His Secret Slave to Scandalous Queen
Chapter 134: They Are Engaged
- Chapter 175: You Have Returned
- Chapter 174: I Will Open My Doors
- Chapter 173: You Wanted To See Me
- Chapter 172: You Are Being Offered Comfort
- Chapter 171: He Speaks With Loyalty
- Chapter 170: Thank You For The Compliment
- Chapter 169: I Shall Miss You
- Chapter 168: I Have Missed Touching You
- Chapter 167: You May Go
- Chapter 166: She Insisted Tabitha Accompany Him
- Chapter 165: I Have Been Overbearing
- Chapter 164: That Can Be Easily Fixed
- Chapter 163: She Was Following My Instructions
- Chapter 162: I Heard What Happened
- Chapter 161: I Am Not Duchess Yet
- Chapter 160: I Missed Home
- Chapter 159: Always Speak Your Mind
- Chapter 158: An Unfortunate Condition
- Chapter 157: I Am Not Saying That
- Chapter 156: You Sent For Me
- Chapter 155: I Have Seen Them Gentle
- Chapter 154: Call Me Henry
- Chapter 153: It Was The Princess
- Chapter 152: Get Some Sense
- Chapter 151: I Love Just You
- Chapter 150: You Naughty Duchess
- Chapter 149: Flirt With Other Women
- Chapter 148: She Was Distressed
- Chapter 147: A Few Tries
- Chapter 146: I Chose You
- Chapter 145: That Is Not Fair
- Chapter 144: I Received A Message
- Chapter 143: She Saw Me
- Chapter 142: An Assassin Enters Whitehall
- Chapter 141: Both Are In Critical Condition
- Chapter 140: She Was Breathing Fire
- Chapter 139: She Turned Too Quickly
- Chapter 138: Such Matters Require Preparation
- Chapter 137: She Was The Strict One
- Chapter 136: I Love You Too
- Chapter 135: I’ll See You Later
- Chapter 134: They Are Engaged
- Chapter 133: You Look Flushed
- Chapter 132: It Was Fun
- Chapter 131: Don’t Make Any Rash Decisions
- Chapter 130: Let Us Not Pretend Otherwise
- Chapter 129: You Seem Lost
- Chapter 128: You’re Done For
- Chapter 127: Know Your Place
- Chapter 126: Its Hard Not To
- Chapter 125: His Grace Arrived Later
- Chapter 124: The Son Is Dead
- Chapter 123: Diana Has A Choice
- Chapter 122: I Didn’t Lie To You
- Chapter 121: This Doesn’t Seem Like You
- Chapter 120: I’m So Happy For You
- Chapter 119: We Are Getting Married
- Chapter 118: It Suits You Terribly Well
- Chapter 117: You Did Good
- Chapter 116: I Earned This
- Chapter 115: The Kingdom Needs This Treaty
- Chapter 114: The Process Has Begun
- Chapter 113: I Need You
- Chapter 112: I Am Giving You Stability
- Chapter 111: From The Top
- Chapter 110: You’re Ruining Me
- Chapter 109: Are You Hard Yet?
