- Chapter 7:To the store…
- Chapter 6: I swear I am partially gay
- Chapter 5: His true self.
- Chapter 4:First night out
- Chapter 3:Not gay tho
- Chapter 2: It’s time for a stroll?
- Chapter 1: From Denial to Acceptance
His legs dangled over the edge of the bed, barely brushing the soft quilt below.
At 158 cm tall, he was shorter than most of his peers, something that occasionally gnawed at him, though he often told himself height wasn’t everything.
A small lie to keep the insecurities at bay, convincing himself that he didn’t look too much like a sissy compared to his taller, broader friends at school.
It was a fragile shield, but it worked most days.
He trudged to the edge of the bed, feeling as if he were standing on the edge of a cliff, the warm, cozy bed beneath him like a haven he didn’t want to leave.
Kicking off his bed shoes, he rearmed his feet with a pair of bunny indoor slippers, soft and fluffy, a guilty pleasure he never spoke of aloud.
They were absurdly cute, but the comfort they provided was unmatched, and he allowed himself this small joy, even as a slight nudge of embarrassment tugged at his mind.
With a resigned sigh, he stood up, well, not too tall, then made his way to the closet on the far side of the room.
The doors creaked as he opened them, revealing two distinct sections of clothing within.
The closet itself was a project he'd crafted with his own hands: simple woodworking, a few screws, and basic tools lying around the house.
It wasn’t perfect, but it was his, and that gave him a quiet sense of pride.
To the left, a dense array of male clothes hung, tightly packed together, hoodies, shirts, jeans, all carefully folded or draped.
Standard stuff, all of it plain and designed to fit in.
To the right, however, was a different story. A set of clothing far more personal, far more true to who he was, hung there, almost untouched.
Feminine, soft, vibrant, skirts, blouses, delicate fabrics that he had bought in secret and rarely dared to wear outside the confines of his room.
Each piece was a quiet rebellion against the rigid image he projected to the world, a small sliver of freedom he'd kept hidden for far too long.
"I wasn't like this before... " He sighed.
"But instead of wearing male clothes and being mistaken as a tomboy all the time... " He uttered, a faint hesitation tugging at the corner of his mind, but then it was forced and coerced away under an invisible hand.
And he continued his usually unspoken thoughts "Might as well dress up as one and cheat idiotic men some money while pretending to like them"
There is it...
The other side of his that he usually doesn't show on the surface.
Well, he is afraid to do so. The fear of being rejected by society or even facing the consequences of the said act and many more he had in mind.
That was the final string that he feared might occur if he were to delve too deep into this closet identity.
He stared at the right side of the closet, his reflection faintly visible in the door’s glass panel.
His long, unkempt hair framed his face, giving him an androgynous look that he had come to accept, even if reluctantly at first.
The system had pushed him, no, forced him, to embrace this transformation, slowly and steadily.
He had fought it, resisted the changes at every turn, but now… he realized he couldn’t deny it any longer.
"It's time to be true to myself, huh..." he whispered, his voice barely audible, as though saying it louder would make it too real.
His hand hovered over the clothes on the right, fingers brushing lightly against the fabric.
It was soft, inviting, and felt more like him*than the bulky, oversized hoodies on the other side.
There was no going back now, not when the system had bound itself to him, not when he had already started to change in ways he couldn’t control.
Maybe, just maybe, accepting this side of himself wouldn’t be as terrifying as he had once thought.
"Enjoying life a bit won't hurt, and also... maybe this system can help me on the path of the awakeners"
Taking a deep breath, he grabbed the outfit.
"Oh btw, I am not gay"
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Mize stood before the mirror, the weight of the dress settling around his slim frame as he adjusted the collar that hugged his neck.
The black fabric was sleek, flowing down his body in elegant folds.
The dress was long, reaching down to his ankles, its dark hue as deep and rich as the night sky.
It clung to his slender form in just the right places, accentuating his graceful silhouette, while the subtle pleats at the waist gave it a soft, flowing movement.
