My Kaiju Parasite Revived Me, But a Yandere Bought My Streaming Rights

The guest room sat at the back of the safe house, above the kitchen.

Caleb stopped outside the door at seventeen-fifty-eight.

Below him, his mother moved around the stove.

His brother laughed at something.

That sound held Caleb in the hallway longer than the door did.

He could not remember the last time he had heard his brother laugh. Not a small exhale. Not a polite answer. A real laugh, coming up through floorboards from a kitchen where their mother was cooking too much rice.

He listened until the laugh ended.

Then he knocked.

Iris opened the door.

She already had her coat on. The logbook was tucked under her left arm. She had been preparing to leave whether Caleb came upstairs or not, because Iris did not trust other people to arrive on time for painful conversations.

She stepped aside. Caleb entered, and she closed the door behind him.

"I’m going for a walk," she said quietly.

"Iris."

"Listen first."

She kept her voice low enough that it belonged only to the room.

"He’s been awake since two. Water, no food. The list is on the bedside table. He is going to tell you to take it. Take it. Don’t argue about whether you’re ready."

Her eyes held his.

"He isn’t going to bless you into readiness. That’s not the conversation. The list is the conversation. Take the list, Mercer."

Caleb nodded. "Thank you."

Iris gave one short nod back, then left.

Marcus sat up in bed against three pillows.

He wore a clean white shirt. The dark canvas coat from Saint Halvard’s had been folded over the chair beside the bed. His hair was washed. His hands rested on the cover, steady now in the way hands became steady when there was nothing left to spend on shaking.

He seemed his age for the first time since Caleb had met him.

"Sit down."

Caleb sat on the edge of the bed.

Marcus reached for the bedside table.

One folded piece of cream-colored paper lay there. Heavy paper. Folded in thirds. Caleb’s name written across the top in his father’s handwriting.

Marcus picked it up without unfolding it. He held it out. Caleb took it. He did not unfold it either.

The paper sat on his thigh like a weight.

Marcus said, "This is the plan I wrote on Day Twelve."

Caleb raised his eyes to him.

"It is the plan for the eleven. Forty-three pages. The page you are holding is the summary. The forty-three pages are in the wall safe behind that mirror."

Marcus nodded toward the far wall.

"The combination is your brother’s birth date read backward. Memorize the full plan in the next two weeks. Then burn it. Keep the summary. It contains nothing the executives do not already know."

"Why are you giving it to me?"

"Because I’m not doing it."

Marcus took one breath. The sentence had landed without drama, and that made it worse.

"I have been doing this for forty-six years. The seal was the last thing I was supposed to do. I never let myself imagine after, because I did not think I would survive it."

His hand brushed the blanket once.

"I survived. I am tired. I will be tired for the next year. I’m going to sit in this house with your mother and your brother for that year and be a husband and a father. Not the carpenter."

Caleb held the paper tighter.

"After the year, if you still need me, I come back to the work. I do not think you will. By then, you will have built your own carpenters."

For ten seconds, Caleb said nothing.

The kitchen noises below filled the space: water, pan, his mother’s voice, his brother answering.

"Dad." "Yes." "I don’t know how to do this."

"You know pieces."

"Pieces are not the same as the thing."

"No. But you have had pieces since you were eleven. You have done parts of this without knowing for six years. Iris taught you pieces. Vance taught you pieces. The Hacker, Soma, Elara, even the yard taught you pieces. I gave you eight days of mine."

Marcus nodded toward the paper.

"You do not need to know how today. You need to know by Day Thirty-Five. That is when the first three of the eleven become a coordinated problem. You have until then."

"Built me," Caleb said. The phrase had not left him.

Marcus studied his own hands. "Yes."

"You said they built me."

"We did." He did not hide from the word.

"We began when you were twenty-four. We did not ask. I am sorry. We had no other option and less time than we needed. I cannot apologize enough for making a tool out of you while calling it protection."

"Mom?"

"Your mother helped without knowing all of it."

That hurt in a different place.

"She knew you needed to survive. She did not know the chamber math. She had been doing her own version since 2014, after I told her I might come back. She built a son who could endure debt, the yard, and every ugly pressure she could see. I used that. Then we built you from different sides, and I let you think it was only life."