- Chapter 108: Miss Bellamy Is Very Good
- Chapter 107: I Thought The Same Too
- Chapter 106: She Has Touched Six Already
- Chapter 105: It Is A Bookshop
- Chapter 104: I Should Apologise To Him
- Chapter 103: He Is A Servant
- Chapter 102: You Are Thomas’ Nurse
- Chapter 101: Her Grace Gave Clear Instructions
- Chapter 100: Get To Know The Land
- Chapter 99: Mother Of God
- Chapter 98: I Wasn’t Thinking
- Chapter 97: I Was Kissing You
- Chapter 96: Please Do Not Take Offense
- Chapter 95: I Do Not Blush Easily
- Chapter 94: The Duke’s Recommendation
- Chapter 93: It Could Happen
- Chapter 92: Stephen Is A Terrible Liar
- Chapter 91: I Didn’t Send For You
- Chapter 90: I Rode Through The Night
- Chapter 89: I’m Not Talking Shop
- Chapter 88: Something Urgent Came Up
- Chapter 87: Your Men Are Annoyingly Loyal
- Chapter 86: The Apology Part
- Chapter 85: I Shall Die Carrying It
- Chapter 84: A Proper Thank You
- Chapter 83: I Know Noble Families Exist
- Chapter 82: I Will Pay You Back
- Chapter 81: I Can’t Help Myself
- Chapter 80: I Do Have News
- Chapter 79: You’re Not Busy Now
- Chapter 78: Tell Me What To Do
- Chapter 77: Oh Lord Help Me
- Chapter 76: I Don’t Have Any
- Chapter 75: You Do Not Look Fine
- Chapter 74: She Is Young
- Chapter 73: I Asked For Justice
- Chapter 72: I Couldn’t Help Myself
- Chapter 71: You Girls Get Inside
- Chapter 70: This Is Your Fault
- Chapter 69: You’re The Smart One
- Chapter 68: I Am The Princess Of France
- Chapter 67: I Asked A Simple Question
- Chapter 66: We Will Never Get Noticed
- Chapter 65: You Are Not Sure
- Chapter 64: I Have Spoken
- Chapter 63: It Is A Terrible Situation
- Chapter 62: I’ll Just Go
- Chapter 61: There She Is Now
- Chapter 60: Stay Where You Are
- Chapter 59: He Tips Well
- Chapter 58: Good Riddance To Bad Rubbish
- Chapter 57: Shake Off Your Grief
- Chapter 56: He Hasn’t Eaten
- Chapter 55: You Look Unwell
- Chapter 54: A Wise Answer
- Chapter 53: Control His Mistresses
- Chapter 52: I Heard The Commotion
- Chapter 51: The King’s Son Is Dead
- Chapter 50: Let Me Do My Duty
- Chapter 49: He Was Breathing
- Chapter 48: You Were Beautiful
- Chapter 47: Only Bliss
- Chapter 46: You Have No Experience
- Chapter 45: Anything Needed By The Nobility
- Chapter 44: I Did Miss You
- Chapter 43: No Time To Dwell
- Chapter 42: There Is Someone Else
- Chapter 41: You Will Hear Me Clearly
- Chapter 40: I Am Yours
- Chapter 39: He Has Not Yet Rung
- Chapter 38: I Would Like To Forget
- Chapter 37: Surely You Exaggerate
- Chapter 36: He Made Me Swear
- Chapter 35: You’re Still Standing There
- Chapter 34: You Naughty Man
- Chapter 33: I Really Doubt That
- Chapter 32: Dance For Him
- Chapter 31: You Have A Guest
- Chapter 30: I Haven’t Seen Him Return
- Chapter 29: I Had A Peaceful Nap
- Chapter 28: I Can’t Do This
- Chapter 27: Quite The Looker
- Chapter 26: Today Is My Son’s Baptism
- Chapter 25: It Is Not Your Duty
- Chapter 24: You’ll Get Used To It
- Chapter 23: She Is Somewhere Around
- Chapter 22: She Read A Book
- Chapter 21: I Sleep Quite Lightly Nowadays
- Chapter 20: I Worry A Lot
- Chapter 19: How Like You This
- Chapter 18: You Got Wet Very Fast
- Chapter 17: I Am Choosing You
- Chapter 16: You Seem Relieved
- Chapter 15: Take Her To The Carriage
- Chapter 14: His Highness Is Not Available
- Chapter 13: You Are The King’s Favourite
- Chapter 12: He Is Not Threatening You
- Chapter 11: I Had One Bad Night
- Chapter 10: I Am A Professional
- Chapter 9: My Valet Is Mistaken
- Chapter 8: Pull Your Dress Up
- Chapter 7: Life Will Be Beautiful
- Chapter 6: I Received Your Gift
- Chapter 5: He Eats Like A Horse
- Chapter 4: I Am Certain It Is
- Chapter 3: You Useless Wench
- Chapter 2: It’s Just A Book
- Chapter 1: It’s Not Ready Yet
"And now poof," Bella said, flicking her fingers, "they are engaged."
"She loves him?" His brow rose in desperate resistance. As if if he questioned it properly, the answer might change.
Instead, Bella nodded.
"Indeed, my lord."
Henry’s mouth went dry.
"The duke is quite lucky to have a woman such as her," Bella said. She kept going, sweetly, innocently, while Henry sat there and died in pieces. "She will do him good, I think."
