Cultivation System: Elder Edition
Chapter 169 - Ways of the Wild (I)
- Chapter 401 - A Glimpse (I)
- Chapter 400 - Grudges (VII)
- Chapter 399 - Grudge (VI)
- Chapter 398 - A Vow (XI)
- Chapter 397 - A Vow (X)
- Chapter 396 - A Vow (IX)
- Chapter 395 - A Vow (VIII)
- Chapter 394 - A Vow (VII)
- Chapter 393 - A Vow (VI)
- Chapter 392 - A Vow (V)
- Chapter 391 - A Vow (IV)
- Chapter 390 - A Vow (III)
- Chapter 389 - A Vow (II)
- Chapter 388 - A Vow (I)
- Chapter 387 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXXIV)
- Chapter 386 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXXII)
- Chapter 385 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXXI)
- Chapter 384 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXX)
- Chapter 383 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXIX)
- Chapter 382 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXVIII)
- Chapter 381 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXVII)
- Chapter 380 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXVI)
- Chapter 379 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXV)
- Chapter 378 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXIV)
- Chapter 377 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVIII)
- Chapter 376 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVII)
- Chapter 375 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVI)
- Chapter 374 - Ghosts of the Mine (XV)
- Chapter 373 - Ghosts of the Mine (XIV)
- Chapter 372 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVIII)
- Chapter 371 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVII)
- Chapter 370 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVI)
- Chapter 369 - Ghosts of the Mine (XV)
- Chapter 368 - Ghosts of the Mine (XIV)
- Chapter 367 - Ghosts of the Mine (XIII)
- Chapter 366 - Ghosts of the Mine (XII)
- Chapter 365 - Ghosts of the Mine (XI)
- Chapter 364 - Ghosts of the Mine (X)
- Chapter 363 - Ghosts of the Mine (IX)
- Chapter 362 - Ghosts of the Mine (VIII)
- Chapter 361 - Ghosts of the Mine (VII)
- Chapter 360 - Ghosts of the Mine (VI)
- Chapter 359 - Ghosts of the Mine (V)
- Chapter 358 - Ghosts of the Mine (IV)
- Chapter 357 - Ghosts of the Mine (III)
- Chapter 356 - Ghosts of the Mine (II)
- Chapter 355 - Ghosts of the Mine (I)
- Chapter 354 - Changes (XI)
- Chapter 353 - Changes (X)
- Chapter 352 - Changes (IX)
- Chapter 351 - Changes (VIII)
- Chapter 350 - Changes (VII)
- Chapter 349 - Changes (VI)
- Chapter 348 - Changes (V)
- Chapter 347 - Changes (IV)
- Chapter 346 - Changes (III)
- Chapter 345 - Changes (II)
- Chapter 344 - Changes (I)
- Chapter 343 - World Awakens (II)
- Chapter 342 - World Awakens (I)
- Chapter 341 - Truths and Lies (XXVII)
- Chapter 340 - Truths and Lies (XXVI)
- Chapter 339 - Truths and Lies (XXV)
- Chapter 338 - Truths and Lies (XXIV)
- Chapter 337 - Truths and Lies (XXIII)
- Chapter 336 - Truths and Lies (XXII)
- Chapter 335 - Truths and Lies (XXI)
- Chapter 334 - Truths and Lies (XX)
- Chapter 333 - Truths and Lies (XIX)
- Chapter 332 - Truths and Lies (XVIII)
- Chapter 331 - Truths and Lies (XVII)
- Chapter 330 - Truths and Lies (XVI)
- Chapter 329 - Truths and Lies (XV)
- Chapter 328 - Truths and Lies (XIV)
- Chapter 327 - Truths and Lies (XIII)
- Chapter 326 - Truths and Lies (XII)
- Chapter 325 - Truths and Lies (XI)
- Chapter 324 - Truths and Lies (X)
- Chapter 323 - Truths and Lies (IX)
- Chapter 322 - Truths and Lies (VIII)
- Chapter 321 - Truths and Lies (VII)
- Chapter 320 - Truths and Lies (VI)
- Chapter 319 - Truths and Lies (V)
- Chapter 318 - Truths and Lies (IV)
- Chapter 317 - Truths and Lies (III)
- Chapter 316 - Truths and Lies (II)
- Chapter 315 - Truths and Lies (I)
- Chapter 314 - Surging Spirit Art (V)
- Chapter 313 - Surging Spirit Art (IV)
- Chapter 312 - Surging Spirit Art (III)
- Chapter 311 - Surging Spirit Art (II)
- Chapter 310 - Surging Spirit Art (I)
- Chapter 309 - Secrets of the Lake (VI)
- Chapter 308 - Secrets of the Lake (V)
- Chapter 307 - Secrets of the Lake (IV)
- Chapter 306 - Secrets of the Lake (III)
- Chapter 305 - Secrets of the Lake (II)
- Chapter 304 - Secrets of the Lake (I)
- Chapter 303 - Silent Sage (VI)
- Chapter 302 - Silent Sage (V)
- Chapter 301 - Silent Sage (IV)
- Chapter 300 - Silent Sage (III)
- Chapter 299 - Silent Sage (II)
- Chapter 298 - Grudges (V)
- Chapter 297 - Grudges (IV)
- Chapter 296 - Silent Sage (I)
- Chapter 295 - Moonlake City (IX)
- Chapter 294 - Moonlake City (VIII)
- Chapter 293 - Moonlake City (VII)
- Chapter 292 - Moonlake City (VI)
- Chapter 291 - Moonlake City (V)
- Chapter 290 - Moonlake City (IV)
- Chapter 289 - Moonlake City (III)
- Chapter 288 - Moonlake City (II)
