Extra's Pov: The Goddess Wants Me To Conquer Milfs

FUUUUUCK!"

The keyboard hit the wall before Logan even realized he’d thrown it.

He stood in the middle of his apartment, chest heaving, staring at the screen like it had personally wronged him. Because honestly? It had.

Five years.

Five years of outlines and rewrites and all-nighters, of skipping social events he wasn’t invited to anyway, of surviving on instant noodles and the delusion that this — this novel — was going to be his ticket out.

Three loyal readers.

That was his reward. Three.

What absolute garbage.

He dragged a hand through his tangled hair, the anger slowly curdling into something worse: exhaustion. The kind that settled deep in the bones.

The novel was done. He’d made sure of that.

Not the ending he’d once dreamed about, the triumphant one where the protagonist stood victorious over everything and the readers screamed in the comments for a sequel.

No.

What he’d written instead was a massacre.

The Demon Emperor had gained a sudden, unreasonable power surge and killed the protagonist in a battle he was supposed to win. Otherworldly invaders materialized without a shred of buildup and wiped out the remaining cast.

Logan had burned his own world to the ground.

If I can’t win, neither can you.

A bitter laugh left his mouth. He dropped into his chair, and the last of the tension went out of him like air from a punctured tire.

Life really is just a graveyard of unfinished dreams.

He stared blankly at the screen.

School dropout. Orphan. No family worth contacting, no friends who’d stuck around, no plan for whatever came next. Just the empty cursor blinking in the document where the final Chapter sat, cold and brutal.

Should I write another one?

The thought arrived and he immediately hated it. The idea of starting over, of pouring more years into another project only to reach the same hollow destination...

His chest tightened.

"Forget it." He slammed his fist on the desk. The cup beside his monitor rattled.

He wasn’t even doing it wrong! He’d studied top authors obsessively, dismantled their structures, reverse-engineered their hooks, cloned their pacing.

Nothing.

He’d tried something completely original, something bold and strange.

Also nothing.

So what was the point?

He was about to curse again when a faint sound stopped him.

A soft, steady hissss.

Logan glanced toward the corner of the desk.

At some point during the meltdown, his coffee had tipped. Dark liquid crept slowly, almost patiently, toward the tangled mess of wires and extension cords against the wall.

"Oh—"

The small explosion wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t cinematic.

It was just enough.

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Darkness. Then light.

Logan’s awareness came back in pieces, like a loading screen that kept buffering.

...Where am I?

The memories followed immediately after, cold and clear.

Didn’t I just... die?

"Yes," said a voice. "You did."

His eyes snapped open.

She stood a few feet away, and Logan’s mind went genuinely blank for a moment — not out of fear, but because his brain simply could not process what it was looking at quickly enough.

The woman wore a slip of crimson silk, the kind of garment designed less to cover and more to suggest. The fabric moved with her like it was alive, clinging where it wanted to, falling where it chose. A slit ran up one thigh, unhurried and deliberate.

She floated toward him with the quiet confidence of someone who had never once in her existence needed to rush.

She stopped close enough that Logan could smell her — something floral underneath something heavier, something that made his thoughts go sideways.

Her eyes were dark and heavy-lidded, and she was looking at him the way a cat looks at something it’s already decided to play with.

"Who are you?" Logan asked. His voice came out steadier than he felt.

Her lips curved.

"I am many things." A pause, perfectly timed. "But most know me as the Goddess of Lust."

Logan stared at her.

"...Right."

She tilted her head. "You don’t believe me?"

"I’m not sure I believe any of this." He looked around, taking in the soft, sourceless light surrounding them. "I just died from a coffee spill and an extension cord. Forgive me for being disoriented."

A laugh escaped her — genuine, surprised, like she hadn’t expected that.

Then she leaned closer, and Logan held very still.

"Perhaps," she said, her voice dropping to something quieter, "you know me by another name."

Her fingers brushed his jaw, barely touching.

"I’m perverteddream."

The name hit him like cold water.

Logan searched her face for a joke. Found nothing.

That username. The one that showed up on every Chapter within minutes of posting. The one that left comments when no one else did, that kept coming back even when the numbers tanked, that never — not once in five years — missed an update.

Of all the things to find in the afterlife.

He let out a slow breath.

"I had no choice," he said. "It was either finish it or let it drag on forever going nowhere. I was suffocating under it."

Something shifted in her expression. Not anger. Closer to genuine disappointment, which somehow landed worse.

"For years," she said quietly, "I followed that story. There were arcs unfinished. Characters with room to grow." A beat. "And you burned all of it."

"I know."

Silence settled between them.

Then the corner of her mouth pulled upward.

"I have a proposal."

Logan raised an eyebrow.

"I’ll reincarnate you," she said, "into your novel."

He stared at her for a long moment.

"You do know what kind of novel it is, right?"

"The protagonist grows stronger through conquest," she said simply. "Each arc more indulgent than the last. The kind of story that makes readers come back just to see what happens next." She tilted her head. "Including this goddess."

Logan processed this.

"So the standard move," he said slowly, "would be for me to go in as a side character and steal the heroines from the main character."

She laughed again. The sound did something unreasonable to the air around her.

"Author," she said, leaning in just slightly, "you’re thinking too small."

Her eyes gleamed with something that could have been amusement and could have been danger. Possibly both.

"I’m not sending you after the heroines."

A pause.

"I’m sending you after their mothers."

Logan went completely still.

"...Excuse me?"

"Think about it," she murmured.

Then she closed the remaining distance between them, and her lips pressed against his — warm and unhurried, carrying a weight that had nothing to do with physical force.

Logan, to his credit, did not hesitate.

He kissed her back with everything he had.

When she finally pulled away, she was smiling. Slowly. The kind of smile that meant she’d already won something.

"Complete your first mission," she whispered. Her fingers trailed along his jaw as she pulled back. "Then you can have me."

His vision began to fade at the edges.

The last thing he registered was her smile.

First mission.

The words followed him into the dark.