The collar, high and adorned with delicate silver embroidery, added a regal touch as if it had been plucked straight from the wardrobe of a medieval noblewoman.
The shoes he had chosen, a short-heeled pair made of polished wood and smooth leather, were an odd, anachronistic choice in a world where fashion had evolved into a strange blend of medieval and modern aesthetics.
The heels clicked softly against the tiled bathroom floor as he turned slightly, admiring the way they matched the elegance of the dress without detracting from its simplicity.
Around his wrists were thin silver bangles, each one delicately etched with intricate designs that caught the light whenever he moved.
A single black ribbon was tied around his waist, a small but striking contrast against the flowing fabric of the dress, cinching his figure.
His long hair, smooth and dark, fell down his back in a cascade, brushing against the collar and framing his face with an effortless beauty.
He ran his fingers through it, pushing it over his shoulders so it could fall more naturally, its silky strands adding to the femininity of his overall appearance.
His face, however, was the centerpiece of the reflection that stared back at him. His skin was flawless, a porcelain-like smoothness that gave him an ethereal, almost doll-like beauty.
His cheekbones were high, his lips full and naturally tinted with a soft pink hue. But it was his eyes that drew the most attention, their ruby-red irises glinting in the dim light of the bathroom.
They gleamed with an unnatural vibrancy, a striking contrast to his otherwise serene expression, and gave him an alluring look.
They were like two jewels set in the soft contours of his face, reminding him of the strange system that had changed him over time.
He stared at himself for a long moment, taking in every detail.
The transformation was undeniable. In this dress, with his long hair and soft features, he looked nothing like the boy he had been two years ago.
One could easily mistake him for some random pretty girl on the street, just living her life normally, going to the mall, to the cafe, and so on.
[Looks beautiful! Now get out of there and hook some men up]
The familiar sound echoed in his mind, interrupting his thoughts.
He hardly flinched at it now, having grown accustomed to the system's existence.
Over the last two years, without even fully realizing it, he had been accumulating points through these subtle changes, through this strange hobby of dressing up and embracing the feminine aspects of his appearance.
He wasn’t even sure how many points he had anymore, but the system had never made much sense to him in the first place.
Mize sighed, deciding to open the system panel for the very first time.
The translucent blue square materialized before him, hovering in the air with its cold, digital glow.
- Chapter 221:In trouble, Mize’s arrival.
- Chapter 220: Cahaya’s distress.
- Chapter 219: Fairness in her creations, Cahaya.
- Chapter 218: Mize’s insight, Alvira, finally becoming a grandma.
- Chapter 217: awkward moments.
- Chapter 216: The tree’s spirit, the seed of life.
- Chapter 215: Mize’s worries.
- Chapter 214: Using the nobles.
- Chapter 213: Despairing land
- Chapter 212: our saviour
- Chapter 211: Titans vs Armoured angry men
- Chapter 210: The broken blade legion decree.
- Chapter 209: Giants.
- Chapter 208: Sayfein was it?
- Chapter 207: Death warrant, discussion.
- Chapter 206: rift lurkers.
- Chapter 205: World Chat.
- Chapter 204: Angela.
- Chapter 203: A new child that guards the two world
- Chapter 202: Troublesome space
- Chapter 201: New skill
- Chapter 200: Musty morning
- Chapter 199: Memories lost
- Chapter 198: Mimi?
- Chapter 197: awakened
- Chapter 196: Regret?
- Chapter 195: The throne’s meeting
- Chapter 194: A blissful plea
- Chapter 193: A fateful encounter.
- Chapter 192: Freedom of choice?
- Chapter 191: The strongest lord in the world.
- Chapter 190: The reactions, plans, and joining the Throne’s cabinet.
- Chapter 189: Lady lyshell
- Chapter 188: The luxury of self
- Chapter 187: Mother’s separate will, Broken Blade legion’s agreement.
- Chapter 186: Time passed
- Chapter 185: One of the great old ones
- Chapter 184: Authority of emotions!