Henry’s smile faded. He lifted the wine at last and drank then sat there listening. 𝑓𝘳𝘦𝑒𝑤𝑒𝘣𝘯ℴ𝘷𝘦𝓁.𝑐𝑜𝑚
Interested.
Jealous.
Quietly violent in his imagination. Bella, bless her unsuspecting heart, kept speaking of Diana, every word peeling skin from him.
He nodded in all the proper places. Smiled when Bella laughed. Asked a question now and then, careful enough not to reveal how desperately he wanted every detail and how badly every detail wounded him.
The more Bella spoke, the stronger the ugly, pressing need grew inside him. Richard had to be removed.
Richard at Kingsmere with Livia in his house, in his bed, under his roof, filling her world with marriage promises? No. That could not stand. Henry might be trying to be good, but he was not a saint.
Bella sighed dreamily. "I’m sure she will be popping out babies in no time."
Henry nearly choked on nothing. The image hit him so hard he had to look away. Livia with Richard’s child.
No.
No, thank you.
Hell itself could not have designed a more personal torment.
"Hmmm," Henry said. "It is quite sad for Richard."
Bella blinked. "Why, my lord?"
Henry turned the wine cup slowly between his fingers. A thought had arrived. Small at first then elegant then magnificent. He had spent the whole day trying not to be cruel. Trying not to drag Livia into scandal. Trying not to break Richard with the blunt force of royal power. But perhaps he did not need blunt force. Perhaps he only needed geography.
Henry’s mouth curved. "Because before this engagement," he said lightly, "I had nominated Richard to be the new ambassador to France for England."
Bella’s eyes widened. "Oh my God..." She stared at him. "Does he know?"
"Not yet."
"Oh my God," she said again.
Henry leaned back, watching her reaction with the first real pleasure he had felt all evening. "Keep it to yourself...It was supposed to be a surprise."
Bella shook her head. "Poor Diana."
"Diana will be fine." He would make sure of that.
Richard could go to France and serve England with all the charm, wit, and useless handsomeness that had caused half this disaster in the first place. Let him flirt with French duchesses. Let him drown in diplomatic dinners and courtly nonsense.
And Livia? She could remain in England. Near Whitehall, near Bella, near him. Henry looked down at the notes again, at her careful handwriting, and his smile returned.
Why the hell had he not thought of it sooner? Why the hell had he not come up with this idea sooner?
He was king. He could move pieces however he liked. That was what kings did, was it not? They sent men to war. They arranged marriages. They decided who governed, who represented England abroad, who sat at court, who was conveniently needed elsewhere for the good of the realm.
Richard’s charm made him perfect for the role. The French would love him. Half of England already did, usually against their better judgment. Yes, he would do.
He would do quite well. Far away in France where his charming hands could not touch Livia.
"You should speak with him, Your Highness, before deciding anything," Bella said.
"Hmmm..." Henry murmured. "I will weigh my options."
"Or maybe he can go there with Diana."
There was never a moment in his life Henry had wanted to strangle a woman. Bella was dangerously close to becoming the first.
Just one brief, satisfying vision of reaching across the table and shaking sense into her pretty little head until every terrible suggestion fell out.
Go there with Diana?
Richard and Livia in France, playing husband and wife in some embassy residence, making babies?
No.
Absolutely fucking not.
"If she is to be the Duchess," he said instead, "then she has to stay behind to handle matters of the estate."
Bella paused. "Oh... That is true." She considered it seriously. "On one hand, being ambassador is good for him and his family name. On the other, it will keep him away from his duties as husband."
"Well," Henry said, "when your country calls, you have no choice but to answer."
Bella sighed. "That’s also true."
Henry watched her, he found himself oddly reluctant to leave. Bella’s chamber had not given him what she had clearly prepared it to give, and yet it had given him something else.
Conversation.
"It really was nice talking to you, Bella," he said smiling faintly. "I wonder why we never had a conversation like this before."
"Because now we have something to talk about."
"No," Henry said, shaking his head a little. "I think you changed, Bella. You used to be shy," he continued. "Reserved. Speaking only when spoken to. The perfect picture of a court lady."
Bella looked away. He was right and somehow, she had not even noticed it herself. Before Thomas, she had been careful.