- Chapter 287 - Moonlake City (I)
- Chapter 286 - Moon Lake (XII)
- Chapter 285 - Moon Lake (XI)
- Chapter 284 - Moon Lake (X)
- Chapter 283 - Moon Lake (IX)
- Chapter 282 - Moon Lake (VIII)
- Chapter 281 - Moon Lake (VII)
- Chapter 280 - Moon Lake (VI)
- Chapter 279 - Moon Lake (V)
- Chapter 278 - Moon Lake (IV)
- Chapter 277 - Moon Lake (III)
- Chapter 276 - Moon Lake (II)
- Chapter 275 - Grudges (III)
- Chapter 274 - Moon Lake (I)
- Chapter 273 - Enduring Eternity (V)
- Chapter 272 - Enduring Eternity (IV)
- Chapter 271 - Enduring Eternity (III)
- Chapter 270 - Enduring Eternity (II)
- Chapter 269 - Enduring Eternity (I)
- Chapter 268 - Unforgiven (IX)
- Chapter 267 - Unforgiven (VIII)
- Chapter 266 - Unforgiven (VII)
- Chapter 265 - Unforgiven (VI)
- Chapter 264 - Unforgiven (V)
- Chapter 263 - Unforgiven (IV)
- Chapter 262 - Unforgiven (III)
- Chapter 261 - Unforgiven (II)
- Chapter 260 - Unforgiven (I)
- Chapter 259 - Darkness (X)
- Chapter 258 - Darkness (IX)
- Chapter 257 - Darkness (VIII)
- Chapter 256 - Darkness (VII)
- Chapter 255 - Darkness (VI)
- Chapter 254 - Darkness (V)
- Chapter 253 - Darkness (IV)
- Chapter 252 - Darkness (III)
- Chapter 251 - Darkness (II)
- Chapter 250 - Darkness (I)
- Chapter 249 - Legends and Myths (VII)
- Chapter 248 - Legends and Myths (VI)
- Chapter 247 - Legends and Myths (V)
- Chapter 246 - Legends and Myths (IV)
- Chapter 245 - Legends and Myths (III)
- Chapter 244 - Legends and Myths (II)
- Chapter 243 - Legends and Myths (I)
- Chapter 242 - Legend of the Masked Children (XII)
- Chapter 241 - Legend of the Masked Children (XI)
- Chapter 240 - Legend of the Masked Children (X)
- Chapter 239 - Legend of the Masked Children (IX)
- Chapter 238 - Legend of the Masked Children (VIII)
- Chapter 237 - Legend of the Masked Children (VII)
- Chapter 236 - Legend of the Masked Children (VI)
- Chapter 235 - Legend of the Masked Children (V)
- Chapter 234 - Legend of the Masked Children (IV)
- Chapter 233 - Legend of the Masked Children (III)
- Chapter 232 - Legend of the Masked Children (II)
- Chapter 231 - Legend of the Masked Children (I)
- Chapter 230 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (XII)
- Chapter 229 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (XI)
- Chapter 228 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (X)
- Chapter 227 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (IX)
- Chapter 226 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (VIII)
- Chapter 225 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (VII)
- Chapter 224 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (VI)
- Chapter 223 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (V)
- Chapter 222 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (IV)
- Chapter 221 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (III)
- Chapter 220 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (II)
- Chapter 219 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (I)
- Chapter 218 - Spirits Blossoming (VII)
- Chapter 217 - Spirits Blossoming (VI)
- Chapter 216 - Spirits Blossoming (V)
- Chapter 215 - Spirits Blossoming (IV)
- Chapter 214 - Spirits Blossoming (III)
- Chapter 213 - Spirits Blossoming (II)
- Chapter 212 - Spirits Blossoming (I)
- Chapter 211 - The Sight of Silver (V)
- Chapter 210 - The Sight of Silver (IV)
- Chapter 209 - The Sight of Silver (III)
- Chapter 208 - The Sight of Silver (II)
- Chapter 207 - Grudges (II)
- Chapter 206 - The Sight of Silver (I)
- Chapter 205 - Over the Summit (XI)
- Chapter 204 - Over the Summit (X)
- Chapter 203 - Over the Summit (IX)
- Chapter 202 - Over the Summit (VIII)
- Chapter 201 - Over the Summit (VII)
- Chapter 200 - Over the Summit (VI)
- Chapter 199 - Over the Summit (V)
- Chapter 198 - Over the Summit (IV)
- Chapter 197 - Over the Summit (III)
- Chapter 196 - Over the Summit (II)
- Chapter 195 - Over the Summit (I)
- Chapter 194 - Calls From Beyond (IV)
- Chapter 193 - Calls From Beyond (III)
- Chapter 192 - Calls From Beyond (II)
- Chapter 191 - Calls From Beyond (I)
- Chapter 190 - The Unspoken Hurt (VIII)
- Chapter 189 - The Unspoken Hurt (VII)
- Chapter 188 - The Unspoken Hurt (VI)
- Chapter 187 - The Unspoken Hurt (V)
- Chapter 186 - The Unspoken Hurt (IV)
- Chapter 185 - The Unspoken Hurt (III)
- Chapter 184 - The Unspoken Hurt (II)
- Chapter 183 - The Unspoken Hurt (I)
- Chapter 182 - Eternal Lament (VIII)
- Chapter 181 - Eternal Lament (VII)
- Chapter 180 - Eternal Lament (VI)
- Chapter 179 - Eternal Lament (V)
- Chapter 178 - Eternal Lament (IV)
- Chapter 177 - Eternal Lament (III)
- Chapter 176 - Eternal Lament (II)
- Chapter 175 - Eternal Lament (I)
- Chapter 174 - Single Severance (II)
- Chapter 173 - Single Severance (I)