- Chapter 183: The rewritten fate
- Chapter 182: Star Gathering technique
- Chapter 181: Taking the battle into her own hands
- Chapter 180: Do not touch the warp’s authority
- Chapter 179: Scared the mermaid lord
- Chapter 178: Scarred land
- Chapter 177: The true king made the shot
- Chapter 176: You didn’t think of that, did you?
- Chapter 175: Saka, the Lord killer.
- Chapter 174: The Dark elven Lord, or is he?
- Chapter 173: Light nsfw warning
- Chapter 172: Regional panic.
- Chapter 171: Weird morning
- Chapter 170: She’s mine
- Chapter 169: The goblin lord
- Chapter 168: this is war
- Chapter 167: Broken Blade Legion! Spare me the formalities
- Chapter 166: The broke blade legion!
- Chapter 165: The battlefield’s situation, Harapan, Sayfien
- Chapter 164: Healer? Warning
- Chapter 163: Unsuccessful dungeon raid
- Chapter 162: Kelen’s gifted body
- Chapter 161: Hidden clashes in the dark alley
- Chapter 160: The battlefield
- Chapter 159: It’s a good tea
- Chapter 158: floating platform
- Chapter 157: Elias, Esmeralda, and her butler
- Chapter 156: Esmeralda and the butler
- Chapter 155: The holy knights
- Chapter 154: Trying to be a hero sucks
- Chapter 153: The vibrant of life
- Chapter 152: historical debate
- Chapter 151: Cataclysmic butt spanking
- Chapter 150: The ancient Golden eye
- Chapter 149: Bored Mimi
- Chapter 148: Something’s wrong with this Territory
- Chapter 147: Klein’s dilemma
- Chapter 146: Senior
- Chapter 145: The lone survivor
- Chapter 144: Power demonstration
- Chapter 143: to war?
- Chapter 142: Making it real
- Chapter 141: Going out.
- Chapter 140: Liam’s anger
- Chapter 139: Monsters
- Chapter 138: What is this?
- Chapter 137: The pharmacist shop, rumours
- Chapter 136: nighttime
- Chapter 135: A beautiful scene
- Chapter 134: A talk
- Chapter 133: Updated system
- Chapter 132: Elias worries, the ice berg beauty
- Chapter 131: A world dungeon
- Chapter 130: N-nice to meet you
- Chapter 129: Saving the beauty
- Chapter 128 - 1 Vs 2
- Chapter 127: Mysterious ice berg beauty
- Chapter 126: The underground dungeon world
- Chapter 125: Stuck in the underground dungeon
- Chapter 124: This is so stupid
- Chapter 123: Something extremely evil.
- Chapter 122: It’s not cheating as long as I don’t flirt with them
- Chapter 121: What if, there’s a chance for silver coins to drop?
- Chapter 120: The first day of dungeon
- Chapter 119: the dungeon
- Chapter 118: Her blade
- Chapter 117: Creation
- Chapter 116: Don’t misunderstood my divinity
- Chapter 115: Strange deaths
- Chapter 114: Illusion world
- Chapter 113: Truth? False?
- Chapter 112: Confused Mize.
- Chapter 111: Nuclear like blast.
- Chapter 110: Just a little bit more, I want to see
- Chapter 109: Then, I choose annihilation
- Chapter 108: Troublesome abilities.
- Chapter 107: The first move
- 106: Limit breakers
- Chapter 105: It was… A hard fought battle?
- Chapter 104: one sided massacre
- Chapter 103: How to deal with a god?
- Chapter 102: You will see
- Chapter 101: First, observation of a true battle
- Chapter 100: Fallen deities
- Chapter 99: To the training venue.
- Chapter 98: N-no penetration please…
- Chapter 97: Do I really have to?
- Chapter 96: Tounge action, NSFW
- Chapter 95:NSFW, finger movements.
- Chapter 94: Stoooopppp!