But then her son died, and the world had not ended properly. The sun still rose. The palace still breathed.
And Bella had discovered that after losing the one thing she had thought would break her forever, there was very little left that could frighten her the same way.
She shrugged. "I guess I have nothing more to lose."
He got to his feet then. Bella rose but he held out his hand first. She placed her hand in his. They stood close enough for all their history to breathe between them.
Tenderness.
Gratitude.
A shared grief no one else could hold quite the same way.
"You were always special," he said quietly. "Thank you for being there when you were."
Please check authors note:
- Chapter 175: You Have Returned
- Chapter 174: I Will Open My Doors
- Chapter 173: You Wanted To See Me
- Chapter 172: You Are Being Offered Comfort
- Chapter 171: He Speaks With Loyalty
- Chapter 170: Thank You For The Compliment
- Chapter 169: I Shall Miss You
- Chapter 168: I Have Missed Touching You
- Chapter 167: You May Go
- Chapter 166: She Insisted Tabitha Accompany Him
- Chapter 165: I Have Been Overbearing
- Chapter 164: That Can Be Easily Fixed
- Chapter 163: She Was Following My Instructions
- Chapter 162: I Heard What Happened
- Chapter 161: I Am Not Duchess Yet
- Chapter 160: I Missed Home
- Chapter 159: Always Speak Your Mind
- Chapter 158: An Unfortunate Condition
- Chapter 157: I Am Not Saying That
- Chapter 156: You Sent For Me
- Chapter 155: I Have Seen Them Gentle
- Chapter 154: Call Me Henry
- Chapter 153: It Was The Princess
- Chapter 152: Get Some Sense
- Chapter 151: I Love Just You
- Chapter 150: You Naughty Duchess
- Chapter 149: Flirt With Other Women
- Chapter 148: She Was Distressed
- Chapter 147: A Few Tries
- Chapter 146: I Chose You
- Chapter 145: That Is Not Fair
- Chapter 144: I Received A Message
- Chapter 143: She Saw Me
- Chapter 142: An Assassin Enters Whitehall
- Chapter 141: Both Are In Critical Condition
- Chapter 140: She Was Breathing Fire
- Chapter 139: She Turned Too Quickly
- Chapter 138: Such Matters Require Preparation
- Chapter 137: She Was The Strict One
- Chapter 136: I Love You Too
- Chapter 135: I’ll See You Later
- Chapter 134: They Are Engaged
- Chapter 133: You Look Flushed
- Chapter 132: It Was Fun
- Chapter 131: Don’t Make Any Rash Decisions
- Chapter 130: Let Us Not Pretend Otherwise
- Chapter 129: You Seem Lost
- Chapter 128: You’re Done For
- Chapter 127: Know Your Place
- Chapter 126: Its Hard Not To
- Chapter 125: His Grace Arrived Later
- Chapter 124: The Son Is Dead
- Chapter 123: Diana Has A Choice
- Chapter 122: I Didn’t Lie To You
- Chapter 121: This Doesn’t Seem Like You
- Chapter 120: I’m So Happy For You
- Chapter 119: We Are Getting Married
- Chapter 118: It Suits You Terribly Well
- Chapter 117: You Did Good
- Chapter 116: I Earned This
- Chapter 115: The Kingdom Needs This Treaty
- Chapter 114: The Process Has Begun
- Chapter 113: I Need You
- Chapter 112: I Am Giving You Stability
- Chapter 111: From The Top
- Chapter 110: You’re Ruining Me
- Chapter 109: Are You Hard Yet?