- Chapter 172 - Ways of the Wild (IV)
- Chapter 171 - Ways of the Wild (III)
- Chapter 170 - Ways of the Wild (II)
- Chapter 169 - Ways of the Wild (I)
- Chapter 168 - Eternal Range (X)
- Chapter 167 - Eternal Range (IX)
- Chapter 166 - Eternal Range (VIII)
- Chapter 165 - Eternal Range (VII)
- Chapter 164 - Eternal Range (VI)
- Chapter 163 - Eternal Range (V)
- Chapter 162 - Eternal Range (IV)
- Chapter 161 - Eternal Range (III)
- Chapter 160 - Eternal Range (II)
- Chapter 159 - Eternal Range (I)
- Chapter 158 - Sages of the Abyss (II)
- Chapter 157 - Sages of the Abyss (I)
- Chapter 156 - Festival of Sins (VII)
- Chapter 155 - Grudges (I)
- Chapter 154 - Festival of Sins (VI)
- Chapter 153 - Festival of Sins (V)
- Chapter 152 - Festival of Sins (IV)
- Chapter 151 - Festival of Sins (III)
- Chapter 150 - Festival of Sins (II)
- Chapter 149 - Festival of Sins (I)
- Chapter 148 - Great Questions (III)
- Chapter 147 - Great Questions (II)
- Chapter 146 - Great Questions (I)
- Chapter 145 - Aegis of Infinity (III)
- Chapter 144 - Aegis of Infinity (II)
- Chapter 143 - Aegis of Infinity (I)
- Chapter 142 - Shock and Awe (II)
- Chapter 141 - Shock and Awe (I)
- Chapter 140 - Northward (II)
- Chapter 139 - Northward (I)
- Chapter 138 - Tensions (V)
- Chapter 137 - Tensions (IV)
- Chapter 136 - Tensions (III)
- Chapter 135 - Tensions (II)
- Chapter 134 - Tensions (I)
- Chapter 133 - Echoes (IX)
- Chapter 132 - Echoes (VIII)
- Chapter 131 - Echoes (VII)
- Chapter 130 - Echoes (VI)
- Chapter 129 - Echoes (V)
- Chapter 128 - Echoes (IV)
- Chapter 127 - Echoes (III)
- Chapter 126 - Echoes (II)
- Chapter 125 - Echoes (I)
- Chapter 124 - Choices in Life (VI)
- Chapter 123 - Choices in Life (V)
- Chapter 122 - Choices in Life (IV)
- Chapter 121 - Choices in Life (III)
- Chapter 120 - Choices in Life (II)
- Chapter 119 - Choices in Life (I)
- Chapter 118 - Silence (III)
- Chapter 117 - Silence (II)
- Chapter 116 - Silence (I)
- Chapter 115 - Fading Traces (VII)
- Chapter 114 - Fading Traces (VI)
- Chapter 113 - Fading Traces (V)
- Chapter 112 - Fading Traces (IV)
- Chapter 111 - Fading Traces (III)
- Chapter 110 - Fading Traces (II)
- Chapter 109 - Fading Traces (I)
- Chapter 108 - Spiritwood Grove (VI)
- Chapter 107 - Spiritwood Grove (V)
- Chapter 106 - Spiritwood Grove (IV)
- Chapter 105 - Spiritwood Grove (III)
- Chapter 104 - Spiritwood Grove (II)
- Chapter 103 - Spiritwood Grove (I)
- Chapter 102 - When the Heavens Weep (VII)
- Chapter 101 - When the Heavens Weep (VI)
- Chapter 100 - When the Heavens Weep (V)
- Chapter 99 - When the Heavens Weep (IV)
- Chapter 98 - When the Heavens Weep (III)
- Chapter 97 - When the Heavens Weep (II)
- Chapter 96 - When the Heavens Weep (I)
- Chapter 95 - Spirit Sage (II)
- Chapter 94 - Spirit Sage (I)
- Chapter 93 - Art of Survival (IV)
- Chapter 92 - Art of Survival (III)
- Chapter 91 - Art of Survival (II)
- Chapter 90 - Art of Survival (I)
- Chapter 89 - Virtues of a Master (IV)
- Chapter 88 - Virtues of a Master (III)
- Chapter 87 - Virtues of a Master (II)
- Chapter 86 - Virtues of a Master (I)
- Chapter 85 - The Eternal Veil (VII)
- Chapter 84 - The Eternal Veil (VI)
- Chapter 83 - The Eternal Veil (V)
- Chapter 82 - The Eternal Veil (IV)
- Chapter 81 - The Eternal Veil (III)
- Chapter 80 - The Eternal Veil (II)
- Chapter 79 - The Eternal Veil (I)
- Chapter 78 - Upon the World (III)
- Chapter 77 - Upon the World (II)
- Chapter 76 - Upon the World (I)
- Chapter 75 - Tiny Parts of the Whole (II)
- Chapter 74 - Tiny Parts of the Whole (I)
- Chapter 73 - The Tales Woven (III)
- Chapter 72 - The Tales Woven (II)
- Chapter 71 - The Tales Woven (I)
- Chapter 70 - Fragments of Lives Gone (II)
- Chapter 69 - Fragments of Lives Gone (I)
- Chapter 68 - Internal Rot (III)
- Chapter 67 - Internal Rot (II)
- Chapter 66 - Internal Rot (I)
- Chapter 65 - Long Tao’s Fun Adventure (II)
- Chapter 64 - A Boy’s Struggles (II)
- Chapter 63 - A Boy’s Struggles (I)
- Chapter 62 - Long Tao’s Fun Adventure (I)
- Chapter 61 - A Little Respite
- Chapter 60 - Songs of Prelude (III)
- Chapter 59 - Songs of Prelude (II)
- Chapter 58 - Songs of Prelude (I)
- Chapter 57 - Greedy Justice (III)
- Chapter 56 - Greedy Justice (II)
- Chapter 55 - Greedy Justice (I)
- Chapter 54 - Tethers of Neverwhere (II)
- Chapter 53 - Tethers of Neverwhere (I)
- Chapter 52 - Declaration of War (II)
- Chapter 51 - Declaration of War (I)
- Chapter 50 - Windfall (II)
- Chapter 49 - Windfall (I)
- Chapter 48 - Antechamber (IV)
- Chapter 47 - Antechamber (III)
- Chapter 46 - Antechamber (II)
- Chapter 45 - Antechamber (I)
- Chapter 44 - Hidden Monsters (III)
- Chapter 43 - Hidden Monsters (II)
- Chapter 42 - Hidden Monsters (I)