- Chapter 93: Early morning sensation
- Chapter 92: I am afraid
- Chapter 91: A night talk
- Chapter 90: Liam’s anger
- Chapter 89: I am just a fish, trust me
- Chapter 88: The slumbering eyes.
- Chapter 87: It’s time to be a fish
- Chapter 86: The birth of light and darkness
- Chapter 85: Oo Mother of Life
- Chapter 84: The dungeon creation, the forest!
- Chapter 83: Summoning Cards!
- Chapter 82: A small talk with Elias.
- Chapter 81: The arrival
- Chapter 80: Space formation!
- Chapter 79: Under the table [Light NSFW]
- Chapter 78: Wet noises.
- Chapter 77:for you!
- Chapter 76: New transformation
- Chapter 75: Thick and yet slim?
- Chapter 74: Unbreakable will
- Chapter 73: Enough points to evolve! Pokémon Mimi?
- Chapter 72: Heaty back journey
- Chapter 71: Coincidences are very scary, no?
- Chapter 70: Dig? yes dig!
- Chapter 69: The divinity of soul or beauty?
- Chapter 68: Why is my little cherub sad?
- Chapter 67: Forbidden realm
- Chapter 66: The wife of a villain
- Chapter 65: Slaughter, It seems I will have to summon more
- Chapter 64: They never escaped, they never did
- Chapter 63: Theories
- Chapter 62: The entrance.
- Chapter 61: S-stop kneading there!
- Chapter 60: The truth
- Chapter 59: Realization
- Chapter 58: I swear I will get it big! to the secret realm!
- Chapter 57: It’s flat
- Chapter 56: To the wall
- Chapter 55: Human divine?! planet Level!?
- Chapter 54: Treasures gps, Titrus heed the call!
- Chapter 53: Summoning stele
- Chapter 52: Say, how is the territory?
- Chapter 51: Early morning air
- Chapter 50: Power ranking.
- Chapter 49: The Yama lord is weak?
- Chapter 48: Abusive wife?
- Chapter 47: Intertwining fate
- Chapter 46: The heart of the territory
- Chapter 45: She is my wife
- Chapter 44: Serious series! Hidden move!
- Chapter 43: The dinner
- Chapter 42: Where is this?
- Chapter 41: Liam to the rescue!
- Chapter 40: The path of a goddess!
- Chapter 39: it’s finally my turn
- Chapter 38: The reality shards?
- Chapter 37: Mimi BEAM!
- Chapter 36: Pampering, MIMI BEAM!
- Chapter 35: Encounter with Adrian
- Chapter 34: Entering the VIPS venue
- Chapter 33: The start of the ceremony.
- Chapter 32: Awakening morning.
- Chapter 31: Lord’s path
- Chapter 30: It doesnt feel real.
- Chapter 29: The secrets behind this card
- Chapter 28: Summoning cards, bald old man
- Chapter 27:Looks shady
- Chapter 26: Dungeon Lord?
- Chapter 25: The Journey ‘Warning, bad - ’
- Chapter 24: Changes in appearance.
- Chapter 23: Short heartthrob moments.
- Chapter 22: Derek had become changed.
- Chapter 21: A new morning with him
- Chapter 20: A whole new level of pervert.
- Chapter 19: Liam, the villain.
- Chapter 18:Rooftop drama
- Chapter 17: Ahh, another drama
- Chapter 16: Ahh, drama
- Chapter 15:To the cafeteria like palace.
- Chapter 14: The protagonist… Ah yes, the protagonist.
- Chapter 13: Meeting the protagonist so early?
- Chapter 12: Going to school
- Chapter 11: The morning monday.
- Chapter 10: Somehow Derek is still here, but after this… a new guy will come
- Chapter 9: Recollecting thoughts.
- Chapter 8: The end of derek guy, jk… I won’t kill him
- Chapter 7:To the store…
- Chapter 6: I swear I am partially gay
- Chapter 5: His true self.
- Chapter 4:First night out
- Chapter 3:Not gay tho
- Chapter 2: It’s time for a stroll?
- Chapter 1: From Denial to Acceptance
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