Marcus’s voice roughened.

"I am sorry, Caleb. You were not in a position to consent."

Caleb sat with it. He let the ugly part be ugly. Iris’s drills. Vance’s yard lessons.

The way every adult in his life had called survival normal while moving him closer to a war he had not known existed.

He should have been angrier.

Maybe he would be later.

Right now, the man in the bed seemed like his father and no longer like the machine that had carried the plan.

"Okay," Caleb said.

Marcus blinked.

"Okay?"

"You did what you had to do. I am the man I am. I would not undo the building."

Caleb’s attention dropped to the folded paper.

"I would have liked to know."

"Yes."

"I don’t need an apology that lasts the next year. I need you to rest. Be a husband. Be a father. I’ll come ask questions when I need to. You can answer or not. I won’t be angry either way." 𝙛𝒓𝓮𝙚𝔀𝒆𝒃𝓷𝒐𝓿𝙚𝓵.𝙘𝒐𝒎

Marcus studied him for a long time.

"You are kinder than your grandfather was."

"I have not killed anyone in this room."

Marcus did not laugh. The corner of his mouth moved. For him, that was close enough.

He put his hand on the blanket between them.

Caleb put his hand over it.

Marcus turned his palm up so they were palm to palm.

They stayed like that for three minutes.

Eventually Marcus said, "I’m going to sleep now."

"Okay."

"Iris will return at twenty-one-hundred. Your mother will bring dinner at nineteen-thirty. The captain is expecting you at twenty-one."

Caleb’s hand tightened.

"You will not come back tonight," Marcus said. "You will return tomorrow morning when you choose to come back. Not because guilt drags you here early, and not because the work scares you away from her."

"Dad."

"There is no rush. Day Thirty-Five is two and a half weeks away."

Caleb nodded. Marcus held his hand one last time.

"Caleb." "Yeah."

"I love you."

The room changed around the words.

"I have not said that to you since you were eleven. I am saying it now. I am going to say it again tomorrow morning. I will keep saying it. I would like you to get used to hearing it before I get tired of saying it."

Caleb could not answer.

He held his father’s hand for another thirty seconds.

Then he stood.

He left the guest room and closed the door softly behind him.

Downstairs, the kitchen was warm.

His mother and brother were there.

His brother was peeling a potato with the seriousness of a man defusing a device. Half the potato was done. A bowl of uneven slices sat beside him. He studied each cut before making the next.

His mother stood at the sink. She turned when Caleb entered.

"Captain’s quarters," she said.

"Yes."

"Take the coat your father left on the chair in the front room. It is cold tonight."

"It’s June."

"It will be cold at the captain’s quarters at four in the morning when you come outside to think. Take the coat."

"Mom."

"Take the coat, Caleb." He took the coat and kissed the top of her head.

Then he put a hand on his brother’s shoulder.

His brother kept peeling.

"Have a good night," his brother said. "Yeah. See you tomorrow."

"Yeah."

Caleb put the coat on at the front door.

Outside, the city had not decided what kind of night it wanted to be.

The Mercer name was in the news, but the feeds had not processed it yet. Chat was still arguing over the Saint Halvard’s footage from oh-six-thirty. The executive table remained in closed session. The eleven were still in the vault.

The world had not broken.

Not yet.

He walked to the captain’s quarters instead of taking a car.

Twenty minutes.

The folded summary stayed in his coat pocket.

He had not opened it.

He would open it there, if he opened it tonight at all.

The captain had left the door open for the night.

He had chosen to walk through it.

The plan for the eleven could wait until he was somewhere he did not have to hold himself upright alone.

The building was low brick with a private courtyard.

Captains had their own buildings. Caleb had never been inside one.

The guard at the gate recognized him and waved him through without checking for a lanyard he was not wearing.

Caleb climbed the stairs. He stopped at her door. Elara opened it before he knocked. She had heard his boots.

Black sweater. Dark jeans. Hair loose. No makeup. A cup of tea in her left hand. The cut above her cheekbone had healed into a thin pink line.

Her eyes were steady, waiting.

"Mercer." "Captain."

"Come in." He did, and she closed the door behind him.