- Chapter 41 - Betting & Competing (VI)
- Chapter 40 - Betting & Competing (V)
- Chapter 39 - Betting & Competing (IV)
- Chapter 38 - Betting & Competing (III)
- Chapter 37 - Betting & Competing (II)
- Chapter 36 - Betting & Competing (I)
- Chapter 35 - Days Mundane (II)
- Chapter 34 - Days Mundane (I)
- Chapter 33 - Vast-Body Art (IV)
- Chapter 32 - Vast-Body Art (III)
- Chapter 31 - Vast-Body Art (II)
- Chapter 30 - Vast-Body Art (I)
- Chapter 29 - Struggles of the Poor (III)
- Chapter 28 - Struggles of the Poor (II)
- Chapter 27 - Struggles of the Poor (I)
- Chapter 26 - To Be a Master (V)
- Chapter 25 - To Be a Master (IV)
- Chapter 24 - To Be a Master (III)
- Chapter 23 - To Be a Disciple (II)
- Chapter 22 - To Be a Master (I)
- Chapter 21 - Vast-Body Dantian (IV)
- Chapter 20 - Vast-Body Dantian (III)
- Chapter 19 - Vast-Body Dantian (II)
- Chapter 18 - Vast-Body Dantian (I)
- Chapter 17 - Plans Manifest(?) (III)
- Chapter 16 - Plans Manifest(?) (II)
- Chapter 15 - Plans Manifest(?) (I)
- Chapter 14 - Beg and Ye Shall Receive (II)
- Chapter 13 - Beg and Ye Shall Receive (I)
- Chapter 12 - Tests & Trials (IV)
- Chapter 11 - Tests & Trials (III)
- Chapter 10 - Tests & Trials (II)
- Chapter 9 - Tests & Trials (I)
- Chapter 8 - Spirit Stone Augmentation (III)
- Chapter 7 - Spirit Stone Augmentation (II)
- Chapter 6 - Spirit Stone Augmentation (I)
- Chapter 5 - Heart-Stitching Art (V)
- Chapter 4 - Heart-Stitching Art (IV)
- Chapter 3 - Heart-Stitching Art (III)
- Chapter 2 - Heart-Stitching Art (II)
- Chapter 1 - Heart-Stitching Art (I)
Chapter 169
Ways of the Wild (I)
Ignoring Light's odd (but expected, I suppose) reaction, my attention was drawn to the figure that just landed--not only because of the spectacular entrance, but also because of the clothes.
They were red.
And not, like, stained with blood red, no--but like those aggressively red dresses that actresses would wear occasionally. And that wasn't all--across the surface of the robes, strange patterns pulsated like heartbeats, almost. Circles with a web of interwoven stitches within them, and with all those circles being connected, too, in a similar fashion.
The person... himself? Herself? Impossible to say, honestly, as their entire face skidded against the ground a bit and was now a mess of blood and gore that nigh made me vomit.
I suddenly felt an arm press into my chest as I found myself flickered backward; just as I was about to try and defend myself in any way I could, I noticed that it was Long Tao who abruptly pulled me back. Just in time, too, as no more than three seconds later, the body exploded in a shower of gore, blood, chunks, and black flames.
The ground shook further as I panicked and looked around for the other kids--luckily, Xi Zhao seems to have dragged Light away just in time, while Wan Lan and Dai Xiu worked together to block most of the blast.
As the dust began to settle and the visibility came back, we walked up to where we were only to see a crater the size of a small house and no body.
The strangest thing?
... I couldn't sense any Qi.
"There really are Shamans here," Long Tao mumbled, probably on purpose.
Shamans? The heck are shamans?
"I heard about them from Madame," Wan Lan spoke up. "I don't think she ever mentioned them being around here, though."
"They shouldn't be," Long Tao shrugged indifferently, looking over my shoulder and toward where the original explosion occurred. "There's a treaty barring them entry from most layers. If caught, the penalty is death."
Okay, please, would one of you explain what the hell shamans are?!
"What's a shaman, Senior Brother?" Thank you, Dai Xiu! See? That's why you're my favorite!
"Hmm," Long Tao stroked his chin meaningfully for a moment before replying. "They draw upon a different kind of energy," he said. "However, the quantity of their energy is... lacking. That's why they draw those circles on their robes--they're like arrays, of sorts, that draw in the minute traces and store them within."
This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. 𝗳𝐫𝚎𝗲𝚠𝚎𝗯𝕟𝐨𝘃𝚎𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝗺
"Ooh! So, they're not really scary?"
"Oh, no, that's precisely why they are scary," Long Tao said, surprising even me. "Qi, comparatively, is quick and extremely versatile, but when it comes to raw output of energy--theirs is quite better. That explosion, for instance, was merely two specks of energy igniting the core and fusing in a particular way. What can you do with two specks of Qi? Maybe move a sparrow's feather, if you're close enough?"
Hmm.
Okay.
"But he's dead now," Wan Lan said. "Unless he wasn't alone?" Okay, I guess he's a he.
"No, no, he wasn't," Long Tao said.
