My Family's Secret Website

(Do I like Sohen... as a man?)

Nanako froze with the cup to her lips.

The question was posed so simply and directly that she was momentarily speechless.

Her heart began to race, beating fast and erratically.

She lowered her gaze to the cup, trying to gather her thoughts.

(As a man...)

Memories immediately began to flood her mind... very old memories, from when Sohen was still a little boy.

From the very day they met and ever since, Nanako had come to see him as the son she never had.

In her eyes, he was a warm, smiling, and slightly shy boy whom she sometimes fed when his father... was living his own life.

He was the first and surely the best friend for her daughter, who had trouble socializing, as well as the most welcome guest in their home.

Nanako saw in him a precious... friend from her youth and Maria’s adolescence, but now... everything had changed.

In the short time since they’d moved in and become neighbors, she’d seen him grow into an adult.

Tall, slender, and with a confident gaze.

(Sohen... you’ve changed so much physically.)

The turning point in her feelings toward Sohen was that fateful incident in the bathroom, which she desperately wanted to forget as soon as possible, but the real blow to her heart came that evening when Nanako was writing her original story about the taboo relationship between a stepmother and her stepson, and then fantasized and experienced one of the best orgasms of her life, imagining that her neighbor was the male protagonist and the dark-haired, mature female writer was the female protagonist.

Nanako felt her cheeks begin to burn.

- (Me). "I don’t know..."

she thought, speaking those last words to herself.

Memories that no longer directly concerned Sohen also flashed through her mind.

(Almost ten years of loneliness...)

Her ex-husband, whom she had once loved, quickly lost all interest in her, and then even cheating and set her up.

She no longer wanted to give other men a chance and devoted all her love to her daughter, but... the sexual hunger that had built up over the years only grew stronger, leading to certain psychological problems, of which there had been plenty even before.

Nanako had been able to control herself for a very long time, but the appearance of the adult Sohen broke something inside her.

Without exaggeration, her friend and neighbor, whom she knew well in the past, was young, handsome, and strong, and also... had a huge penis, which she had seen only once but remembered for the rest of her life.

(A size like that... you don’t even see in porn...)

Left alone with her chaotic thoughts and the constant image of her young neighbor before her eyes, somewhere deep in her heart, she understood the terrible truth.

(Damn!... Phew...)

Perhaps... her feelings for him had begun to grow much earlier, when he was still a child.

Sohen had planted a seed of love in the heart of the single mother, a seed that, like him, grew until, in the end, when he looked like an adult, it would finally take possession of the soul of a mature woman.

(What am I thinking?...)

Nanakо was completely confused.

She didn’t know what she was feeling.

Shame? Lust? Tenderness? Fear? — it all tangled into a single knot.

Karin, seeing that her friend was silent and deep in thought, smiled gently and said quietly:

- (Karin). "I understand this is a difficult question... You don’t have to answer. It’s just my personal curiosity, but... I’ll say what you already know. Even though Sohen is my adopted son, I... I like him as a man."

- (Me). "..."

Karin continued calmly, though with a slight tremor in her voice:

- (Karin). "I struggled with my true feelings for a long time. Ten years... for ten years I was his mother. I watched him grow, become stronger and more handsome. At first it was just maternal love, and then... one day I realized that I was looking at him differently..."

- (Me). "..."

The blonde paused and added quietly:

- (Karin). "By the way, before I forget... I know you were spying on us when Sohen... was inside me."

- (Me). "???"

Nanak blushed all the way to the roots of her hair.

- (Me). "How... I..."

Karin smiled gently:

- (Karin). "You had such a shocked look on your face, and I thought it was funny, ha-ha."

- (Me). "..."

- (Karin). "No one but me knows that you accidentally saw Sohen... shoving his massive cock into his adoptive mother’s mouth, and logically speaking, instead of laughing, I should be begging you to keep this a secret, right?

- (Me). "..."

- (Karin). "If it were anyone else, I would really beg them to keep it a secret, but..."

- (Me). "But?"

- (Karin). "..."

The corners of the blonde’s lips turned up slightly, and then...

- (Karin). "Just for a microsecond... Besides the shock in your eyes... I saw another emotion common to any woman interested in a certain man — jealousy. It was really interesting to find out, haha."

- (Me). "..."

(Jealousy... I won’t create any unnecessary drama and will just say that she’s probably... right.)

- (Karin). "Am I right? If so, that’s perfectly normal. I also don’t really like it when some random woman tries to flirt with my beloved son, but..."

- (Me). "But?..."

- (Karin). "Hehe... I’ll let you get ’as close as possible’ to him."

- (Me). "???"

(As close as possible?... Oh my God, she’s talking about...)

- (Me). "What... what did you say?"

Karin continued to look at her without breaking eye contact or losing her smile, then slowly raised her hand and placed it on top of her hand, which was resting on the table.

- (Karin). "I’m saying I don’t mind if you... please him just this once. Just oral. Nothing more. No penetration. Just... so you can feel him. Feel what he’s become, hehe..."

Nanakо sat with her eyes wide open.

Her cheeks instantly turned even more crimson.

She didn’t know where to put her hands or where to look.

- (Me). "Karin... you... are you serious?... Why?... You... why are you suggesting this?"

The blonde withdrew her hand and leaned back in her chair, sighed quietly, and, as if gathering her thoughts, replied:

- (Karin). "When we first met, I immediately felt that we had a lot in common. You’re warm, sincere, a little shy, and the more I got to know you, the more convinced I became — you’re special. You were the one who, during the hardest period of Sohen’s life, helped him become who he is today. Formally, I became his ’mom’ later... but you were the first one who truly cared for him when he was still a little boy. You gave him warmth, a sense of stability, and understanding. Thanks to you, he grew up physically and psychologically healthy... I will be eternally grateful to you for that."

Karin paused, and her voice softened:

- (Karin). "That’s why I don’t mind if you experience a little of what he has to offer just once... A little of his love. His strength and passion. Only... if you want to."

Nanakо sat there, completely stunned.

She couldn’t believe this was really happening.

Her heart was pounding so hard that it felt as if Karin could hear it too.

Karin finished her tea, set down her cup, and stood up. 𝚏𝕣𝐞𝗲𝐰𝕖𝐛𝐧𝕠𝕧𝚎𝚕.𝐜𝚘𝗺

- (Karin). "Think about what I said. If you want to, just let me know and... I hope we can stay friends... real friends, hehe."

She smiled gently, touched Nanako’s shoulder, and walked to the door.

After the door closed behind Karin, Nanako sat at the table for a long time, not moving.

The tea in her cup had long since gone cold.

She looked into it and saw a reflection... a half-naked Sohen, staring at her with a lustful and hungry gaze.

She looked away sharply, blushing like a chaste schoolgirl, and quietly, almost in a whisper, said to herself:

- (Me). "I’ve gone mad... I’ve completely gone mad..."