- Chapter 108: Miss Bellamy Is Very Good
- Chapter 107: I Thought The Same Too
- Chapter 106: She Has Touched Six Already
- Chapter 105: It Is A Bookshop
- Chapter 104: I Should Apologise To Him
- Chapter 103: He Is A Servant
- Chapter 102: You Are Thomas’ Nurse
- Chapter 101: Her Grace Gave Clear Instructions
- Chapter 100: Get To Know The Land
- Chapter 99: Mother Of God
- Chapter 98: I Wasn’t Thinking
- Chapter 97: I Was Kissing You
- Chapter 96: Please Do Not Take Offense
- Chapter 95: I Do Not Blush Easily
- Chapter 94: The Duke’s Recommendation
- Chapter 93: It Could Happen
- Chapter 92: Stephen Is A Terrible Liar
- Chapter 91: I Didn’t Send For You
- Chapter 90: I Rode Through The Night
- Chapter 89: I’m Not Talking Shop
- Chapter 88: Something Urgent Came Up
- Chapter 87: Your Men Are Annoyingly Loyal
- Chapter 86: The Apology Part
- Chapter 85: I Shall Die Carrying It
- Chapter 84: A Proper Thank You
- Chapter 83: I Know Noble Families Exist
- Chapter 82: I Will Pay You Back
- Chapter 81: I Can’t Help Myself
- Chapter 80: I Do Have News
- Chapter 79: You’re Not Busy Now
- Chapter 78: Tell Me What To Do
- Chapter 77: Oh Lord Help Me
- Chapter 76: I Don’t Have Any
- Chapter 75: You Do Not Look Fine
- Chapter 74: She Is Young
- Chapter 73: I Asked For Justice
- Chapter 72: I Couldn’t Help Myself
- Chapter 71: You Girls Get Inside
- Chapter 70: This Is Your Fault
- Chapter 69: You’re The Smart One
- Chapter 68: I Am The Princess Of France
- Chapter 67: I Asked A Simple Question
- Chapter 66: We Will Never Get Noticed
- Chapter 65: You Are Not Sure
- Chapter 64: I Have Spoken
- Chapter 63: It Is A Terrible Situation
- Chapter 62: I’ll Just Go
- Chapter 61: There She Is Now
- Chapter 60: Stay Where You Are
- Chapter 59: He Tips Well
- Chapter 58: Good Riddance To Bad Rubbish
- Chapter 57: Shake Off Your Grief
- Chapter 56: He Hasn’t Eaten
- Chapter 55: You Look Unwell
- Chapter 54: A Wise Answer
- Chapter 53: Control His Mistresses
- Chapter 52: I Heard The Commotion
- Chapter 51: The King’s Son Is Dead
- Chapter 50: Let Me Do My Duty
- Chapter 49: He Was Breathing
- Chapter 48: You Were Beautiful
- Chapter 47: Only Bliss
- Chapter 46: You Have No Experience
- Chapter 45: Anything Needed By The Nobility
- Chapter 44: I Did Miss You
- Chapter 43: No Time To Dwell
- Chapter 42: There Is Someone Else
- Chapter 41: You Will Hear Me Clearly
- Chapter 40: I Am Yours
- Chapter 39: He Has Not Yet Rung
- Chapter 38: I Would Like To Forget
- Chapter 37: Surely You Exaggerate
- Chapter 36: He Made Me Swear
- Chapter 35: You’re Still Standing There
- Chapter 34: You Naughty Man
- Chapter 33: I Really Doubt That
- Chapter 32: Dance For Him
- Chapter 31: You Have A Guest
- Chapter 30: I Haven’t Seen Him Return
- Chapter 29: I Had A Peaceful Nap
- Chapter 28: I Can’t Do This
- Chapter 27: Quite The Looker
- Chapter 26: Today Is My Son’s Baptism
- Chapter 25: It Is Not Your Duty
- Chapter 24: You’ll Get Used To It
- Chapter 23: She Is Somewhere Around
- Chapter 22: She Read A Book
- Chapter 21: I Sleep Quite Lightly Nowadays
- Chapter 20: I Worry A Lot
- Chapter 19: How Like You This
- Chapter 18: You Got Wet Very Fast
- Chapter 17: I Am Choosing You
- Chapter 16: You Seem Relieved
- Chapter 15: Take Her To The Carriage
- Chapter 14: His Highness Is Not Available
- Chapter 13: You Are The King’s Favourite
- Chapter 12: He Is Not Threatening You
- Chapter 11: I Had One Bad Night
- Chapter 10: I Am A Professional
- Chapter 9: My Valet Is Mistaken
- Chapter 8: Pull Your Dress Up
- Chapter 7: Life Will Be Beautiful
- Chapter 6: I Received Your Gift
- Chapter 5: He Eats Like A Horse
- Chapter 4: I Am Certain It Is
- Chapter 3: You Useless Wench
- Chapter 2: It’s Just A Book
- Chapter 1: It’s Not Ready Yet
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