"We should go," I quickly said. "The explosion was rather eye-catching, and it's best we don't get entangled with whatever it draws so early on."
We took a rather round route around it as I kept glancing backwards, fearful that we were being followed. However, it's just my paranoia, really.
Shamans...
I really can't stop thinking about them. I mean, I know that I know next to nothing about this world--I'm a blind hummingbird that way--but it feels like every place we went to after the Sect has let me in on one or two rather important aspects of the world that I was otherwise unfamiliar with.
The Holy Lands, that dumb competition they'll hold in three years--well, it's closer to two and a half years by now--the circumstances of the Demonic Cult, and now, well, now this.
What else is going to shock me as we climb these mountains? Am I going to find a freakin' vampire eating people up for fun?
Yeah...
The night fell once again, and we stopped to camp. The kids rather excitedly chattered about the Shamans, though only Wan Lan mentioned everything she heard from Madame. Long Tao? Well, he was silent, and the kids knew not to bother him when he was that way.
I also learned bits and pieces about them and formulated a broad image of who they were: extremely low in numbers, body-modders who engrave sigils directly into their flesh, potential war machines under the right circumstances, and perhaps the most terrifying of them all, one of the ancient myths kind of implies that they were responsible for the so-called 'First Cleave', where the one Heaven was sundered into Two.
Whether true or not, well, there was no way to confirm, was there? But the fact that the rumor of such nature even existed to begin with alluded to the fact that the cultivators were very wary of them.
That wasn't the impression I got from Long Tao, though. Call it my delusion, but I think I've gotten pretty okay at picking up his thoughts from his vacant expressions. And his, from earlier today, didn't suggest that he feared or loathed them, but more so a sense of yearning for... something.
What?
Who can say?
I spent a good chunk of the night restlessly considering the future, and the other chunk coming in and out of a restless sleep. Ever since I started cultivating the new method, I noticed that falling asleep is... harder. I just don't feel that tired, to be honest.
And look, I get it: there'll come a day when I can just sleep once a year for 38 minutes and be just fine, but sleep, for me, is more than just a means to recharge the body. It's a ritual.
When Yas and I moved in together, I slept for like three hours a night 'cause I had two jobs and a college to juggle--and I was miserable. We fought basically all the time, and moving in together felt like one of the worst decisions of my life.
Then, just before that year's Christmas, I fell sick. Like, can't-get-out-of-the-bed sick. And for three days, I just slept like a baby.
Going back to three hours a night was just impossible after. Not for me, but for us.
Okay, in hindsight, it's not a particularly interesting story, but most of those that define the tiny bits of who we are aren't either. The bare conclusion is just that, to me, sleep isn't just a body's necessity. And now, more and more, it feels like it is. Like my own body is telling me to get over it, but my brain hasn't caught on yet.
Haah.
I wonder... when will this world stop changing me?
Probably never, just like back on Earth.
- Chapter 401 - A Glimpse (I)
- Chapter 400 - Grudges (VII)
- Chapter 399 - Grudge (VI)
- Chapter 398 - A Vow (XI)
- Chapter 397 - A Vow (X)
- Chapter 396 - A Vow (IX)
- Chapter 395 - A Vow (VIII)
- Chapter 394 - A Vow (VII)
- Chapter 393 - A Vow (VI)
- Chapter 392 - A Vow (V)
- Chapter 391 - A Vow (IV)
- Chapter 390 - A Vow (III)
- Chapter 389 - A Vow (II)
- Chapter 388 - A Vow (I)
- Chapter 387 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXXIV)
- Chapter 386 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXXII)
- Chapter 385 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXXI)
- Chapter 384 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXX)
- Chapter 383 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXIX)
- Chapter 382 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXVIII)
- Chapter 381 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXVII)
- Chapter 380 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXVI)
- Chapter 379 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXV)
- Chapter 378 - Ghosts of the Mine (XXIV)
- Chapter 377 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVIII)
- Chapter 376 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVII)
- Chapter 375 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVI)
- Chapter 374 - Ghosts of the Mine (XV)
- Chapter 373 - Ghosts of the Mine (XIV)
- Chapter 372 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVIII)
- Chapter 371 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVII)
- Chapter 370 - Ghosts of the Mine (XVI)
- Chapter 369 - Ghosts of the Mine (XV)
- Chapter 368 - Ghosts of the Mine (XIV)
- Chapter 367 - Ghosts of the Mine (XIII)
- Chapter 366 - Ghosts of the Mine (XII)
- Chapter 365 - Ghosts of the Mine (XI)
- Chapter 364 - Ghosts of the Mine (X)
- Chapter 363 - Ghosts of the Mine (IX)
- Chapter 362 - Ghosts of the Mine (VIII)
- Chapter 361 - Ghosts of the Mine (VII)
- Chapter 360 - Ghosts of the Mine (VI)
- Chapter 359 - Ghosts of the Mine (V)
- Chapter 358 - Ghosts of the Mine (IV)
- Chapter 357 - Ghosts of the Mine (III)
- Chapter 356 - Ghosts of the Mine (II)
- Chapter 355 - Ghosts of the Mine (I)
- Chapter 354 - Changes (XI)
- Chapter 353 - Changes (X)
- Chapter 352 - Changes (IX)
- Chapter 351 - Changes (VIII)
- Chapter 350 - Changes (VII)
- Chapter 349 - Changes (VI)
- Chapter 348 - Changes (V)
- Chapter 347 - Changes (IV)
- Chapter 346 - Changes (III)
- Chapter 345 - Changes (II)
- Chapter 344 - Changes (I)
- Chapter 343 - World Awakens (II)
- Chapter 342 - World Awakens (I)
- Chapter 341 - Truths and Lies (XXVII)
- Chapter 340 - Truths and Lies (XXVI)
- Chapter 339 - Truths and Lies (XXV)
- Chapter 338 - Truths and Lies (XXIV)
- Chapter 337 - Truths and Lies (XXIII)
- Chapter 336 - Truths and Lies (XXII)
- Chapter 335 - Truths and Lies (XXI)
- Chapter 334 - Truths and Lies (XX)
- Chapter 333 - Truths and Lies (XIX)
- Chapter 332 - Truths and Lies (XVIII)
- Chapter 331 - Truths and Lies (XVII)
- Chapter 330 - Truths and Lies (XVI)
- Chapter 329 - Truths and Lies (XV)
- Chapter 328 - Truths and Lies (XIV)
- Chapter 327 - Truths and Lies (XIII)
- Chapter 326 - Truths and Lies (XII)
- Chapter 325 - Truths and Lies (XI)
- Chapter 324 - Truths and Lies (X)
- Chapter 323 - Truths and Lies (IX)
- Chapter 322 - Truths and Lies (VIII)
- Chapter 321 - Truths and Lies (VII)
- Chapter 320 - Truths and Lies (VI)
- Chapter 319 - Truths and Lies (V)
- Chapter 318 - Truths and Lies (IV)
- Chapter 317 - Truths and Lies (III)
- Chapter 316 - Truths and Lies (II)
- Chapter 315 - Truths and Lies (I)
- Chapter 314 - Surging Spirit Art (V)
- Chapter 313 - Surging Spirit Art (IV)
- Chapter 312 - Surging Spirit Art (III)
- Chapter 311 - Surging Spirit Art (II)
- Chapter 310 - Surging Spirit Art (I)
- Chapter 309 - Secrets of the Lake (VI)
- Chapter 308 - Secrets of the Lake (V)
- Chapter 307 - Secrets of the Lake (IV)
- Chapter 306 - Secrets of the Lake (III)
- Chapter 305 - Secrets of the Lake (II)
- Chapter 304 - Secrets of the Lake (I)
- Chapter 303 - Silent Sage (VI)
- Chapter 302 - Silent Sage (V)
- Chapter 301 - Silent Sage (IV)
- Chapter 300 - Silent Sage (III)
- Chapter 299 - Silent Sage (II)
- Chapter 298 - Grudges (V)
- Chapter 297 - Grudges (IV)
- Chapter 296 - Silent Sage (I)
- Chapter 295 - Moonlake City (IX)
- Chapter 294 - Moonlake City (VIII)
- Chapter 293 - Moonlake City (VII)
- Chapter 292 - Moonlake City (VI)
- Chapter 291 - Moonlake City (V)
- Chapter 290 - Moonlake City (IV)
- Chapter 289 - Moonlake City (III)
- Chapter 288 - Moonlake City (II)
- Chapter 287 - Moonlake City (I)
- Chapter 286 - Moon Lake (XII)
- Chapter 285 - Moon Lake (XI)
- Chapter 284 - Moon Lake (X)
- Chapter 283 - Moon Lake (IX)
- Chapter 282 - Moon Lake (VIII)
- Chapter 281 - Moon Lake (VII)
- Chapter 280 - Moon Lake (VI)
- Chapter 279 - Moon Lake (V)
- Chapter 278 - Moon Lake (IV)
- Chapter 277 - Moon Lake (III)
- Chapter 276 - Moon Lake (II)
- Chapter 275 - Grudges (III)
- Chapter 274 - Moon Lake (I)
- Chapter 273 - Enduring Eternity (V)
- Chapter 272 - Enduring Eternity (IV)
- Chapter 271 - Enduring Eternity (III)
- Chapter 270 - Enduring Eternity (II)
- Chapter 269 - Enduring Eternity (I)
- Chapter 268 - Unforgiven (IX)
- Chapter 267 - Unforgiven (VIII)
- Chapter 266 - Unforgiven (VII)
- Chapter 265 - Unforgiven (VI)
- Chapter 264 - Unforgiven (V)
- Chapter 263 - Unforgiven (IV)
- Chapter 262 - Unforgiven (III)
- Chapter 261 - Unforgiven (II)
- Chapter 260 - Unforgiven (I)
- Chapter 259 - Darkness (X)
- Chapter 258 - Darkness (IX)
- Chapter 257 - Darkness (VIII)
- Chapter 256 - Darkness (VII)
- Chapter 255 - Darkness (VI)
- Chapter 254 - Darkness (V)
- Chapter 253 - Darkness (IV)
- Chapter 252 - Darkness (III)
- Chapter 251 - Darkness (II)
- Chapter 250 - Darkness (I)
- Chapter 249 - Legends and Myths (VII)
- Chapter 248 - Legends and Myths (VI)
- Chapter 247 - Legends and Myths (V)
- Chapter 246 - Legends and Myths (IV)
- Chapter 245 - Legends and Myths (III)
- Chapter 244 - Legends and Myths (II)
- Chapter 243 - Legends and Myths (I)
- Chapter 242 - Legend of the Masked Children (XII)
- Chapter 241 - Legend of the Masked Children (XI)
- Chapter 240 - Legend of the Masked Children (X)
- Chapter 239 - Legend of the Masked Children (IX)
- Chapter 238 - Legend of the Masked Children (VIII)
- Chapter 237 - Legend of the Masked Children (VII)
- Chapter 236 - Legend of the Masked Children (VI)
- Chapter 235 - Legend of the Masked Children (V)
- Chapter 234 - Legend of the Masked Children (IV)
- Chapter 233 - Legend of the Masked Children (III)
- Chapter 232 - Legend of the Masked Children (II)
- Chapter 231 - Legend of the Masked Children (I)
- Chapter 230 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (XII)
- Chapter 229 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (XI)
- Chapter 228 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (X)
- Chapter 227 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (IX)
- Chapter 226 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (VIII)
- Chapter 225 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (VII)
- Chapter 224 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (VI)
- Chapter 223 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (V)
- Chapter 222 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (IV)
- Chapter 221 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (III)
- Chapter 220 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (II)
- Chapter 219 - Legend of the Sage Alchemist (I)
- Chapter 218 - Spirits Blossoming (VII)
- Chapter 217 - Spirits Blossoming (VI)
- Chapter 216 - Spirits Blossoming (V)
- Chapter 215 - Spirits Blossoming (IV)
- Chapter 214 - Spirits Blossoming (III)
- Chapter 213 - Spirits Blossoming (II)
- Chapter 212 - Spirits Blossoming (I)
- Chapter 211 - The Sight of Silver (V)
- Chapter 210 - The Sight of Silver (IV)
- Chapter 209 - The Sight of Silver (III)
- Chapter 208 - The Sight of Silver (II)
- Chapter 207 - Grudges (II)
- Chapter 206 - The Sight of Silver (I)
- Chapter 205 - Over the Summit (XI)
- Chapter 204 - Over the Summit (X)
- Chapter 203 - Over the Summit (IX)
- Chapter 202 - Over the Summit (VIII)
- Chapter 201 - Over the Summit (VII)
- Chapter 200 - Over the Summit (VI)
- Chapter 199 - Over the Summit (V)
- Chapter 198 - Over the Summit (IV)
- Chapter 197 - Over the Summit (III)
- Chapter 196 - Over the Summit (II)
- Chapter 195 - Over the Summit (I)
- Chapter 194 - Calls From Beyond (IV)
- Chapter 193 - Calls From Beyond (III)
- Chapter 192 - Calls From Beyond (II)
- Chapter 191 - Calls From Beyond (I)
- Chapter 190 - The Unspoken Hurt (VIII)
- Chapter 189 - The Unspoken Hurt (VII)
- Chapter 188 - The Unspoken Hurt (VI)
- Chapter 187 - The Unspoken Hurt (V)
- Chapter 186 - The Unspoken Hurt (IV)
- Chapter 185 - The Unspoken Hurt (III)
- Chapter 184 - The Unspoken Hurt (II)
- Chapter 183 - The Unspoken Hurt (I)
- Chapter 182 - Eternal Lament (VIII)
- Chapter 181 - Eternal Lament (VII)
- Chapter 180 - Eternal Lament (VI)
- Chapter 179 - Eternal Lament (V)
- Chapter 178 - Eternal Lament (IV)
- Chapter 177 - Eternal Lament (III)
- Chapter 176 - Eternal Lament (II)
- Chapter 175 - Eternal Lament (I)
- Chapter 174 - Single Severance (II)
- Chapter 173 - Single Severance (I)
- Chapter 172 - Ways of the Wild (IV)
- Chapter 171 - Ways of the Wild (III)
- Chapter 170 - Ways of the Wild (II)
- Chapter 169 - Ways of the Wild (I)
- Chapter 168 - Eternal Range (X)
- Chapter 167 - Eternal Range (IX)
- Chapter 166 - Eternal Range (VIII)
- Chapter 165 - Eternal Range (VII)
- Chapter 164 - Eternal Range (VI)
- Chapter 163 - Eternal Range (V)
- Chapter 162 - Eternal Range (IV)
- Chapter 161 - Eternal Range (III)
- Chapter 160 - Eternal Range (II)
- Chapter 159 - Eternal Range (I)
- Chapter 158 - Sages of the Abyss (II)
- Chapter 157 - Sages of the Abyss (I)
- Chapter 156 - Festival of Sins (VII)
- Chapter 155 - Grudges (I)
- Chapter 154 - Festival of Sins (VI)
- Chapter 153 - Festival of Sins (V)
- Chapter 152 - Festival of Sins (IV)
- Chapter 151 - Festival of Sins (III)
- Chapter 150 - Festival of Sins (II)
- Chapter 149 - Festival of Sins (I)
- Chapter 148 - Great Questions (III)
- Chapter 147 - Great Questions (II)
- Chapter 146 - Great Questions (I)
- Chapter 145 - Aegis of Infinity (III)
- Chapter 144 - Aegis of Infinity (II)
- Chapter 143 - Aegis of Infinity (I)
- Chapter 142 - Shock and Awe (II)
- Chapter 141 - Shock and Awe (I)
- Chapter 140 - Northward (II)
- Chapter 139 - Northward (I)
- Chapter 138 - Tensions (V)
- Chapter 137 - Tensions (IV)
- Chapter 136 - Tensions (III)
- Chapter 135 - Tensions (II)
- Chapter 134 - Tensions (I)
- Chapter 133 - Echoes (IX)
- Chapter 132 - Echoes (VIII)
- Chapter 131 - Echoes (VII)
- Chapter 130 - Echoes (VI)
- Chapter 129 - Echoes (V)
- Chapter 128 - Echoes (IV)
- Chapter 127 - Echoes (III)
- Chapter 126 - Echoes (II)
- Chapter 125 - Echoes (I)
- Chapter 124 - Choices in Life (VI)
- Chapter 123 - Choices in Life (V)
- Chapter 122 - Choices in Life (IV)
- Chapter 121 - Choices in Life (III)
- Chapter 120 - Choices in Life (II)
- Chapter 119 - Choices in Life (I)
- Chapter 118 - Silence (III)
- Chapter 117 - Silence (II)
- Chapter 116 - Silence (I)
- Chapter 115 - Fading Traces (VII)
- Chapter 114 - Fading Traces (VI)
- Chapter 113 - Fading Traces (V)
- Chapter 112 - Fading Traces (IV)
- Chapter 111 - Fading Traces (III)
- Chapter 110 - Fading Traces (II)
- Chapter 109 - Fading Traces (I)
- Chapter 108 - Spiritwood Grove (VI)
- Chapter 107 - Spiritwood Grove (V)
- Chapter 106 - Spiritwood Grove (IV)
- Chapter 105 - Spiritwood Grove (III)
- Chapter 104 - Spiritwood Grove (II)
- Chapter 103 - Spiritwood Grove (I)
- Chapter 102 - When the Heavens Weep (VII)
- Chapter 101 - When the Heavens Weep (VI)
- Chapter 100 - When the Heavens Weep (V)
- Chapter 99 - When the Heavens Weep (IV)
- Chapter 98 - When the Heavens Weep (III)
- Chapter 97 - When the Heavens Weep (II)
- Chapter 96 - When the Heavens Weep (I)
- Chapter 95 - Spirit Sage (II)
- Chapter 94 - Spirit Sage (I)
- Chapter 93 - Art of Survival (IV)
- Chapter 92 - Art of Survival (III)
- Chapter 91 - Art of Survival (II)
- Chapter 90 - Art of Survival (I)
- Chapter 89 - Virtues of a Master (IV)
- Chapter 88 - Virtues of a Master (III)
- Chapter 87 - Virtues of a Master (II)
- Chapter 86 - Virtues of a Master (I)
- Chapter 85 - The Eternal Veil (VII)
- Chapter 84 - The Eternal Veil (VI)
- Chapter 83 - The Eternal Veil (V)
- Chapter 82 - The Eternal Veil (IV)
- Chapter 81 - The Eternal Veil (III)
- Chapter 80 - The Eternal Veil (II)
- Chapter 79 - The Eternal Veil (I)
- Chapter 78 - Upon the World (III)
- Chapter 77 - Upon the World (II)
- Chapter 76 - Upon the World (I)
- Chapter 75 - Tiny Parts of the Whole (II)
- Chapter 74 - Tiny Parts of the Whole (I)
- Chapter 73 - The Tales Woven (III)
- Chapter 72 - The Tales Woven (II)
- Chapter 71 - The Tales Woven (I)
- Chapter 70 - Fragments of Lives Gone (II)
- Chapter 69 - Fragments of Lives Gone (I)
- Chapter 68 - Internal Rot (III)
- Chapter 67 - Internal Rot (II)
- Chapter 66 - Internal Rot (I)
- Chapter 65 - Long Tao’s Fun Adventure (II)
- Chapter 64 - A Boy’s Struggles (II)
- Chapter 63 - A Boy’s Struggles (I)
- Chapter 62 - Long Tao’s Fun Adventure (I)
- Chapter 61 - A Little Respite
- Chapter 60 - Songs of Prelude (III)
- Chapter 59 - Songs of Prelude (II)
- Chapter 58 - Songs of Prelude (I)
- Chapter 57 - Greedy Justice (III)
- Chapter 56 - Greedy Justice (II)
- Chapter 55 - Greedy Justice (I)
- Chapter 54 - Tethers of Neverwhere (II)
- Chapter 53 - Tethers of Neverwhere (I)
- Chapter 52 - Declaration of War (II)
- Chapter 51 - Declaration of War (I)
- Chapter 50 - Windfall (II)
- Chapter 49 - Windfall (I)
- Chapter 48 - Antechamber (IV)
- Chapter 47 - Antechamber (III)
- Chapter 46 - Antechamber (II)
- Chapter 45 - Antechamber (I)
- Chapter 44 - Hidden Monsters (III)
- Chapter 43 - Hidden Monsters (II)
- Chapter 42 - Hidden Monsters (I)
- Chapter 41 - Betting & Competing (VI)
- Chapter 40 - Betting & Competing (V)
- Chapter 39 - Betting & Competing (IV)
- Chapter 38 - Betting & Competing (III)
- Chapter 37 - Betting & Competing (II)
- Chapter 36 - Betting & Competing (I)
- Chapter 35 - Days Mundane (II)
- Chapter 34 - Days Mundane (I)
- Chapter 33 - Vast-Body Art (IV)
- Chapter 32 - Vast-Body Art (III)
- Chapter 31 - Vast-Body Art (II)
- Chapter 30 - Vast-Body Art (I)
- Chapter 29 - Struggles of the Poor (III)
- Chapter 28 - Struggles of the Poor (II)
- Chapter 27 - Struggles of the Poor (I)
- Chapter 26 - To Be a Master (V)
- Chapter 25 - To Be a Master (IV)
- Chapter 24 - To Be a Master (III)
- Chapter 23 - To Be a Disciple (II)
- Chapter 22 - To Be a Master (I)
- Chapter 21 - Vast-Body Dantian (IV)
- Chapter 20 - Vast-Body Dantian (III)
- Chapter 19 - Vast-Body Dantian (II)
- Chapter 18 - Vast-Body Dantian (I)
- Chapter 17 - Plans Manifest(?) (III)
- Chapter 16 - Plans Manifest(?) (II)
- Chapter 15 - Plans Manifest(?) (I)
- Chapter 14 - Beg and Ye Shall Receive (II)
- Chapter 13 - Beg and Ye Shall Receive (I)
- Chapter 12 - Tests & Trials (IV)
- Chapter 11 - Tests & Trials (III)
- Chapter 10 - Tests & Trials (II)
- Chapter 9 - Tests & Trials (I)
- Chapter 8 - Spirit Stone Augmentation (III)
- Chapter 7 - Spirit Stone Augmentation (II)
- Chapter 6 - Spirit Stone Augmentation (I)
- Chapter 5 - Heart-Stitching Art (V)
- Chapter 4 - Heart-Stitching Art (IV)
- Chapter 3 - Heart-Stitching Art (III)
- Chapter 2 - Heart-Stitching Art (II)
- Chapter 1 - Heart-Stitching Art (I)
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